Goodbye 2008,

Hello 2009.



It feels like as if I've live in the year of 2008 in just a few mins all along..
And I'm gonna be in Sec 4 next year... Gosh.

New year resolutions? Hmmm..



Sigh..
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Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick wet boy,
diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair,
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous,
weeping or lost you,
american mouth, Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded,
bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down.



Beautiful song.
Problem is, very chim, LOL.
But oh well, at least I understand what's the song about.
Gosh, I must go and do something to improve my english soon, LOL.



Source gotten from here.

"He was the cat that lusted for her,
the perfect prey, a flightless bird.
He opened her up sexually and left, not realizing he fell in love.
He came back to find her but he finds her surrounded
by the rats aka other men.
He's disgusted and worries that HE was the cause and
can't believe he did this to the person he fell in love with."

Just a brief view from that person,
might not be accurate though.
Well, different people got different 'point of view' about it?
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Merry Christmas to everyone.

Sorry for not updating my blog everyday, lol.



I've have been either staying @ home using comp or
hanging out with the fam members.

Everyone went to watch Twilight at cwp yesterday.
SU GOIZXZXZXZX~

After done watching the movie,
We went to Cold storage and get ingredient for dinner, LOL and then
Everyone went to Limei's house and ton.

Dinner... we all cook ourselves.
Spaghetti... LOL.
No... you wouldn't want to know what's happening during the process of cooking it.

After done eatting, we played cards/ps2/psp/ds lor and
getting to prepare to count down for Christmas, lol.
Went Limei house downstairs and play with the spray -.-


SO OH MY DFSDKFNSKJRBJ LOL. T.T

Then we stayed up all night long playing games and then,
slept at 5am then went home at 8.30am lo.
Cooolllzxzxzx.

I'm so god dam tired -.-
Can even sleep any min, anywhere I want.
But overall, it was fun, haha.

But ahhh... School is starting soon :(






It's such a sad thing to even wanna think about it. 0 comments
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Just stop trying to be how others look like.
Just be yourself and don't fishing act like one.


Like..


DUHHHHH!!!!
I'mma begging you. 0 comments
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It says that I shouldn't have high hope on it,
So maybe I would not be very disappointed about it. 0 comments
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Sorry for the late update.
I was tired.





Pretty ROUND moon @ Changi beach.

It's best to see it live because this is my first time that
ever saw such a serious bright round moon and it's reflection at the sea water.
It's amazing.

Qh and his family was off to some part of China place.
His brother is cute, his sister is sweeetzxzxzx. LOL
Let's hope when he came back, he don't talk like a cheeena. LOL.


Anyway, I had a fun day that day.



Watch out, KX and GQ =.=
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Alright, let me start updating.

On Wednesday,
We all went to Mind cafe and slack at there.
Eat, play, drink.
The drink there, seriously sucks A LOT.
Like, some it's some kind of syrup or thing.
I think their Ice lemon tea gonna be, season's one =.=
But no, ITS LIKE, I RATHER DRINK WATER. LOL.


So the girls ended up playing their own game and
the guys play their own game.
Okay lar, quite fun because of the game I picked HAHA.

Then after that we all leave and rush to cathay to watch Bolt.
Wooo, kawaiii bolttttttt LOL.
Ya, quite nice. And I cry T_T LOL.

And so we walked to Orchard, taka.
Send Limei and Peiqi off to MRT station and then the rest of us
went to wisma to eat lo.



It has been ages since I had a walk outside at night.
Yea, it was still cool and nice as last year.

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I've got like nothing to do so I just change away my old blogskin.

Now.. my new blogskin looks better already right right?! LOL.


Let's see.. it took me like around 3 hours to take me to edit those pictures
and find the suitable coding for my blog.
And finding for it seriously sucks A LOT.
My dear XP keeps hanging on me as I try to login and get ALL my blog coding..
And sadly, I've to say goodbye to my really really old blog codes..

There is like still something missing out at my blog.
My tittle, this, I've no idea how to fix that lol.
Or I should say that, I don't know where to get tittle coding for it.
Can somebody teach me or tell me how to do this? lol.
If not I'm gonna go ask Saikang to login my account and do this.
But mostly he's busy with his site ~_~

And I need to rearrange some of my profile and links.
It looks so messy to me.



Now, my music. Okay, how am I going to fix that -.-
Alright, I've to think of that and add in extra stuffs for my blog.


So, let me continue.
Hmmmm, I'm going out with my fam members again tomorrow.
And Sharon and I've to wake up early so dam early just to accompany
that nonya QH guy to make his IC LOL.
But it's ok HAHAHA.
I guess I'm glad that I passed down the fam to him HAHAHA.


I sleep at 5.30am and wakes up at 3pm.
I think, that's not bad what, LOL.
I eat abit of breakfast between 2am-4am.
So when I wake up, it's either I have abit of breakfast if not I don't eat.
I only eat dinner.
Well, time pass faster like this. It's true you know.

And I think watching too much of english movie is seriously affecting the way
I'm talking/the way I talk LOL.
Like serious. You know those rich blond hair chicks,
They just talk way too funny and sarcastic.

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Great.....

Almost 99% of the human population in Singapore are sleeping now.
So I am STILL here...



TO ROT LIKE SOME ROTTEN EGG LOL!!!



Yes, this is kinda saddening for me.
But Oh well, I'm used to it haha.
I sleep at 5.30am everyday lol.
It just bored me out.

Well, Hello, I did tried to sleep early alright?
But I always ended up waking up, drinking milo, eating bread or biscuit
And then just sit at the sofa/kitchen and read some
Pri 2 - pri 5 kids kind of books that were being borrowed from the library.
Their books, interesting okay? LOL.


Hmmm... I've watched Twilight online.
IT WAS NICE AND SUPER AND THE GUY IS LIKE SO CARING AND HANDSOME
AND COOL AND HAWT AND JDKLSJFKLDSFHJFDSFDSFDSF.
AIYA ALOT LA LOL.
I wish I'm the girl HAHA. He can run fast, have great strength lei!
And it's said that there will be New moon coming up at the end of 2009/2010 ^^
source: http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/twilight_movie.html
YAY~ and I'm so gonna watch Twilight again at movie theater.. 18 dec ~_~



Hmmmmm.. it's 4.26am now.
So I guess I'm gonna go find something to do.
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She would say wave hello to me and smile when she sees me.
Awww, that's sweet.



Even if I bother to shut my comp early and just go to bed.
I just ended up eating or watching tv with my pillow.
It's forever like this.
It takes 2 days of tiredness to make me sleep for 1 night peacefully.
But it seems like tiredness doesn't really affect me anymore.
Cause I just spend my day sleeping till afternoon and just
go online and play with my pet or just audi alone or with some random friends.

You might think that it just some minor sadness or boring stuffs.
Well, deep down, I'm sad. I'm really really sad.
It always has been inside me since years ago.
Sometime I ask myself, why can't I just sleep like my friends.
They can just lie on the bed and fall asleep till tomorrow early morning.
I've to wait till 4am, 5am, 6am and then doze off and just wake up in the afternoon.
Why?...
Does sad, really affect this much.
I always tried forgetting and just accept new things that's currently going on.
I don't wanna be drowned in some sort of past memories.
What's done is done.
I really don't want to.

I just want to be some average girl. Not special or different.
Everyone makes me feel that I'm different.
Although I envy those 'special' girls, it doesn't matter. Who cares. Their life, not mine.
I tried to make myself pretty, it doesn't work.
I tired to make myself normal, it doesn't work.
I tired to make myself ugly, it doesn't work.
Even if I am myself, I rather be alone.
I don't want any 'no-reply' or 'cold-tension' and stuffs you know.
It's like, if people don't bother, why should I make myself do things that
people might catch some tiny attention of me.
I really had enough of those feelings. Why should I bother and make myself sad?
Although sometime I keep doing that, hoping that he/she/they might notice.
I would just tell myself, just accept it and stop it.
So off I go.



Something is just applying pressure to my heart.
Even crying doesn't help.
I've cried enough yet I still does.
It won't be easy to remove but I'm trying.
But it's gonna fail soon because I kinda like a guy.
Well, it's just kinda. So I gotta tell myself,
Don't like him because he doesn't?
There's nothing I can do. Yea.
I can just smile and smile and smile. Cheeeeeeeese.
Do you guys love to eat cheese yea? I like to eat cheese ^^

I've tasted those feelings before.
Loving someone yet you can't have it at all.
It's kinda pain you know. Something way more painful like example: your eyes gotten dig out,
something like that? LOL.
Okay, that's gross. But hey, at least I'm crapping with myself right... Harharhar.

And no, I'm not into the past. Maybe a bit, just tiny little bit.
I'm jealous of some things.
Duh, every humans have feelings and I believe everyone sure did jealous because
something everyday.
Hmmmmm, I jealous and envy about a lot of things. Yes, a lot.
Why? Because I always try but it's useless. So yea.
But....
I live a disappointing life only, not unfortunate.

Well, I guess, only rich and having good fs and rs people are the ones
that doesn't goes jealous-ing? Maybe.
I believe, some people had happy face that had some sad face hidden behind somewhere.
Maybe, everybody have that.
Well, I do and I know that some of my friends has it.


I've been though it.
No matter how much happiness gonna 'appear', it's not gonna make me float.
Just keep on sinking down and down because of disappointment.
Something that just cannot be compared to those.
Because I want love from the one I like/love. I miss it.
I might just prefer aliens. uh uh.







It doesn't matter whether you or whoever, the one who read this post,
doesn't understand what the hell I'm writing about.
I just blog because it's late at night and little/no people would read.
When the sun appear, I just don't give a dam about this post anymore.
Maybe the lucky one would just understand those feelings/scenarios.

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I really feel like slapping myself or something -.-
It's like I'm seriously finding troubles for myself zzz....

My window xp which I started using because Audi gotten abit problem with vista.
So from the day I started to use XP is like when hack is "leaked out"
So it's like, I'm using it for a longggg time.
Then today, I went to look for twilight movie because it's out in the internet
and it's very very very nice movie.
Very nice = quality = find and find = click and click = VIRUS.

YA, HAPPY ADVANCE MERRY XMAS TO ME -.-
THIS IS SO OMFG :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!



And now, I'm using my vista -.- hais.
The sad thing is, I don't have XP disc to reformat.
I don't even have the chance to system restore my XP because
IT'S FOREVER HANGING THE MOMENT IT LOAD.
And I'm restarting like 1293829372 times.

The more sad thing is, I'm using a customize CPU = Xp and Vista is together.
Which mean, I must have a bloody XP disc to reformat it and I don't have it -.-
Yes, I'm perfectly fine and calm now because I'm used to this kind of situation.
My old comp used to give me such problems so ended up my parents bought
new screen and cpu as they are SO sick of my computer problems LOL.
No way this time they're gonna buy new comp for me anymore.
It's still kinda new but not that old yet to change.

Yes, shit me. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Sooner or later, you can see me going mad like crazy :(
Sigh. I don't dare to tell my mum LOL.
So this problems always resulted in either me fixing it myself figuring how the hell to fix it or
I tell her and then call the uncle to come help me, but not now.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.


AND MY AUDITION, CAN'T PLAY BECAUSE ONCE I LOGIN,
IT JUST DC ME W/O ANY NOTICE APPEARING.
And now, I've to go to the forum and look for solution =_=
KSDJHKASDKASDNAD -.-...












klsjdkha laaaaaaaaa -.- zzz. 0 comments
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Seksi enough?

Hmmmm, I had been rotting for like 2 days at home.
Bored like hell.
Play Audition at late night, Watch movie online.
I guess Im gonna play private maple server lo.
Booooo, I wanna be a gm inside LOL.

I love helping people because nothing to do and then catch hackers HAHA.
So the gm will be like,
"Omg, I tracked one hacker! Let's go hunt him down"
"Everyone invisible mode" -Invisible-
*Type in ign and Reached*
*Summon 1 zakum*
"Wah, no effect on him"
"Woah kid, hack very nice to play right ^^"
Hacker: ya ^^ LOL.
"Private server also want to hack, no life..."
*All sit nicely beside him before appearing.... -Appeared-*
"Any last word before you go? F6"
Hacker: .... PLEASE, DON'T BAN ME, I WILL OFF IT F4
"Byebye F2"

LOL. Yes, I met alot of funny hackers before -_- Like seriously.
Got once... one hacker become part of us, GM. LOL.
Well, he kinda help out in the forum and stuffs haha.


And Deh introduced me this game @ Facebook.
LMAO. When I first started playing this...
Omgawdzxzxzx, so cuteeeezxzxzx.

Yes, I'm poor inside because I keep buying things LOL.

Check out the no.1 Guy.
I think he is like super siao. 75k exp.
I play till lvl 10 already can die =.= DIE, YOU KNOW? DIE!!! -.-















OMG LA, I'M SO SO SO FREAKING SUPER BORED.................
Well, I guess I'm gonnna go bath and then watch movie lor!
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