Part of it, people will never understand.

People may gone through similar situations but never the same.

It's difficult to heal a scar. Yes, time will heal but it's still there.

So... I'm checking on the 2 scars on my leg and 1 on my hand.

Right, it's true. It never heals completely, physically or mentally.

We all have our own situation, we have the options to choose how we want to handle it.

To make a choice, accepting or denying it, showing it or hiding it, it's our own call.

I mean, it's fine to go through different kind of stuffs, expect the unexpected. This is life.

It's all counted as an experience and of course, the most important thing is to learn something out of it.

What I've been through might or might not be that worst but I still have to move on.

Maybe the priority in handling yourself is just keeping up with the world and move on when it's time to.

Well, I must say, even now, I'm scared. I'm afraid. Of? It's a secret, MEH.

It's tough hanging onto something and you're unsure of what you're suppose to do. Is there a right or wrong situation here? How can you be sure things are fine?

Sometimes, we are forced to do nothing and just keep on walking forward.

One day, things unresolved from the past will still catch up with you and you just got yourself landing on the 'land of lost'. Congrats?

But hey, come on, to be able to live normally in a country, I should be contented already.

There are people out there that needed REAL help and nobody are either offering a helping hand or contributing anything.

They may still be facing difficulties now and 10 years down the road, what if things are still the same?

Society of the needy people from all around the world, I want to help them.

Yes, when I got a real stable job, able to feed my family and parents, I want to donate lots of money to them to improve their life. One of my goal in life and I want to make sure that I will definitely achieve it.

So anyway, no matter how much pain I'm keeping inside, it can't be compared to the people out there suffering in the streets, lack of basic necessities and anything else...

I will just have to keep my head up and smile.

It's the right and best thing to do, isn't it?