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~ You wouldn't know how beautiful it is, if you don't understand what does it mean.
Thursday, April 30, 2009 at 9:54:00 PM


Introducing..............................................























































SHAWN. LOL. 
This face ah, make me laugh like crazy LOL. 
Kena stroke, LOL. 
He did this face... and stoned like dam long. LOL 




LOLOLOL. I still got many shots okay... Mai play play. ROFL.
Post a few only cause... I scare you angry. LOL.
LOLOLOLOL. I can't stop laughing man... ROFL.


Okay, let's update abit of what had happen today. 
Thursday always seems like a long long long day to me.
2.4km run, wtf-ish. ROFL. 
I follow my Sufian they all run shortcut LOL. FIRST TIME RUN SHORTCUT, DAM FUNNY.
I kept running and laughing, using alot of energy lo! Haven't even half round then tired liao due to laughing too much LOL.
I want to stop laughing but I can't and I don't what's so funny about it -.- ROFL.
Then when I ran second round..... 
-noticing my surrounding....-
"Eh where the hell is everybody -.- how come only left me and like 3 people running like that" 
Then the sky turned dam dark and it became so windy it felt like a movie scene LOL.
Like something bad is going to happen, E.g. Tornado, Doomsday, HDB fly... blablabla. LOL.
While I'm running, I was like... I'm so sure that I'm not slow neither I'm fast but, why like half
the class is like WAY WAY WAY FASTER AND AHEAD OF ME AND THERE'S NOBODY LOL. 
Machaim they run halfway suddenly kena kipnapped. -.- 

Then I was like dying and dying and dying. I see Haizel ran shortcut then I also follow LOL.
And I was like wobblying and dragging my leg to run. Leg felt like as if I'm squashing millions of lemons. 
Can die ah.
Then I ask everyone, why you all faster than me but I never see you ahead of me?
"Oh, cause teacher say raining soon then can run 1 and a half round."
Me: -__________-..... 

Then rain like abcd.
I sweat like wxyz.
Sleepy like 1234.
Sticky like 78910.

Then rush home and bath then went to cwp to eat with Shann and friends.
It's Shanny's birthday today :o
Then Seoul garden student price ends at 4pm.... when we asked.. it's already 4.03pm... lol. 
Ya, I was late, sorry ._. but the malays also late and later than me loooooooooooo. LOL.
Then in the end, everyone lunched at Pizza hut. 
Full like kdlfsnfdskfnsdfs.

Then walk walk, take pictures then buaiz buaiz. 
Funny eh today. Rofl.

Happy Birthday Shann :D
16 years old already worzxzxzxzx. Rofl~




























Never make up today. No time plus lazy. 
Bored. 
Yay, movie online tonight. 

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~ Poker face poke your face. Ouch
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 at 7:57:00 PM


LOL. I was bored so I did this to see whether it will look nice anot.
COOL EH. ROFL. 
Do I look fierce with those? No right? LOL.
I don't know la, I keep laughing when I'm adding those tattoos =.=
I personally like the one that's at the leg. 

Please lo, English is like forever boring.
I fell asleep -.-

Today's Physic, Mr goh brought chocolates for the class to eat. 
I was like, "Har?!?! Serious?!" Ya, Shocked. LOL.
Everytime show us the angry face look, thought he hated our class or something. 
The chocolate was so nice that it kept me awake throughout Physic LOL.
It was like this.... "WAHHHHHHHHHHH HAO HAO CHI" *face shows that I'm in heaven* to Karhui.
She was like, it's just a chocolate then you like that. 
L O L. 

Then school end, met Mum at cwp and she asked me I eat already anot then went to LJS for lunch.
Then go buy this and that this and that this and that and homezxzxzx.

AND SHIT, MY EARPIECE IS SPOILT AGAIN. 
Hate it -_-



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 
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~ It lacked of something
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 at 6:52:00 PM

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It feels like as if something is pulling me back from fulfiling what I want to do.
I should learn how to relax myself, not to get tensed up easily.
To overcome everything I'm afraid of.  

But so far, I think I had gotten worst instead of improving.
I gotta do something about it but what and how? I don't know. 
I don't know how so I just stop there.

I need people to force me until I cry, until I hate that person that forced me. 
But I know, it's for my own good. That sounded kinda wrong anyway.

I should stop being so depressed about how I am, how I look. 
The more I'm being depressed, I eat more and more instead of lesser. Oh shit. 

Self-pwnage. Gosh. 
I sucks. Yippie. 

But oh yes, it's all about experience.
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~ My favourite ring
Monday, April 27, 2009 at 9:43:00 PM

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Pingy~~~~~



Alright. I hate pervert to the core.
Who doesn't?
And ya, hot day today.
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~ Why do I always feel irritated by you?
Sunday, April 26, 2009 at 11:28:00 PM

I'm sorry but I would like to say,
Why not change your name to mine,
your looks to mine, your shit to mine, your everything to mine.
So you will look like me, sound like me, named like me.

I don't fucking like *, you get it?
Get a fucking life if you can.

Or maybe I should do the other way round so you can understand how I am feeling right now?
Fooktard.

Angry?
Oh yes dear, I am angry but I'm smiling to keep cool ^^
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~ Stop screwin' my friend, sucka.
at 10:00:00 PM

This just gotta suck.

Each of my leg gotten 1 awesome chocolately delicious browny blue-black.
LOL.
AND IT'S FREAKING HUGE :(
1 is on the knee and the other one is below below the knee.
It's so big that it look so ugly and weird. Lol.


BUT, Luckily, due to continuous rubbing till even blister appear on it,
It's getting better and less browny. Rofl.
Okay, I knock onto the stairs coz I kinda trip a little and I was rushing over to blk 36.
Ya, 1 leg knock one of each stair. AWESOME.
LOL.
Hopefully it will get better in 1 week time.
I wouldn't want my leg to look this ugly and funny in my pictures. LOL.

So anyway, Bad boy 2 is nice but it got hell lots of * being said -_-
Kinda irritating and I think its cool and funny HAHAHA.
Alright, I guess I'm gonna off my comp and get my ass to read SS notes for tml's test :/

p/s: Should I paste 3 plasters on the left leg to cover that when I go to school? =.= LOL.
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~ Untitled 123
Saturday, April 25, 2009 at 2:12:00 AM

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What do you see?



-small little update for today at 9.47pm-

I had been wasting my time, slacking at home.
Watched like 3 movies already and I'm still going to continue to watch many more..
The movie, Knowing, is scary for me -_- It gives me goosebumps. Ahhhh.
I watched half of the movie last night at 2am and can't take it anymore.
So scary and creepy... and I decided to watch it in the day haha.
The movie, Pink panther, Omg, it's so dam funny. LOL.

Assistant: "Biju is dead, he got shot right at his head"
Inspector: "Is it fatal?"
Assistant: "Yes, it is."
Inspector: "How fatal?"
Assistant: "Completely fatal."
Inspector: "I want to talk to him"
Assistant: "He's dead..."

LOL. You should freaking look at the their expression and the way they talk HAHA.
Like so stupid right.. Already say gotten shot at the head what, means die right LOL =.=
But yep, that's what makes the movie funny.

Maybe I shall spend some time editing and changing a new blogskin for my space here.
Or maybe next week. Since my photoshoot for this week is cancelled because of 34834782937. Rofl.
Bored.
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~ It's just a tiny moment of fun that I can enjoy
at 12:28:00 AM

Am feeling so fuck up and so stressed up.
Like, I changed my phone setting to silent mode, to be considerate @ clare's house.
And I did inform you that I will be home late.
How the hell will I know that you're calling me like crazy when there's no stupid sound being projected out when ITS SILENT.

The moment I just step home, it's like some * scolding me like * and then goes to sleep.
Like wtf? Do I always do that EVERYDAY or EVERY WEEKEND. HELL NO.
It's not like as if I'm having sex or doing any shit with a guy in my best friend house.
Probably she's forever thinking like that.

I am angry and upset.
I am crying now.
I feel like voicing out wtf I had done at her house, must I make a fucking report to her everyday on whatever and everything I did on that day?
This feels so shit and sucky. You know?

Whatever she says and gives, I don't comment about everything.
I keep my mouth shut at all times.
I wish she could give me sufficient monthly allowance to me.
Everytime I feels so poor like a church mouse. Fucking poor.
You wouldn't want to know how much I get every month.
So little yet expect me to save and says that I'm not sensible because I don't know how to save.
Wtf? When your one month allowance is just $50, how you survive? Provided I need to stayback in school 3 times in one week.
Of course I did asked for more so I could buy some pathetic clothes and things for myself.
If she could just give me just $100 every month. I really will feel contented enough already.

Which freaking part of me shows that I'm not sensible enough?
Can you imagine me crying like nobody business with no sound and there's no one there.
No one there to wipe away my tears.
Everything feels so empty and useless.
I have to do things and tell myself this, "oh, I'm working so hard, trying my best because it is just for myself, my own sake".
I feel so sick and tired of it.
I don't know how to describe my feelings.

Screw myself.


I enjoyed friday's CCD lesson.
I enjoyed the companies of friends around me.
I love my friends.
I had fun today but it feels miserable in the night.

Another reason I wanna go home late because, I feel so sad when I'm at home.
Like I said,
Everything feels empty to me.
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~ Could you tell me that 1 more time?
Thursday, April 23, 2009 at 7:22:00 PM

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Hello everyone.

Everyday, the weather is getting worse, worst, worsen.
It's getting hotter and hotter every afternoon... So hot until I want to melt already.
Keep whining and whining like crazy, How I wish my mum knows how to drive. ROFL.
Then at night lei, suddenly got super strong wind and it rains like nobody's business. Wth?


Every Thursday is like so dam tiring.
SS, copy and copy, do and do.
P.E, walau today run 1 round LOL. 1 ROUND K.O ALREADY.
Imagine 2 rounds, chiu can see me crawling back already. HAHAHAHA.
Physic, Daydream again.
Maths, Ms chia go SYF, Mdm Haslina still not back to school YET. Maths = GG.
2 periods of English, habaeis. ENGLISH IS FOREVER BORING.
2 periods of Art, best Photobucket

On the way home = die x10000 aka free suntanning that can lead you to skin cancer Photobucket
HUAT AHHHHH!!!!! LOL. JKJK.



Right... tomorrow got 2 periods of Chem. Gawd, got mini test :(
Sheeesh, I sucks at Chemistry lo! *faint*

Hopefully there's no assembly tomorrow and there's early dismissal.
Need to get home asap and get change and get ready to go out with muaiz art fashion groupie.
Really need to take a look at fashion designer's art on how they draw.. develop their artwork into clothes blablabla...
Sigh. It's gotta be so difficult, lol.
Ya la, Butt itch nothing to do, go do fashion design as N lvl art. ROFL.

I think I better go do the CCD teamwork thingy and hand up to litespeed. Due on the 26th.
Those who haven't do also got do and upload to litespeed. Later tio nag by teacher like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

And...

SAIKANG IS GOING IN NS ALREADY :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Nobody is going to help me when I've computer problems already!!! :(
No la kidding. ROFL. Sad t.t
Botak sexy uh. LOL.
All the best man, hope you really kena office job k -.- LOL.
Don't cry inside t.t LOL. Sms me anytime if chiu huan alright.
Lurb chiu and miss ya.



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~ HOPFULLY IT WORKS FOR ME LOL ._.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 at 8:30:00 PM

Tips for those who want to grow tall.
Recommended for the short huans (like me, 156cm) that are despo to grow tall at all cost but don't jump too much if it's highly possible.

A quote from blogskins.com's forum, LOL.
Use skipping rope to skip everyday. It helps. I had one girl friend who grew really tall just because she skipped 300 times everyday consistently. All it takes is determination and patience.
All the best. (:
Source: http://blogskins.com/forum/1/151066/



JESUS CHRIST!
I'M SO GONNA TO DO THAT LOL.

p/s: if you're tall enough, please don't jump anymore -.-
Jumping damage the knees. Trust me. I had read article and done research online, lol.
I know this sounds stupid.
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~ Xoxo
at 6:04:00 PM

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Yay. My internet rocks nao. LOL. As fast as superman. 2 SECONDS THEN DONE LOADING LIAO LOL.
There was no electricity from 2.30pm - 4.30pm cause they're renewing something or what, idk.
Luckily today very windy if not I will die from heatstroke. -.- LOL.

Then eat eat eat my lunch then lie down on the sofa listen radio until I fell asleep~ Rofl.
Then my one of my teeth hurts :(
At behind behind behind huan. Or I should say, the last tooth aka the holy wisdom tooth? -_- Omg? zzzz.
No... I don't want to go to the dentist :(... BUT IT'S VERY PAIN...................................... HOW.
I don't want to go to the dentist because I hate dentist and it's very scary.....
The dentist will apply numb cream and then wait few mins and then inject the numb medicine using the needle, what's that thing you call? I forget. LOL.
IT'S PAIN YOU KNOW LIKE, 1 NEEDLE POKING ON YOUR GUM ON ONE SIDE THEN ANOTHER SIDE OF THE TEETH GUM TO LET THE NUMBNESS SPREAD.

I just googled to find a picture of it.

It look like this but the whole thing is made of METAL not plastic!!!!
I'm not sure what material it's made of but it's shiny and silver.
Scary anot?!

The moment he held that in his hand, I already get so tensed up, struggling and crying.
And everyone told me to relax, HOW CAN I RELAX WHEN I KNOW THAT THING IS GONNA "KILL ME" LOL :(
Then I will be like cry cry cry like as if someone had passed away -.-
Then continue to cry cry cry, walk out of the door and continue to cry until I get settled down.
Then everyone sitting outside is like staring at me. LOL.
THEN THE EXTRACTED PART WILL BE BLEEDING NON STOP :(
AND MY LIP GET NUMBED FOR FEW HOURS -.- LOL.
And the taste of blood sucks... then I don't swallow my saliver one. EWWWWWW LOL.

Sigh. Thinking about it now, I can already cry.
Maybe the best option is, use numb medicine on my whole body then I will feel no pain. (Y).
ROFL. Er, not bad lei this idea!!!!
Seriously, I don't know what to do.
I wish teeth don't decay =.=
Once it grow to adult tooth, it stays the same forever. Dream on -_-


Anyway, today ish a veli warm day. Hot hot hot.
English so boring.
This Sufian ah =.= during physic lesson he kept spraying water onto me and disturbing me.
Then I go refill my water bottle lo.
Cause Nike water bottle can spray like mini firewaterwork liddat.
Then mine is full so I accidentally spray a small amount of water onto his sleeves. ROFL.
Then omg la -_- he sprayed like 3 times moar of what I had sprayed onto him.
So behind my back, left side of the sleeves is totally wet and part of my skirt also lo!
Then just nice the weather was so hot.... and I went like...

"OMG, MY UNI SO WET BUT WAH, COOLING LEI" LOL.

Funny lei! Then he kept saying, wo yao wan bing bang(I want to play ping pong) =.=
He watched too much chinese show. Rofl.

Sian. I kept day dreaming today. Couldn't concentrate at all when I'm trying so hard to.
Tomorrow 2 periods of English. SIAN AHHHHHHH.



This week is gonna be a busy week for me.
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~ I can't hear your voice
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 at 6:56:00 PM

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What the fish is with the internet since afternoon...
IT'S DAM SLOW... REAL SLOW. I felt so irritated by it -.-
Slow like snail... it load so dam slow..................................................................
I always hate waiting and spending time waiting for my pages to load -.-
Can you imagine I'm stucked in a page for like 1 minute and more just to load everything. zzz.
IT'S REALLY KILLING ME MAN...
SIGH. Hopefully, it will get better tomorrow.
If not I'm so going to complain like crazy cause I had this problem for like around 2 months already? z.

Maths test prepare to fail riao. Rofl.
Probability... I really wonder why this kind of useless topic was being created.....
It's killing so many brain cells and so so so so dam confusing :(



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HUAN~~~~~~~~~~~~~





TO BUY HEELS THAT LOOK LIKE












THESE.


SUPER HIGH RIGHT. ROFL.
I like heels many many many.


Alright, I had enough of this stupid slow speed internet.
I'm so gonna..........................













do other things for now -.- LOL.

Byez.
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~ I don't wanna care
Monday, April 20, 2009 at 5:50:00 PM

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I'm 175cm tall. Rofl.
I hate my fringe.
Going to be late so I didn't rebond my fringe. Lol.

School? Felt tired the whole day long.
Whole body is aching :( Especially my shoulders.



Fish. I always hate my mum, she is always 'insulting' people whom I trust.
Why can't she just trust what I do?
Why can't she just tell me, I have nice pictures instead of something else?
Do I look like a kid to her?

Because she knows nothing much about the inner me.
She doesn't know what I am thinking about.
She doesn't know what I had experienced before.
That's why I don't talk about anything to my family.

All these feels hurtful...
You know?

Everything she always say to me, makes me doesn't want to share anything with her.
I know she cares for me but is this the way she should say to me?
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~ Today is a veli hot day.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 at 8:19:00 PM



Konichiwa mina.

Now my whole body aching like hell -.-
Hand suan and pain.
Leg pain and tired. LOL.
Must be because yesterday I wear heels also :(
Today also wear heels. Tiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


Tag replies:
Limei: Use house phone call chiu? Also need money huan lei, but not I pay la. ROFL.
Sarah: Hi. LOL
GQ: Really lo, I studying ^^. sure own chiu also. LOL. What I not bulldog la oi, I change species already la. Outdated lei you.
Fong: Tag you back here. LOL.
Limei: Who wants your bangs sioxzxzxzx. SPECIAL edition chiwawa hairstyle. LOL.
Shawn: yea, hell yea -.-
Lihao: LOL. san duo hua. *shines*
jocie: rofl hihi. Will tag chiu back in ur blog soon. ^_^
Fidar: YEAAAAAA, HIGH 5. LOL.
Peiqi: Nah, you don't have to deny, chiu are huan of them LOL.

Like that will easier to read mah? Lmao.


Today after my ________, I walk all the way to town.
Walk walk walk.... I saw 1 lane full of pilipinos and indonesians like that.
THE WHOLE WAY OF LUCKY PLAZA, opposite taka, IS FULL OF THEM.
Me = *BLUR ALL THE WAY WHEN IM GOING TO FAREAST* LOL.
What special day issit -_-....



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I HUAN DIE RIAO, WHOLE BODY PAIN LIKE CRAZYING.

Eh, I watched handsome suit. SO FUNNY PLS ROFL.



k la, nothing else already. If can, tomorrow or what then give chiu all surprise k? LAWL.
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~ Insomnia
Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 11:59:00 PM


Lol. Sorry for not updating early.
Was kinda feeling tired and was in Audition helping GQ the nub glitching-keep-failing dog. Rofl.

Yesterday which is friday,
The current 7th batch exco step down and a new batch of exco step up to the heaven. Ewww. Holy c0w manzxzxzx. LOL.
Still got another extra batch of exco aka the CCA EXCO. Crap.............. -.-
*woah, they're SO SO SO gonna be dam helpful -.-*

Kendrick, don't sad. LOL.
Alright, I kinda forget what I want to type. -.-

As I was saying..... blablablabla.
Main focus: I Hate the new bunch of CCA exco. LOL.
Alright, I know this sucks. Who cares~~


So, yesterday was teh International friendship day. Cool? Nah. kidding. LOL.
Here are some words to a random few.

To Limei:
You think you what, got bangs very saki? LOL.
MUSHROOM HEAD FTW. IT'S THE TREND IN THE PAST ALRIGHT!!! HAHA.
No problem, get you away from CNN is a must. CNN = Celeste no nipple :X (basic knowledge alright). LOL.
I also enjoyed every single seconds/minutes/hours/days/nights with you too. Muacks. LOL *hair stand* Photobucket
Fish you, I never hang onto the past. LOL. K lar, I got la k? I hang onto the tree. ROFL.
I'm not emo. I'm friendly. *OMG, ITS DON, HIII!!! -PIAK-* proves I'm socialble ^^
Guailan = Lurb lurb hearts hearts. My hobby to entertain myself Photobucket *roll on the floor*
Lurb chiu too. Muacks LOL.

To Clare:
Lurb chiu. You're always in muaiz heart.
Trust me. ^_^
Thanks for many many things eh :D
DAM LOT. LOL.

To Sharon:
Listen to what I wanna say in muaiz heart if chiu can. Happy thinking eh girl. ROFL.
Indie accent ah girl. LOL.
Lurb chiu.


To Chungmin:
Lurb chiu. Best mama :D
But she doesn't read my blog. Tsk. LOL.
All along through out my days and years with her, I appreciate many advices that she gave to me.
I really do appreciate, a lot.

To Rose:
Lurb chiu. Although sometime we may not talk much,
You small things also can laugh. LOL.
This is for chiu,
LOL. Chua tio cat.

To Wanyan:
Lurb chiu x2. She always pinch my face and say I veli kawaii neh.
Pinch until muaiz face sh0 maniex pimple nehzxzxzx. LOL JKJK.
She care for me many many ^_^ lurb lurb.

To Karhui:
LURB CHIU MANY.
Thanks.

To Lihao, CheuFong, Peiqi aka san duo hua(three flowers):
LOL. HI.
Lihao ish veli good to me coz her name got hao.
Cheufong ish veli bad cause in the afternoon it feels so hot until I'm melting and there's no wind.
Peiqi ah, she like to eat bing qi ling(Ice cream). She like bi qi bu(Ayumi hama too saki) LOL.
I know, I very creative. TYTYTY. LOL.

To Cheryl:
I veli scare of chiu t.t.
LOL.


To Fidar:
HI FIDAR, YOU ALWAYS ROCKS ^_^ LOL.
He always say hi to me in school. Hi-5 with me. ROFL.
Funny guy~ I like. LOL.

To celeste aka CNN:
LOL HI. IDK YOU OWN A CHANNEL HUAN :X SO FAMOUS. LOL
Celeste ah, TIKO PEK. LOL.
But still, thanks for things you've helped me.

To Isabelle:
Lurb chiu ^.^

To Shanny:
Lurb chiu~ MUST BE HYPER AND SHOW HAPPY FACE EVERYDAY!!! LOL.

To Xianjiao:
Another biantai kuang t.t LOL.


To everyone that's in Oyasumi-:
YAY, LURB CHIU ALL LOL!!!
LURB ALL DOGS INSIDE. ROFL :D
I really enjoyed myself inside, hanging out with you guys.
Getting to know new friends and knowing more about you guys :)
Oi gq, STOP USING THE COMP, GO STUDY. PLAN YOUR TIME LA! Be like me, study ^.^ LOL.
Oi Shayne, don't go ITE LA! LOL. You go ITE = we all cut your precious hair. LOL.
Hi Darren, I know you emo, don't emo. ROFL. jkjk. Jy O lvl alright.
Jami ah~ jy PSLE wor. LOL.

To Kiasin:
Great friend too. Don't bother too much about _______. It just sucks. LOL.
Hope to see chiu huan day. :X
You're not ugly la. You're cute, really :)


To Saikang:
AIYAYAYAYAYAYAYA, GOING IN NS SOON LER LEI. DON'T CRY :X
Dunch worry, I will be with 24/7 stalking chiu always.
Love,
liping aka your saikang. LOL.


To Ethan phua:
HI LA. I KNOW YOU WON'T READ ONE. CAUSE YOU JUST DON'T VISIT MY BLOG ONE DE LO. THATS WHY YOU SUCK. LOL.
YOU ONLY VISIT IF I ASK YOU TOO. HUR. DON'T FRIEND YOU LIAO LA :( LOL.
Ok, I'm just talking to myself afterall -_-


To Shawn:
SUPER HYPER AND CRAZY AT ALL TIMES. 24/7.
But he's so funny that I always laugh until bth HAHA. I like people like this ^_^
Hope your dream will come true eh :D
Pray that I can get a webcam ASAP. ROFL.

To everyone that I never mention:
Sorry, I have bad memory. Really ._.
Thanks if you have attempt to care for me, make me happy. I appreciate it as long as it's from your heart :D.
Sorry if I hurt any one of you with harsh words. Oh well.



Guess there's nothing much already.
Some might be short. Some might be long.
There's just some kind of feelings that I don't know how to express. Sorry. I know I sucked at it.
But, I'm really touched and happy now.





Let's talk about today.
This morning went to play volley with Limei, sha and karhui at lm's house bball court.
Tiring. Lol. Everyone had a GREAT time picking up ball. ROFL.

Then get home and went to bath then get changed to go out with Limei teh jiwawa.
SSC - Bugis - Simlim.
Now, I pok kai riao. SAD LA. LOL :( But I want shop moar :(
Anybody want sponsor me moneh?! LOL!!!!


K lar, I better go to sleep now.
Still gotta wake up dam hell early on Sunday.
GAAAAHZ.


kthxforreading.bai :)
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~ I couldn't sleep at night
Friday, April 17, 2009 at 3:32:00 PM


Hi.

[edited]
Am feeling better and happy today! Yippiexzxzxzxzx. LAWL.
Will update tomorrow k, lazy update today @.@~
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~ I was running from emotions I wasn't ready for.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 at 9:39:00 PM

Me ish tired today.
Msn ish crap today.
So I'm using nub Ebuddy.


Hmmm, I think I figured out why I have a "I don't care/want to study" attitude.
Stressed up and thinking alot of things.
So many that I just don't want to think about my school work anymore :/
Obviously.. I can't stop ignoring about my school work. It will get me into real deep trouble.

Shit stress.
How to bloody cope with it?
Share any tips with me? Please?
Tell me those that will only works.
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~ The bond we shared were never mend to be broken, in fact, it will always be strong forever.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 at 6:07:00 PM

HAAAAAAAAAAALOWWWWWWWWWW MINA SAN :D


This morning hot like abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz -.-
Then reach school suddenly so windy then it rained after few hours.
And rest of the whole day became so cooling and windy~~~
Love this kind of weather okay.
Cooling wind plus not really sunny. Perfecto (Y).

Boring phyics.
Chemistry, I felt so paiseh :( LOL.
I didn't know the video need to upload to the net and show to everyone lo.



ZZZZZ la my sis.
Go to my blog and listen music still nevermind.
Go my blog and show to my mum. ZZzz....
So anyway, I bet she will be reading this.
Who cares. ROFL.

Yawn. So sleepy right nao.
Alright, I shall go sleep for awhile~

Sadly, It feel like as if, I'm giving up on myself on anything I wanna do.
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~ I'm always cool
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 at 7:38:00 PM

Hello all :D

I actually wanted to be lazy and don't blog about what I want today again... BUT
Because someone from my msn told me that the Japanese videos prank made him laugh like mad that he gotten nag by a librarian. Rofl~
And that made his day!
Okay, he is some random malay guy thats in my msn and I don't know him? LOL.

But I felt so happy after he told me it made his day and said thanks to me!!! LOL.
AND HE SAID I LOOK LIKE SO HEE!!! ROFL.
So, Anyway, finally someone appreciate what I had put up to share with everyone lo!
I thought only me that watched those videos will laugh like crazy and others think that,
"Please, it's so lame" or just "lol" Like so fake lo :(


Okay, before I start, I wanna complain that today is VERY HOT.
P.E plus air con plus hot weather = ???
Sticky skin. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
LOL. Cannot bear this kind of thing lo! So uncomfortable.
It's terribly hot in the afternoon that I really feel like owning a plane and ask the pilot to send me home. ROFL.
Then I skipped remedials and called home and ask "Hello, Ma, today what you cook ah?" LOL.
Then blablabla and she questioned me why I gonna come home so early. BAAAAHHHHHHH.
"Today very hot I cannot tahan, I want go home bath so I don't want go remedials"
ROFL.
Next week I of course go la! I've a strict mom and I do whatever she tells me cause the things I have nao is all because of her.
Of course I obey her! and I know she wants me to do well for N level this year.




Okay, so, High waist is the trend for nao.
It was the trend in the past too, Like real long ago.
How long?















































































THIS LONG! LOL.
SAY HAI TO MY SEXY PRETTY MOM LOL :DDDD
Thish ish how she looked in the past. Haha.
My aunt told me she was a vainpot last time, lmao.
Cool anot? She also veli trendy in the past huan I tell chiu, Mai siao siao. LOL.


And this is me and muaiz mum when I was like few months old!


Eh, this is muaiz 1st month look. LOL. SEXY ANOT? LOL. OMG, I'M LAUGHING!!!!


My brother was not born yet. Sad for him. LMAO.
Who ish who, chiu guess yourselves nor~
And yea, this was taken in Malaysia, haha.


HI~ chiu want see this Dragon? chiu ownself go KL see. LOL.


2nd sister and miiex.


Miiex and muaiz 3rd sis and 2nd sis.
Kawaii nehzxzxzxzx. LOL BHB.


Want fight? There got one on the right. *see her face* LOL.





Alright, let's skip to muaiz Kindgergarden life.

WE are all real good buddies last time... the one at left side was my favourite and best friend :D
Hmmm.. but that was in the past already.


I was browsing.. until I see, ER? JERON INSIDE? LOL.
He's at the left side of the picture. HAHA. I'm the 4th counting from the left, 1st row.
This is Year 1.


This huan is Year 2.


I see so many familar faces when I took a look at this again.
Till now, I'm only able to contact Xueli only lo! Others huan... no contact anymore but I wish I can find them back together one day. And I and you know that, that's impossible.


LOL. GRADUATE LER SEHZXZXZXZXZXZX.


Yep, I was involved for my graduation day.
Me no inside :(


Me ish inside. Lmao.



I'm still having and keeping the costume :)
I could still wear it when I was erm in primary school haha. Like all the way to P4/P5.
Cool?
Anyway, in case you think that some pictures look weird, I took it with my camera and hp.
Not scan it out huan.
My house got like hundreds of photos being kept. All those above is like only 1% of it. HAHA.



Geeeeez, I hate the way I smile.
That's why I HARDLY show pictures that I smile with TEETH.
My face just look weird because it's like so fatty fat fat and my chin bone is kinda weird :(
BOOOOOOO!!!


Sigh. I wish I have got killer smiles with teeth of course. I'm so dam jealous of those people that got like super nice smile man!
Gosh, that's gonna melt all those people that see me with their eyes. HAHAHA.
Okay, forget it. Stop dreaming.


Alright, guess this.
A hunter got a gun. His gun can only shoot a 3m distance.
One day, he went hunting. He killed a bear when the bear is 50m away from him.
Why did the bear die????

Those who know the answer don't answer hor ROFL.


kthxforreadingbaiiiz :D
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~ Inspired
Monday, April 13, 2009 at 9:47:00 PM

Hi all sexy Photobucket

I shall apologize again cause I phailed to blog about the things I wanna share with everybodeh.
ROFL. Very lazy to transfer the pictures into my computer haha.
Cause I'm exhausted due to school and today's stupid HEAVY school bag :(
Now my back is aching like shit. Like, Ouch.

Assembly? Obviously it's gonna delay our time to leave and eat and go for Art remedial.
There is this some I forget what is that performance and it seems abit boring to me.
I went to sleep or rather, Try to sleep rofl and yeaaa, I did it *touched* t.t LOL.

And so this whole thing went on till 2.50pm when we're suppose to be released at 2.30pm -.-
Lucky they release us straight away. If they gonna ask us to shut up and then gets to leave.
You can see shoes flying in their direction. LAWL. jkjk.


So anyway, I gotta 4/30 for my maths. LOL.
The lowest I have ever gotten in muaiz life (Y).
Buck up? I don't know.

Definitely, there's something wrong with me.
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~ Moderation is the key
Sunday, April 12, 2009 at 10:06:00 PM

Yesterday, I spent my whole day watching Fast and furious 1-3 at home.
So cool neh.


Sian. Today don't feel like blogging.
I will blog tomorrow if I have the time because I have something new to do.

And which is?




Don't tell chiu.

And oh ya, on a second thought, I do have free time tomorrow to blog!
Look forward to it. I've got something to share with everybodeh. Haha.
And yea, I'm sorry that I can't blog today.
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~ I need nobody to take me for granted, ya know?
Saturday, April 11, 2009 at 9:16:00 PM

Don't kick me aside when you've something new.
Cause I have the choice to leave whenever I want to.
I won't walk the way you want it. I will walk mine, sucker.
Be glad that I gave it a second thought before, no, Third.

I can act like I don't care.
Anybody can do that shit.
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~ Sigh
at 2:11:00 AM



That's the face I own the most.
Nobody can win me on that.

Hi, I'm still awake cause I don't feel like sleeping.
Rofl.
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~ P I N K
Friday, April 10, 2009 at 12:34:00 PM



Pink for today.


So cool uh today.
Went out with Vonne and pri school friends and their friends.
Rofl, Fabian is still the old him only voice became like more deeper :x
Hong hwee!!! Grow tall riao la! LOL. I WEAR HEELS ALSO CAN'T WIN HIM. OMG.
Not bad ah, more shuai riao ROFL.
Last time in pri sch always sway his fringe to the back huan LOL :X

4 years no see see~~~
"Don't worry, Ming chun hen you qian de(very rich)"


Quoted from ZY. LOL.
WALAU DAM BASTARD LA THAT HUAN LOL.

Then we watch Fast and furious 4.

HI, SUPER NICE MAN, THE CAR~ WALAU, I WISH I CAN OWN ONE OR ALL ROFL!
All the girls are super hawt manzxzxzxzx~
Dominic super muscular lol.
OWWWWWW, EVERYTHING ARE HAWT ROFL. OMGGGGGG *CRAZY*
How I wish my house or my computer owns a Bass.

Ok stop.



OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG LOL. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG T.T
T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to go Siao riao.

Ok stop again.


So anyway, today was quite fun I guess?
WE all play arcade until forget movie start and so we're late for like 15mins I think.
Cause they went to buy popcorn and drinks.
But walau, the moment the music starts and racing, I DON'T FEEL LIKE EATING OR DRINKING.
*WISHING I WAS INSIDE* LOL. Cries

The cars... all are so smexy man................ ok stop it.


Hmmmm after movie, hang out at lvl 9 and they wanted to play Guitar hero but no slot. Rofl.
Then went to eat at B1, nobody eat only 1 person cause who ask him la, just nao before movie we all eating, he dunch huan. Lawl.

Then Vonne gtg for her training then me leave also and went to Fareast to take a look.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I FAST AND FURIOUS SIAO RIAO LOL.
But nehmind, at least I feel better and I feel motivated already!
But sorry, still not fully motivated on studies. ROFL.

dududududududududududududududu~
dudududududududududududu~ krazy~



kthxforreadingmyshittoday.lurbfromahping.rofl.

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~ And I clearly know that.
Thursday, April 09, 2009 at 11:28:00 PM

I'm sorry but I don't feel motivated at all to study.

But I know the fact that I'm studying for myself but not for others.
If I'm gonna screw myself up now, probably you will be seeing me sweeping the floor that's outside your house or washing toilets.
L M A O.


But what can I do?
It really feels sucky to not know what to do.
What can I do to make myself wanting and enjoying to study and in the same time, feels happy all the time?
It's either I fail or pass.
Everything I do, it just all depends on ME.
S U C K S.

:(

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~ Nothing is ever enough
at 7:34:00 PM

Today suddenly felt so tired that I find it so difficult to laugh -_-
Don't know why. Those feelings sucks you know?
It really sucks to think "Am I really laughing naturally?" when I'm laughing.
Hmmmm... It just sucks.

LOL.


A short funny video of people falling down. LOL.
Nvm, Idk why when I see people fall down, I laugh like there's no tomorrow. HAHAHA.


Now everyday stayed at home and find funny video to entertain myself.
I know la very lame... but that's the only thing I can do to make myself laugh. Rofl.

I very happy tomorrow no school eh :D
Can sleep veli veli long~ rest veli veli long~
But got Maths homework :(
Hate maths....... ._.

Cool eh, got Art camp at 29th 30th 31st of May.
Somehow I think that it's gonna be fun but tiring. Lol~~~~
But walau, Fashion and painters will be separated when doing work lei :(
Yay, finally there's something for me to look forward to~
Then at night go draw Karhui face and everyone's face too. jkjk LOL.


Sian. I think this month I need to spend like alot again.
Aiya every month also spend alot la -_- LOL.

Rofl. My brother asked my mum to give birth to a meimei. For?
"Cause I want to be a korkor"

I WAS LIKE, LOL. Crazy... With my brother in the family.. it's like chaos at home already please -_-


Not bad eh, today English lesson I was like reading my Reader digest over and over again. So boring huan!
Then everyone at my side there, suddenly all join talk together and use hand do tectonic wave.
Adam sh0 pr0 nehzxzxzxzx. Then we all like retards trying to do that LOL.
But not bad lei! I'm gonna master it soon. ROFL.
Then we all did alot of stuffs with our fingers that confuse our mind.
Then use fingers make animal LOL. Then the school bell ring~ Arty art art~
Then got briefing on this and that.
Then lesson end~ goody byey bye bye scho0lzx.
Then idk what riao.
Then today not hot, I like ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ BUT THE AIR SOMEHOW STINKS TODAY -.-

Yawn.
Shop shopy shop shopping.
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~ When there's miracle
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 at 8:52:00 PM

TODAY IS THE FUNNIEST DAY I EVER HAD LOL.

Maths lesson, Yaoyang's chair kena many staple bullet that's being twisted ROFL.
GOT MANY MANY ALSO LOL. (we all baka hao huan) LOL.
HIS REACTION MADE ME AND HOCK YONG AND SEKJIAN LAUGH UNTIL CAN ROLL ON THE FLOOR LOL.
I LAUGH UNTIL MY STOMACH MUSCLE SUPER CRAMP UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE LOL.
WALAU. FUNNIEST LA!


Watch this. SUPER FUNNY ALSO LOL. Japanese prank.

Tuesday P.E laugh like mad.
Today laugh like insane.
Tomorrow laugh until die.
LOL ^_^

Shit, I feel so bad cause of Yaoyang thingy, LOL.


Geeee, it really feels so nice to be laughing about anything, haha.



Today is like super sunny and hot in the afternoon.. Hate it!!! :(
Melting already man...
Yay tomorrow got P.E~ hopefully is game day again la :(

It feels that my blog is dying soon already haha.
All I blog about is funny and laughing. rofl~

K la, will update tomorrow with goody things k? :D
kthxforreadingbaiix.
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~ How to like myself
Tuesday, April 07, 2009 at 9:00:00 PM

Today P.E very funny. Laugh until I can really roll on the floor. ROFL.

Today got Geo test, fail riao la.
I thought tomorrow then got Geo test so I never study anything.
Today got Maths test also, double fail riao la. LOL.
All my answer very weird sia -_-....
Nehmind la.. weird answer = wrong...........


Then stay back in school for remedials.
I never attend English remedial, walau... I don't want to listen to that Mr Joseph Tan's bragging and talk alot of 38478362476t173tewdgasjhdgq236efq2wjevwa....
Buay tahan... can die you know... You try listening talk for 1 day, I'm sure you will want to bang wall and just freaking tell him to just get straight and write down the answer -_-

I will be updating my songlist for muaiz blog tomorrow! Provided if I'm free to do so la.
I feel so sian of my current songs already.

This shawn ah... keep telling me nice jrock song... walau now I feel like I'm back addicted to Jrock and visual kei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Miyavi... his guitar skills dam pro. DAM DAM DAM PRO. PRO UNTIL YOU CAN CRY LOL.
He married Melody recently, a retired Japanese singer and she went to pursue in becoming a Fashion designer.. Wah... the wife..... dam xin fu... *shines*

Ouch. Gawd, she's pregnant too, already.






Guess there's nothing much already haha.


See this. Rofl.

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~ I see you see I see you.
Monday, April 06, 2009 at 7:21:00 PM




1 word to describe that.
HOT! LAWL.
But Hyun Ah which is the girl in MV is more hawt man~
His dancing skills = (Y)


I don't feel tired at all today, don't know why.
Tomorrow got maths test lei! :(
2 periods of Geography.. omg.... -.- is there a Geo test tml also? o_o
I'm sure that I'll fail Geo. Like, REALLY.

Bought my mum's birthday present and I was late.
I guess I'm gonna write I'm sorry and thanks for everything, I appreciate it, Love you.
And of course many more la.


When people say brb, please at least reply me a "back".
If not you'll be probably trying to tell me that I'm annoying.
But who cares.



Make a guess if you're bored.

1) Chinese walk, Malay run, Bangala _______?
2) One day, Bread and Kopi quarrel, who will win? and why?


ROFL.

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~ I have a messy mind that you doesn't own
Sunday, April 05, 2009 at 9:31:00 PM


Waliew, I'm like dying dying dying!!!!..........
Nehmind.


This morning, I couldn't login my new hotmail and idk what's the problem man...
But my old account can online with it.. wth..
Stupid ver 2009 msn... Hate it :(
So no choice, I uninstall it and install version 8....

Then Habbo all the way, in the middle Audi while then Habbo again..
Wah... I swear I play until I can die...
Me and Shawn is like talking and disturbing people inside and IT'S SUPER FUNNY LOL!
I couldn't stop laughing and thinking about it HAHAHA.
But we when to the noob Shayne Tele game.. I TELL CHIU AH, WE TWO IS LIKE DYING........
From loads of energy we play until we dam sian... butt also like gonna freeze like that.
Nvm lar, we entertain ourselves, Rofl.


Just nao, my dad showed me a newspaper writing about NDSi which is USA/America edition.(ying guo is what country, I forget -.- LOL)
I was like thinking, why is he showing that to me, LOL.
"Papa yao mai gei wo?" (father want buy for me?) LOL X100.
Hmmmm I seen the video about it.. the latest one, it improve alot on music part lol.
Can use as mp4 rofl. Can even play with it, sing with it(it has a built in part that work as a mic) blablabla, alot la.
Got camera also, but the stupid Video only show on its music function. Never show camera huan.
Sadded...
I think currently only 1 store in Singapore is selling(?). Don't know what xiao chun dian wan.
Don't need think riao, it will be freaking exp. Huwai? Cause it's released on first of April worldwide ROFL.
He buy for me?... wait long long ah~ Already got 1 DS liao still buy... like so bo liao -.- LOL.
Mother still go and buy DS limited pokemon edition huan.. for my brother.... -_-
I ask her wait for NDSi one... she secretly go buy liao... walau... DAM WASTED MAN..

What I huan nao is just D S L R. Rofl. I huan buy the good ones which is like dam expensive... like hell.
Later I buy liao also useless cause I prefer to be the model. LOL. Cheeezezxzxzxzx~
Sigh.. Idk la. So expensive.. if I never use properly and frequently, like so wasted right!
Also need to master the skills until veli pro haha.
Photography can express ourselves or things and replace words we can't say.
That's what I like about it.


Ask me about life right now? I'm doing fine with a messy mind.
This whole month, probably I've to start focusing and stop fooling around.
As long as I do well, I'm sure my parents will be willing to buy anything I huan T_T hopefully...
Me? Doing well? Gosh, wait nong nong arh. ROFL.

It's rare yknow? R.A.R.E.
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~ Without a heart
Saturday, April 04, 2009 at 10:07:00 PM



HAIII MINA!!11111
I had a great time chilling out today with oyasumi dogs. Rofl.


Meet up with Limei first then went to AMK hub to find Darren cause he wanna sign up for internet, Lawl. But need adult to accompany then can register.
Sad for chiu Darren, LOL.
Then Limei and I go AMK = wasted trip. Diaoz. Should have went to her house and wait for them huan lo.

Then this Hak ah -.-... nehmind. ROFL.


Then met Shayne at AMK hub then we all took bus to Woodlands lo.
Bus bus bus bus bus bus bus then reach Limei house.

Eat, play, slack.
Twister. LOL, DAM FUNNY. HAHAHA.
Tiring sia the game but fun!

Then at night play the party popper -.- LOL.
Chua tio pl0x.



















I bought this thing for muaiz Di as a birthday present, LOL.
He is a super taxi freak. Always cab all day long huan ro! =.=
Probably that's gonna be useful for him forever. ROFL!!!
He used that to wave for taxi LOL AND IT WORKS! HAHAHA.
His actions is like dam funny, can't stop laughing HAHAHA.

Tada :D

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~ Msn ver 14 sucks.
at 11:21:00 AM

I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF WITH THE LATEST MSN RIGHT NAO.
IT SUCKS LIKE SHIT =.=

WHAT'S UP WITH THE GROUP AND THE FAVOURITES?
IT SCREW UP MY ONE OF MY MSN LIST GROUPING. WTH?!?!?!?!111111111


zzzzzz. I still have like 100 contacts more to go to add in my new msn I'm using.
I'm so lazy to be using 2 msn everyday. So troublesome zzz.
I WANT TO BANG THE WALL RIAO LA -.- zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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~ Habbo hotel are for kiddies?! ROFL
Thursday, April 02, 2009 at 6:46:00 PM


Seksi mah? HAHAHA. I'm like wearing like a idiot cause I think it is very funny and I always laugh the moment I see muaiz character. HAHAHA!!!
LOL! I'm playing habbo for fun.
It has been ages since I play Habbo already~
Can't believe I wanna play habbo cause of the snowball game. It is awesomeeeee and fun!!! LOL


Thursday is forever a hot day. Really :(
Hot until.... I'm gonna die man....
Lucky today P.E play games again haha.
Play volleyball, dam funny until I no more energy for the rest of the day.
Plus today is like so dam hot and I hate it!!!! Like ewww.. so sticky..
Reach home and faster chiong to bath straight away -.-

Physic test = GG.
Sian lei maths... Probability still got independent or mutually. Wth?!
Can die -.-


Art art art. Yay, just drawing 1 more of cat fur and I'm done drawing fur man -.-
Hopefully.

Tomorrow is friday. Yay.
Friday = excited. Cause = no moar schooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll for 2 days and a half. Rofl.
If 1 week got 8 days, 5 days school, 3 days resting day.

Yea, dream on, ping @_@


Yawn. I wanna buy things. BUY BUY BUY.

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