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Lol. I just had one stupid and funny and scary dream just now -.-''

I only remember the ending, I was at a high class building area going to my a fashion boutique shop, inside the shop, all are my friends blabla.
As in not rl friends, just some 'dream-created-human-friends' that suddenly 1 guy look so
shuai. LOL. ok, that's stupid and RANDOM.
So, In that dream, I kinda like him, LOL WTF.

Then at one corner, wanted to use the lift to go up to the store then that corner was filled with
cardbox, inside got a lot of nike shoes and stuffs =.= and the lift door got a note.
It wrote "this place is very blablablabla, how can I do business here? Byebye" LOL.
All the things are being abandon there. And oh ya, I remember that because the nike shop
corner got 1 hamster cage with hamster inside, lol.

Then I don't know why the scene changed suddenly to.....
I was at the shop, the shop is like very very big, 3 sides are the store then one of the side
is the information counter then on the floor, the glass is transparent, the hamster cage
was put right in the middle of the glass panel on the floor, lawl.
Then I was playing with it then many people walk passssssssss....

Suddenly, change again LOL.
I was in the lift then the hamster cage top is like not secure, then got 1 bigger size mouse
than the hamster :(
I thought it was going to eat the hamster then the mouse came out of the cage and scurried
around in the lift then I panic and scare like hell until I hug very tightly onto one guy
then next hug a girl then next was almost hugging the guy I like IN THE DREAM, then
I was screaming also la then suddenly came out of the lift with a frightening face and I woke up LOL.

Right.......................... what a weird dream, suddenly it appear NIKE brand?! LOL.
And no, I'm not a fan of nike -.-
Anyway, what I typed out, idk is correct anot, as you know, human can't really remember
nor think back about what we dreamt about, difficult. Why ar? -.-
Nvm.

I was rushing out this morning and I forgotten to bring my cat peektures = nothing to draw.

Sian lei, tomorrow have to tahan 2 periods x 45mins of chemistry.................................
Every week pass so quickly, it's already the end of feb soon.
Then next week common test.


Anyway, what I currently lovehate most is my wardrobe.
When you open the 2 mini kawaii brown woody door, you will soon feel the natural surrounding
aura, with bird chirping, windy clouds, cooling wind blowing towards you... ahhh...... so nice...


















































































PUI -.-

1 mountain of clothes la. All never fold one, take out and just dump inside like rubbish bin.
Because of 1 fbt la -.- LOL. Mum thought she washed it already. Then I go to my wardrobe and
DIG for it. DIG AND DIG AND DIG. Dig until I pek cek, ask her come find.
Then I ended up, aiya wo lai la. Take out all my clothes by 1 bunch. Cannot find.
Haven't wash. Then some more I going late for school already, *black face* throw all
my clothes into the wardrobe.... LOL. It happened on tuesday, I just keep forgetting to blog
about it only because I feel irritated by the holy mountain I always see everyday whenever
I open it to take my clothedyyzxzxzx. Xue te manzxzxzxzx.

Ya, I don't really bother to really FOLD IT nicely and just put inside ANYMORE.....
Because the cycle will repeat, ONE DAY.
All the time I spend folding it will be wasted -_- then all my clothes like kiamcai liddat.
Wait want to wear then iron lo, Iron nia. chicken neh neh la. LOL.


K la, 10pm liao, I go watch finish my bleach and go do Chem hw liao lo.
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Teh talkative English teacher is away in school = no english lessons.
HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
But tomorrow still got 1 period of english. tsk.

Got physic test tomorrow, probably I'm failing it, lmao.
Seriously, what's up with their units?! Like, if it's charge then just make it as C ?
Does it have to be like Q? Some others units also liddat lo.. so irritating and difficult to remember..
Plus physics got like tons of formula to memorize already lo...
I just hate physic man =.=.... why in the 1st place we must study physic in the first place....
I rather study bio, more interesting LOR.


Hopefully tml's P.E is games. Tuesday.. my mum haven't wash my fbt and I die die don't wanna
wear my school P.E shorts please. It shucks(for me).

I'm like so bored right now.....
Tomorrow got art and idk whether I should stay back for art remedial a not.

I don't know what I can blog about instead of school stuffs, so boring right?
Like, school school school, 'why everyone's blog is about SCHOOL?!' lmao.
No choice, interested then read, not interested then don't read lo! LOL.

Sian.
Somehow.. I feel so bothered by it, like how much I suck at it.............
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I should be really wearing heels instead of that. Tsk tsk tsk.
That was my 1st time so don't bother to waste your time blabbering how bad it was, lmao.
I was guided by the model and photographerszxzx.
It was sucha paiseh moment for me cause sh0 many pe0ple l00king at me because
SUDDENLY so many people walked pass, not THAT many you're imagining na0zx.
Sandrina(teh model) gave me s0me tips and told miiex iiex should try to be yourselves & .......
many more la.
Shhhh, don't ask me anything about photo shoot. Because it just feels weird. LOL.
So, just shhhhoosh.


Today 2 periods of english, Walau I so happy, teacher never come.
But another teacher came in and do cloze passage with us.
Never give us time to do already want us to read and he read the passage giving us the answers.
Wth? In the first place, I don't even get wth he's trying to do and say.
His english don't know is act ang moh or what la, because when he say
Do you want to stand = do you understand? LOL. SERIOUS.
Talk also cannot talk properly.... =.=

But who cares, not much people bother about him anyway LOL.
We're all like chatting among ourselves softly or sleeping or doing whatever shiat, idk.

Then geography, teacher got something on I guess then Mr T came in~
Do finish work can go home liaozxzxzxz so instead of 2.30pm end, 1.50pm byebye already.
Chiong and copy like crazy manzxzxzxzx.




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Gawd, I'm so super duper tired :(
The moment I remember tomorrow got TWO periods of ENGLISH,
I really feel so * sian already.
English can kill me man........... it's not the english... IT'S THE FREAKING TEACHER!!!!!
TSK. How am I gonna survive tomorrow -.-'''


And... shit. One of my teeth, seems to be like hurting me or something.
Maybe it's dropping soon... not so soon, maybe take months, lmao.
The top 5 main problem of me: Dentist is what I fear in muai life, ranked no. TWO.
LAWL.

What should I do? :(
I afraid the only way I'll do is, let it drop by itself. LOL.
Serious, cause that's what happen to most of my teeth anyway. Pwease, don't laugh! LMAO.




:( Booooooooo.
Currently, I'm still working very hard enough to take step ahead in life.
Although most of the time, I'm letting things in its natural way.
I wouldn't want to screw myself up and get stress up or sad somehow in a way.
But I feel that, maybe I should really be serious and get all those things sorted out.
Well, problems like.... ......................................................................

Phobia towards.....................................................................
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Hmmmmm.... I started to watch Bleach like since wednesday or thursday I think.
Now at episode 45 only.

Iiex t0t Ishida sh0 weak 0ne, suddenly his arr0w sh0 t0k g0ng nehzxzxzx. LOL.
Everything become half.
My reaction : O.O in realife. Immediate shock. LMAO.


Sian. I spend my whole day at home today.
Just some random thoughts...
Whenever I go out, my mum would be like saying, everytime man jie pao meaning everytime
go out blablabla...
But I only go out 2 days in a roll for 1 week lei... wth.
Everyday after school I straight go home if no remedial la.
Then friday and saturday go out.
Like that also cannot?! -_____________-...
Whatever she say, her main point and her main thoughts are "must be going out with a guy ONLY"
Ya, I'm so sick and sian of this kind of 'indirect idk what'.
Like hello, do I look like I'm so fking CHEAP or so that 'easy'? Do I look like I just some
stupid retarded no brain girl that doesn't think before doing something?
Aiya I don't know how to say this in a more detail way because I don't know what words to use.
Apparently, she knows NOTHING about me and what I know or what are my thoughts..

Is it really that irritating/annoying to mums that their daughters hang out with guys?
Obviously she does allow me to hang out with guys and friends but Idk what's wrong with
her recently. 8 o clock+ only already call me and ask me to go home already.
I do tell her where I am going and with who blablabla. But I don't really tell her the exact thing.
Plans always change right, so why should I care?
Yea, I don't voice out whenever she says me.
I rather let her talk/scold until she happy.
Parents are like that, you let them scold until they shuang = they shuang liao. -.-
Later you talk back or never talk also kena scold, lmao. Must well shut up.
Well, it's good I can do that, lmao.

Baaaaaaaaaaaa..... Just wanna chill with my friends for 2 days also need to stand this.
At least I still bother to call back home and tell her I'm coming back + come fetch me home
@ bus stop lo, if it's 10pm plus.


Gonna go offline and do my art and hw already :(
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Friday.
photoshoot, town, lan, ton @ clare's hse.

Saturday.
Bugis junction, far east.




Apparently, nobody is entertaining me and this is what I do to entertain myself. LOL
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Today is a very retarded day.
Firedrill from 10.45am-12.30pm.
Sitting on the field for like idk how long..... everyone become like some kind of roasted human.

Some bring umbrella =.=
I actually wanted to bring but aiya sun nia, won't die de la. LOL.

So fast thursday already man..
Bahhhh...

Some random conversation between me and my mum,
Mum: You know hor, I bought this for hair treatment thingy blablabla, I buy already cause got discount! then when I do this hair treatment, we go together k, very good one!!!
Me: o_0....
Mum: "Wo kuai dian shou qi lai, don't let ah pa see dao this that wo mai zhe ge dong xi" (I better faster keep it, don't let your father know I bought this)
Me: -________________________-....... and goes like... wth LOL.

Today no art, lawl.
So fast tml friday, CCA lesson sure talk about today's activities blablabla.
School is forever boring. Aren't they bored doing the same old thing over and over again?



Muaii prize from S's bloggiexzxzxzx. LOL.

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?

KISS MY FOOT MANZXZXZXZX. LOL.

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Sleepy and I wish I can skip school.. =.= (101% impossible)
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Ghost
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Ask my mother.
5: Would you ever donate blood?

Depends. If it's for emergency then of course donate la, liddat see that person die meh -.-
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Somehow forgot leh -_-
7: Do you want someone dead?
No idea.
8:What does your last text message say?
"yesterday night you call me then ask me things right, what you ask ah LOL. I SLEEP THEN WAKE UP FORGET ALREADY LOL." (this is why my mother often worry about me, STM girlzxzxzxzx)
9:What are you thinking of right now?
Thinking what I am thinking of right now. LOL
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
I want nobody nobody but chiu, *piak piak*
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
10.30pm and suddenly got a call at 11.54pm but get back to my lala land after I keep saying bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbyeybyeybeybyebyeybeybyeybeybe. LOL (DYING TO SLEEP)
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Not T shirt, tube dress, bugis norhzxzx.
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
Yea, my great great great great great great great great grandfather.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
XG de person.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. Sharon
2. Limei
3. Peiqi
4. Rose
5. Shayne
6. Clarissa
7. Shann
8. Xianjiao
9. Guanqing
10. Wanyan

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Limei: kekekekekekekekekeke. hi limei! LOL. I NEVER SAY ANYTHING OR ANYONE HOR.

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Peiqi: Female

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
7: Shann 10: Wanyan -.- lesbian ah. LOL. obviously no -.-

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
Sharon: Studying how to cure her injuries LOL.

20: Is Number 4 single?
Rose: Yeaaa.

21: Say something about Number 2.
Limei: Iiex dunch darezxzxzx. LOL.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
3: Peiqi 6: Clarissa: =.= NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAY LOL.

23: Describe Number 9.
Guanqing: so qiao ah, is GQ. GQ AH, XGYY. LIKE DOG LIDDAT LOL. EVERYDAY SO NOISY

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
Clarissa and Shann: =.= slap the person who set this questions

25: Do you like Number 8?
Xianjiao: yea, as a friend.

Those I tagged want to do ornot, is up to you. Iiex nber f0rce 0nezxzxzx.

+ q19 is missing

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yay, my 800th post -.-''


SS got retest and I forget about what happen today = I can't update more.
sorry, I've got SERIOUS STM.
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So fast February.. 3rd week already liao lei.
Then March holiday coming soon.
Then mid year...
Then N level.... =.=''

Sharon fell down during PE today -.-
Supposingly should be me to fall down cause Karhui kinda curse me, LOL.
But sharon kena ._. then wth, her house no first aid kid, wth is this?!?! LOL.
Hope your leg get better soon la hor.

I must say that, today's english lesson really is can die.
See the teacher also sian. Do his work also sian.
WTH LA. I want to be awake also VERY SUPER difficult............
Then I do his work, 50% falling asleep 50% doing.. like so stupid right.
Then my words all I write from small to big LOL.
Scare teacher pajiao LOL. no la. No mood to write nicely and properly, lmao.


stupid, tml still got 2 periods of english :(
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My clothes are forever in a mess.
I bothered to place it nicely but ended up,
no matter how I put or fold or organize it properly, it doesn't work.......
Mostly all my clothes are black and I've difficulty looking for some top/btm that I wanna wear.
Lol. so I just anyhow dig here dig there, not happy, change and dig here and there LOL.
stupid.

After I had reach home from school today,
I went to get changed and went for jogging at the jetty.
Cooling weather cause it rained heavily just now.
I feel so not good.



Yesterday night was like super hot.
I wore a tube dress to sleep and it doesn't help in anything -.-
So I'm like trying to sleep since 11pm.
And I ended up sleeping quite late. Baaaaa.
Then this morning before I went to school, I go take a bath lo.
Bath, take my own sweet time at home, pack my bag blablabla...
Then went to school, almost late LOL.
Just another 10 sec I will be late @.@
I was telling myself, hosei, 1st time kena detention in mai life. LOL.
But ended up never, hahahaha.


Super bored right now.


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I happened to catch 'Love is not all around (十分愛)' at ch 8, quite late in the night yesterday.
The movie is a hong kong movie made in 2007.
I must say it was a very nice movie.
Though I started to watch since 11.30pm, I think the movie started at 11pm.

Mainly, the movie is about love, 3rd party in a r/s, many things about r/s, betrayal between
friends and what's make the movie interesting is, it's full of lies.
The unexpected happened what I didn't expect it to be.
Yes, the most last part of the movie gave me a freaking deep impression that I wouldn't
forget about what happened in this movie. I rate it 5/5!
Must watch this. MUST OK!!!
and yep, some part of the movie is also very touching and sad.

After watching this movie, I learnt alot from it. Many things la.
The movie is quite unpredictable, that's why it's very interesting.
Even if you try to predict about it, mostly probably you will predict it wrongly, lmao.



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When I finally gotten the final piece of the puzzle that I've been finding,
I wasn't happy for what I see and know from puzzle.
In fact, you made me realise how stupid I am.
That I was a fool all along.

I believed what I had always believe and I promise to kept doing that for the rest of my life.
But I was just wasting my time and feelings.
It's no wonder you always looked so guilty to me all the time, but I let go of it and continue my life without asking anything.
Can you honestly, come and tell me what you've done from the beginning, to me?

If I can, I would let the whole world know what you are.
How disgraceful you are to mankind.
Because you deserve to die and get stab through your heart of what you've done.


I will still continue to shed tears, believe what I had always believe, forget what people told me
and forgive everything that's done wrong.
Because I think that human can always change for the better.
Even though it takes time, I hate to accept what I know and in the end I really did not accept it.
Because,


Love is blind.
It finally proofed to me that it's true.
From now on, I will truely believe that, Love is really, blind.
It's too blind that things goes wrong.. and you couldn't understand and know why.
Though sadness will just take over me, I asked myself, what is it that keeps me being stucked
there, what is it that can make me forget and move forward,
I couldn't figure it out. There was no reasons I can think and find of.
Till today, I'm still getting myself an answer but to no valid.

In the end, What can I do?


Nothing. Just nothing at all.
I guess, that was the answer to my questions, all along.

















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I woke up like in the noon time.
I'm actually awake at 10.25am already but I just continue to lie there till noon, lol.

Karhui asked me out and other girls and guys(classmates) to go out, idk where but from
what I know, it's some sort of surprise party package(?) @ ktv from 2pm-6pm.
But I'm sorry la, I'm not going out today k lols.


I spend my whole afternoon making the valentine card + clip thingy for all of my girlzxzxzx.
Made 17, Lmao. Then wrapping up each of them, tiring but ok la~ better than doing NOTHING.
So I made till like 5.35pm....... play audi awhile then went jogging at 6pm~

I know la, you all must be like *wah, ping go jogging 0_0* LOL

No choice, I keep thinking that I very fat :(
And I told myself I must go jogging EVERYDAY for 1 hour. *cries* LOL.

There is this problem I have...
I keep thinking I'm very fat because I am....
Everytime I go out sure make up because I've no self confident. Like so wtfish... :(
Everyone looks pretty to me but I don't look pretty and slim to me.
That's why recently I didn't really post any pictures of myself because it just feels so weird and ugly -.-.
Ya lo, I envy those skinny skinny people. LOL.
The problem with me is, I don't understand why the hell I keep thinking that my looks and
everything, must be perfect.
For you all maybe is small problem only lar.
For me lei, the word perfect is seriously driving me crazy..
I really wanted to just get the word out of my brain -.-
:(


ok, anyway...
I went out jogging and came back home at 7pm.
I only wore a watch, off my comp and off my phone.
I really wish XP would have a function like Vista, which is having a 'lock the computer' function -.-...
I off my phone because I wouldn't want ANYBODY to use my phone and
I think going jogging, carrying a phone is like so retarded and troublesome -.- like duh?!
So I went jogging at the jetty area, should be got like 1.2km+ bah.
So I ran all the way to the end and ran back around half way there then sit down,
see the sky, see the sea blablablablablablabla.............

Then stand up, wanted to jog back, so dizzy, cmi liaozxzxzx.
Then tell myself tml run 2 times lo, front and back, back to front. T_T



My friend, shawn, sec 3 is sharing his experience and what's happening during his 3D2N camp
at kota tinggi... @ msn with me now
SUPER FUNNY UNTIL I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING LOL.





Anyway,
Happy valentine's day or happy/sad single awareness day. lol -.-

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Daiso - Lan - Home.


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Let's see... again, I've got sleeping problems.. annoying. Forget it..!!


Today had 2 period of physic, LOL.
When I enter the lab, I was like "OHAIYO GOZAIMASU!!!!!" *wave hello* to everyone.
Then clare give me those "SHHHH!!! mouth say something then point behind"
I look then I was like, LOL *stoned*........ *faster put down my hand*
Thinking back... Clare's expression really very funny LOL :x
But thank you la, if not I will be dragging my MASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSU LOL.

Sit down there also getting very sleepy already.

Then art lei, I already half dead liao because of the weather la!.. so hot -.-
Then the air so hazey.. spoils my mood manzxzxzxzx.
Some more just now got P.E lesson, imagine how sticky and smelly everyone are. EEEEEE.





So, obviously by the time it's ART period, I'm sleepy and couldn't really focus doing anything.

1st cat I attempt to draw from my picture, it turn out like this. LOL.
I drew the cat head and tail, hand and leg and some details but I want to pangseh this cat already so the
drawing was not completed and I think it really look like crap and lousy drawing to me...
then... the teeth, and other part of its body is drew by Shann. LOL.

Then Shann and Rose laugh like crazy -.-

Rose say this is a Chua tio cat -.- *A cat that's being scared by something/someone*

Rose, this was what you requested in the afternoon. A picture of it.
LOL.


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This is sucky :(
I couldn't sleep at night at all........ Toss left and right and still useless..
Everytime when I can't sleep, I will think of white paper LOL.
So it can replace everything but it's no use anymore -_-
Hopefully, tonight I can sleep cause I REALLY NEED TO REST AND ENERGY FOR TML's ART.
And I'm really really really tired la :(... Bahhhhhhh.

Sian... tml got 2 periods of physic.
And today suppose to have spot check and ended up don't have? lol.
Tml sure have liao lo.





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Today english's lesson is like so crap.
Mr Tan is like telling us how much we need to pay attention blablabla then say some of
us got problem paying attention blablablabla. (our head lying on the table, trying to sleep, lol)
Apparently, I'm one of them. Tsk.
I don't mind paying attention to his holy lesson.
The problem is, his lesson is so freaking boring that it makes me feels SO sleepy.
Like, he talk and talk and talk and almost all of us are reading the newspaper because he's
talking is so bored that we rather read the newspaper -.-
Then he ask us to keep the newspaper cause he don't want us to be distracted by it. wth?
And there he goes, talk and talk and talk till the end of lesson...............

Today bag so heavy :(
Heavy until I decided to put my maths tb under my table.
I think I gonna have a hunched back soon :(
Cause I seriously couldn't take it and it just auto hunch la -.- ...



Forget it, I've 1 and 1/2 pages full of words of Social studies essay to memorize for tml's test...
....................................................................
I really wish that 1 week has got like 8 days or maybe 30hrs per day.
5 weekdays and 3 weekends, More than enough time for us to rest and play~ lmao.

Forget it x2. It will never happen and stop dreaming, ping.
And.... Recently.. I notice I've got difficulty to concentrate........... Reallyyyyyyyy :(
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