~ Please don't go
Monday, November 30, 2009 at 10:48:00 PM
I can use the tears and moisture my contact lens. Good?
Maybe afterall, living in this world, wanting to understand one another is a difficult thing to do.
Or maybe it is just me.
Waiting and waiting for someone to fill this empty heart of mine...
I had enough of being alone... crying alone... suffering alone... to be sad alone.
Why do I make things so difficult for myself when everything can ended up easier to handle.
Why do I tell people I'm fine doing alone for now and in the future.
Why do I think alot? Why can't I just close one eye for everything.
Why do I say alot of nonsense to make myself cry, make people around me hate me, love me?
I'm still in my own protective zone. I want to come out from it.
But once I come out from it, I'm scare I will be hurt again because I don't want any hurt...
But why do I think that doing anything = hurt?
I wish to slap myself right now but no, I won't because it's stupid. Sorry haters.
I just want someone that can make me smile.
But when I have someone like this, I always screw things up.
I feel stupid. I feel like I just want to jump off from a building but won't die la.
Why this stupid mind of mine is like this... can somebody brainwash me or something...
I don't want to spend my life like this. I did so many things that made me regret.
I'm always a regretting person. But I told myself, don't be like this. I DID TRIED.
Just because I think too much, everything is just regretting.
Regretting and regretting. Blame myself for being so dumb.
So ended up I'm all alone again. My life is like so dramatic. So dramatic.....
But who to blame, me lo. Everything also me. me me me me me me me me.
Why I so negative? But when I'm so positive, everything make me feels I'm on top of the world.
Serve me right.
I feel so numb...sad...weirdo...hating myself to the max...
A feeling that I can't get rid of, I'm sure it's gonna haunt for me days, months, years.
But what can I do? Nothing... cause I had tried.
Does anybody understand this feeling?
Why do I have to be alone when I can choose not to be.....
Why misunderstand what I'm trying to say...
Could you read all these?
You may think that it is nonsense and lame craps.
Sorry for wasting few mins of your time reading this post.
But let me make this clear to everybody, I always fail to express what I want to.
I know my english suck. So be it.
I never felt this lost before. 0 comments
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Friday, November 27, 2009 at 11:27:00 PM
Thank you for today :) 0 comments
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~ EVG Prom night 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 at 4:06:00 PM
Will upload more soon :)
Anyway, Thanks KH for accompany up onto the stage lol.
Will explain more about the details of prom later on =.= ....
SO EMBARRASSING MAN!!! AND SO SUAY LOL!!!!
No, I didn't not fell down at all. It's something worst than that!!!!
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~ Romanization
Monday, November 23, 2009 at 11:09:00 PM
Please don't go, nae gyeotae stay
Oneul bam maneun honjaitgi sileo
Please don't go, geudaeae stay
Neol hyanghan nae mami
Youngweonhal su itgae
My baby
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Sunday, November 22, 2009 at 1:03:00 AM
I have never feel so warm and cosy this long before.
It was caring and light, it makes me cry.
Who should I thank?
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Saturday, November 21, 2009 at 12:59:00 AM
Cool grey rat?
I have one in white,
both sister have white,
Brother odd one out, GREY.
Sat will be my last day of work, so if anyone need 30% discount off original price items,
PLEASE FIND ME BEFORE 5PM OKAY.
Discount will not be applied on limited offer promotion.
Coz they veh niao.
p/s: not wearing any contacts in the picture.
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~ Kekeke
Sunday, November 15, 2009 at 12:55:00 AM
Ano... anybodeh miss meh? ROFL.
Today neh... work is very the busy neh.
Yado san lurb to say neh so I also say neh neh neh nao. HAHAHA.
Ano.... I forget vhart I huan to say.
Ah... SOKA! Today neh teh work is very busy but it is veli the fun.
Many many people working so nobody neh got time to scold or say anta. ROFL.
Meh~~~ ^-^
But Hizume san never scold me neh, Me ish very the happy neh.
But anyway, I allleidi sign my resignation form and hand it up to store manager neh~
So anta OFFICIALLY leaving next week Saturday. Cool neh?.........Hai!~ v(^_^v)
So one dolla one dolla one dolla one dolla one dolla equal many dolla. Get it? LOL.
Vahrt is 100? 1 ten 2 ten 3 ten 4 ten ................ 3432432wfsadhaksd 10 ten LOL. The jap youtube vid.
So, byebye neh. I go bath and go oyasuminasai to myself neh. Lmao.
Mina san, Oyasuminasai (o^-^o)
Copycat don't copy how I type okie? -'-^.^ ROFL.
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~ The world is a lie
Thursday, November 12, 2009 at 12:28:00 AM
You know I so happy that I resigning this week? ^^
When you kena scolded or say by someone that is higher rank than you,
then he/she request you to smile WITH TEETH and greet whole heartedly like nothing else happen before.
I feel so fake. I can't even do it. It's true anyway coz I kena the last 4 to be repeating those phrases again and again.
I hate FAKE. Like seriously.
So farking fake. It makes my world feel likes... everything is a lie.
So why make myself so miserable and unhappy? QUIT IS THE SOLUTION.
ROFL.
So what, I'm only 16, I'm gaining experiences and knowledge in every job I work ^_^
And I don't want my poor mom to wait for me at night in the neighbourhood. Super late.
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Friday, November 06, 2009 at 9:14:00 PM
I have "HELLO WELCOME TO UNIQLO" nightmare.
Save me?
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~ Moments
at 2:19:00 AM
When the weak gets weaker, they fall easily.
Next, you see them being different and strong.
Life become so much easier.
I wish. 0 comments
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at 1:46:00 AM
Updates on SPREE 04:
Items arrived. Except only for 2 items.
Will be mass emailing to people for meet up once items have been sorted out. 0 comments
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Wednesday, November 04, 2009 at 6:21:00 PM
Updates for SPREE 02.
4th November: Items arrive @ Supplier's house.I will be asking for OOS list and meet up will be organise for collection.
Affected buyers will be refunded :)
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Monday, November 02, 2009 at 9:50:00 PM
Hello people, hope you can click 'like'(vote) for me on this photo.
Would appreciate it alot alot alot alottttt!!! :D
CLICK HERE TO 'LIKE' MY PICTURE
Yes, I want this camera VERY BADLY because
1) for myself,
2) for my blogging entries to be more interesting for me and you to read,
3) i'm not a rich person to be able to purchase a camera on my own :/...
but I don't think I will win this since it's worldwide competition but I want to give it a try.
I really hope you can 'like' or comment my picture and let me be one of the 7 winners.
Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee okay? T_T with a cherry on top. LOL
but I don't think I will win this since it's worldwide competition but I want to give it a try.
I really hope you can 'like' or comment my picture and let me be one of the 7 winners.
Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee okay? T_T with a cherry on top. LOL
But still, thank you for reading this post anyway :)
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