Spent my day at Limei's house, doing abit of art.
I gotten distracted by the TV prog. so I ended up watch TV and folding the stuffs they're doing :o

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Sometime when your friend lie about something,
What would you do?

Your sixth sense would tell you, it's a obvious lie.
Sixth sense don't help much.
Just look into the eyes.


If that situation happen on me, I'll be disappointed.
I would act like I believed and nothing happen.
To make me goes finding out the truth, is the saddest thing to do.
When I would know the truth, my heart would sank so deep.
The message you will be telling me is, I couldn't be trusted at all.
I'm not trying to say that, everyone should trust me. Of course not.
What I want to say is, if you don't feel like saying or answering it,
Just say that, 'I don't feel like answering it' will do.
A lie can hurt so badly.

Don't lie to people if you don't want to be lie at.
No one on earth like it.



Because when I know so much things about it,
It shocked me to the maximum and disappointed. please don't ask what I had asked, I ask because I really cared. don't blame the person.
When you had always make me felt that I'm the one you had trusted on,
I had already prepared to care for you, back you up anytime when you're falling, with no regrets.
But when things got back like last time with all the things you tried and said,
Now, I wonder, do you really mean what you said?
Do you said all those things because lots of your friends had lost trust in you and that's a way
that you make your friends to get back to your side?
I agree that trust are difficult to maintain but it's easy to break it away, fragile.

If you want people to care for you, give you advice on anything,
Voice out, no pointing keeping everything to yourselves.
Many people care for you, it's up to you whether you notice and get the main message.
Don't make your friends and people think low of you.


Let what you had experience, be helpful.
Learn how to think properly.
Don't only think about yourselves, your life revolves around your parents, friends and other people. Spare a thought for the people at your side.

Love yourselves and do what it's right.
It's your life.




I give up.
I'm feeling really hurt.
I've got a broken heart and I don't want to get hurt any deeper.
Because all I've suffered alone, I only had me to console myself.

I cry because of you.
Don't waste my tears I've cried for you tonight.
All the best to you.


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After school went home and watched movie with Karhui and sharon.
Watch the wedding game.
Nice, lol.

Then went to Limei house eat steamboat LOL.
With like many many people lar. MANY.
Then play murderer -.- then they gamble lo lol.

that's all. byeee.


Oh ya and,
I think the person who create this quote "If you love something, set it free..." (saw it at sch canteen)
Is simply, fuxing stupid and just making people confuse.
Well, I just feel like this at that moment.
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Soccer bloopers (CLICK HERE)

I've watched this video before...
If I'm not wrong, it's John that shown me this few years back.
I laugh like hell LOL. Super funny -.-

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I'm so dam freaking relieve now LOL.

Just now comp gotten trojan virus zzz.
Lucky comp restore works, if not I'm gonna be using vista again -.-
I still have no idea how to reformat vista.. Hais -.-


Art.... omg. I asked cher how to colour hat, he talked about my drawing and
then the red hat and he never tell me how -.-
Right..... so how the hell am I gonna know how I should colour my hats?! lol :/

Yay, tomorrow is Friday.
Friday is always a exciting and happy day for me.
Why?

Because school ends early and I get to rest at home or just hangout with my friends after school.
Yay for me and everybodehzxzxzx.
Actually, not really.
I just feel tired and bored and so 'fan' about teacher teaching blablabla.
Currently, I need to buck up on my art, chem, physic and I'm not doing anything to help myself.
Ah... the moment I just reach home, I just want to forget everything about school and just
do anything I want and like :(
Don't feel like studying at all!!! And I just start doing my hw at 10pm..


Aiya, don't care about this first la. Sigh.

I've got like nothing much to blog about.



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Finally, I figured it out how to fix that god dam error -.-
My eyes is so gonna drop soon..........

I just came back from watching Inkheart with Sharon and bernard and co.
Before that went to Sharon de house Bai nian~

Today... lesson was quite ok I guess... hmmmm...
PHYSICS IS LIKE SO FREAKING BORING I TELL YOU.
I swear my physics is going to fail like shit. LOL
A random conversation that Siddiq asked teacher..

Siddiq: Teacher teacher, I saw your girlfriend!!!
Mr G: Which one?
Me: LOL.
Sufian: You got more than 1 girlfriend?! *Do shocking face*

Then Idk lei LOL. I just find it super funny lar.
He still can say, WHICH ONE? =_=

Anyway about Inkheart... Hmmm I think it's nice? 3.8/5? LOL.



Manzxzxzxzxzx, I still have art to do later on.. :(
Have to draw 3 pieces of hat.. COLOURED...
Booooo, my colouring sucks. 0 comments
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Just back from Msia not long ago...

Did some editing for my blog first..
Now going to bath then do homework :(


zzzzzz la.
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Blog under construction.
I know it's messy, I'm just too tired to edit further -.-
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Hello peepos.
I'm back from Msia, AGAIN.

I'm super bored at there, forget it.

This chinese new year is like the worst, I think?
Not much of my aunts came back to Grandpa house to visit him..
I was like wth? -.-
Maybe they will be coming over to grandpa house tomorrow.
Seriously, I don't care whether I will get angbao anot.
Makes no difference anyway lol. I even forgotten that CNY will get angbao!! =_=
I just want everyone to get together in that house with him lol.


I'm not in the mood for CNY anyway.
I miss my friends!!!! :(
And I haven't even done any homework and art... tskkk.
HEADACHE AHHHHHHHHZZZZZ.
I even lack of sleep and I couldn't really sleep in the car or at grandpa house..
Many things bothering me and I've to think and clear it one by one.
And I know that, it's impossible.





Baaaa. Off to bath. Byebye.
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Just reached home not long ago which is like 11pm?
My time in Msia is freaking boring.
Psp also sian. DS also sian. =_=

Then see them play DS/PSP. BORED.
As my phone batt is running low, there's nothing much I can do right..

So I used my mum's phone to take pictures. -cheekkii-

2 DS FREAK (pri 3 younger brother and pri 6 younger sister)


SOLO PSP FREAK. (My sec 2 younger sister, lmao)



LOL!

FRINGELESS FREAK, LOL. (Lao da) HAHAHA.



I know la, I look so freaking ugly w/o fringe.
You all must be thinking, walau why the jiejie look so different from meimeis. LOL.
Don't worry, few years down the road, they will be like me *shines*


Happy new year to everybody.
May everything goes well in whatever you do.
Stay healthy, stay positive.
Drink more water because weather and food is killing people.
The doctors sure rich like hell $$.
Don't let them earn your moneh!!! LOL. kidding.





I guess, there's nothing I wanna add on.
Might be changing my blogskin today or tomorrow.
I will be away from morning till night tml, again.

I don't feel well. 0 comments
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I will be away in the day, back at (late?)night.
This will continue till tuesday or wednesday :/

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I don't know why I feel so down, recently in the night.

I had my high hopes on things, giving up half way through already.
All I've been doing is just to act nothing happen, nothing is bothering me.
This just happen for everything.
Because all I know is, I prefer to be alone crying for help to myself.
What I see, read, know is just killing me.


But I will try my best in everything.
I have to push myself so hard but ended up I failed to.
That's why I had disappointed Mr J L.

Buck up... I don't know how to.
I don't know how to study.
I don't know many things.
So I do things that I assume it will be the case.
From the start of school till today, I never studies anything at home.
Because the moment I think about school and schoolwork,
I just tell myself, why don't I just go get some sleep and just do it at night.
Maybe I prefer to do hw at night.




Everything that I feel just sucks so much.
Sucks.
Seriously, I don't know what I'm crying for.
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I'm so freaking bored today!!!!!

Aparrently, I used up all my money yesterday for my clothes and food :(


I wouldn't want to do any homework because..
The weather is fuxing hot and sunny like hell!!! It just feels so uncomfortable.
Pity those grass and trees out there, lol.
All those greeny grass became GOING-TO-BE-BROWN grass. -.-
Come on, please freaking rain for 1 or 2 days -.- for like erm 1 hour will do?
So the grass will have water to survive~ and the weather will be cooling.

So, what can I do at home?! Surf the internet? Look for songs?
Sigh. Just nothing :(

Goddddddd...............SUDDENLY I feel like wanting to own a...............
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DSLR!!! LOL. (don't know what's a dslr? CLICK HERE )

SHIT :( HOOOWWWWW?! It's impossible for me to save up THAT kind of money.
Totally impossible lol.
Obviously, my parents would have to do it. They must. LOL.
Ok.... here's the problem.

-I don't know how to tell them about this because they wouldn't know wth is a DSLR.
-After they know what it is, they would be like, wth you want this for? and they
will go like, you've a digital camera already, not good enough?
-And I will be like, this camera more bigger and nicer, also more swee mah. LOL.
-If I explain to them what I wanna do with this camera, what can I do with this
camera, what's good about this camera, how will they react?
-I don't know how to explain and make themmother to understand.
-Money come from my father and I don't really talk to my father.
-I believe my father think 'IT IS A SHIT' in his eyes.
-My mother will be the one talking to him and discussing with him, it's ok with me but
it's not ok with me because she explain to him = PHAILED. -.-
-THE PRICE will shock them.

BOOOOOOOOO.
Of course I will be getting a really good one if I'm gonna get it which mean pricey :(
I scare I will be abandoning it after getting it for few weeks/months? hopefully not.
I don't think its possible they will just buy it for me just like that?

Maybe I'll have to be like saying, if I do well @ mid year blablablabla...
But wa sai, Mid year so long, but if you imagine she say,
mid year? Cannot lar, Must N level, I think I will be like =_=.... SO LONG....
I wanna get a DSLR because like that when I'm bored I can go out alone to idk where
and take pictures of people, plants, sky, you, me, she, he, them, they, anything la. LOL.
Rather than Right here where I am, ROTTING like a rotten apple...



Haisssssssss.....................
I'm bored.
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Before I start,

This is what I wanna show you guys!
*Saw it @ saikang's blog.

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

CLICK THE LINK ABOVE TO KNOW MORE.

Yay!!!! It seems like it's gonna be an interesting and niceex m0vieh!




Okay,
When out with muai girls to buy new year top @ town.
So many people went out to shop today lei!
Tsk. SG people = last min shoppers. LOL.

Went to Fareast first.
XJ spent a whooping $220 at Stage shop -_-
for just erm, 1 hoodie jacket and a no hoodie jacket lol.
Then walk here and walk there, met LM they all awhile.
Then they go bugis or chinatown, idk.

Then me, sha, rose and xj go wisma de F21.
Chiong to F21, LOL. *runs inside*
Lmao, dam funny.


Spend quite long inside the shop because of the Q for trying clothes.
Then leave town and went to bugis for the sake of Rose cause she
wanna buy skirt :o
Then XJ say byebye to us cause she go meet up with shann and co. :o

As usual, so many people did LAST MIN shopping @ bugis.
So squeezey.........................
Met up with cheryl and co. to see her and friends~
Then we go our way LOL. Rose bought her skirt and we rush out
of the freaking bugis and went to eat at food junction. pffft.


off topic:
*Mama -puppy eyes-* LOL. Yes, you know it, sharon HOO. LOL.
Mama iiex want drink wateh. LOL.





Booooo... Rose don't allow me to post her pictures that we took/tgt! :(







Mama, I want go toilet t.t, LOL.



I've a great time chilling out, laughing and saying stupid stuffs with
muai friends today.










I was so freaking sad yesterday night.
I really feel like talking to people but I just can't.
I wouldn't want to disturb anyone, sleeping, right?
But my heart feels really bad... :(
If there are doctors that could cure anything inside the heart,
Way deeeep down, locked up magical heaven and torturous hell,
It would be great.
Unfortunately, this kind of doctors ain't easy to find,
One out of a million, the only one that've the power to do that,
Is just only me.
Myself. and
I.

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Helped out at clare's house to paint her house area.


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Before I start ranting, this is for Ethan phua LOL.
A no sa...

Happy 16th birthday.

Please grow up and be mature. LOL. KIDDING.
Please cut your hair botak so all the girls will love you like shit and you
don't have to worry about your hair anymore. LOL!!!!
Jy for O levels this year.
Good luck getting your Gucci bag =_=
And....



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nothing liao. LOL!!!!

p/s: you r old s0 dunch n1d try tuh l0ok y0ung. LOL.



Ah, now, every afternoon seems to be getting hotter and hotter.
Then the wind is like so hot and I hate it -_-
So much wind till my eyes feels so hurtful, LOL.

Needa draw 4 pieces of hats for art......
And then study for maths.
Walau, tml got 2 periods of physics -.- can die.


Today english lesson is like so '?!?!?!?!?!!!????!?'
Like duh, it's so boring.
The atmosphere is like dying~ dying~ dying~~~~~
He read 1 passage is like need 45mins like that =.=
Then got 2 passages. Imagine the whole class at there having to
listen to him talk talk talk and he flash the answer on the screen.
And he flash VELI VELI WWWWOOOOLS.

So, nobody are allowed to sleep because if someone tries to, he will walk up
to that person and talk like so loud and then goes blablabla.
So, I've to entertain myself, right?

Ya la.






I cut my unwanted RD and paste on my school planner.
LOL WTH. I know very lame.
Better than nothing to do right -.-
I think it's fun lei. LOL.
Maybe I should do that for every english lesson.
Before cutting I still read first de hor ~.~



Ahhhh,
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It's Tv time + art + maths. LOL



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h0ly c0w manxzxzxzx.
I just catch Ch 5 top 15 supermodel.
No. 15 only earn like 1.5m per year
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No. 2 earn 9.8m per year..
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No. 1 earn 33m per year =_=

Vhartcha huge difference.
And she's Gisele Caroline Bündchen~

Top few are mostly Victioria's Secret models lei.
*Jealous* LOL WTFISH.




God, Same old complain, I'm tired :(
Homework later @ 10pm :(

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This is for belle. L o L. Kewl eh?!




School is god dam tiring.
At least people around me are not boring people.

English lesson, every one sure kena scolding, lol.
It's like 95% of the class never hand up the english assignment.
Waiting for teacher to collect from us, lmao.
Sure in deep shit.


I've a lot to do la. School work piling up, increase like so fast.
Needa buck up for art also. If not I'm so gonna get a C6 which I don't want to.
The problem is, after I ate my lunch I just feel so darn sleepy.
And I just sleep till 7pm+ and watch tv till 8/9pm.
And I only start doing my work from 9pm onwards =_=





*Ahhhhhh* bang wall.
I kept losing my appetite everyday!!! :(
Which, maybe that's a good thing. sh0 iiex w0nt gr0w fatthe.


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Don't feel like writing or doing any work.
So instead, I practice drawing on my fashion. LOL

I really tried not to draw too stiff for the models LOL.

1st try: PHAILED. LOL.

2nd try: Double phailed

3rd try

4th try

5th try

6th try



LOL. To me, it's funny la.
To you all, idk lar.

All their legs and their shoulders all look so weird and not proportionate.
But at least can see that there are A BIT improvement right?! T_T
I don't know how to draw their faces and fingers and legs.
Anyway, I gonna concentrate on body first -_-

I didn't know that models are so freaking difficult to draw.
And it makes people goes so stressful, thinking how to correct the
hand the shoulder the arms and stuffs la.
Then later you correct here and there,
H0ly c0w, the model too stiff and you've to redraw AGAIN.
Then later you've to think, how you wanna design your clothes.



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From 8pm onwards, I gonna start doing english and art for tml again.
HAIS -.-





It was a seriously a lonely and bored and sleepy afternoon for me.
I always feel down, inside me :( 0 comments
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Homework plus study plus art for the whole afternoon :(
Chemistry, how the hell to balance equation -.- 0 comments
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I couldn't understand why some people like to criticize/judge about how they look.
Like as if they look oh-so-perfect.

Such a typical low life act. This is a definition of yourselves.

Pssst,
you might be reading this now and goes complaining and whining among your
oh-so-perfect-human-friends.

So,
You wanna tell me that, you've such small balls and small dick?
In sucha indirectly way?!?!
Oh no!. LOL.

and you're trying to tell me that, you love being, to be criticize of your size
your hair your face your whatever shit?!
Tsk.

Let me fulfill that task for the dearly all of you.



























































You all look like a low life, s h i t. Yay, smile.

p/s: If talking nasty things about people is part of your daily life doings,
I suggest you go get a life and just talk about yourselves with your holy friends.
Right?

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