"Do you believe in forever?"


Yes I do, but for now, it's a no.
I had always did believe in it but not at this age.
It's something I will believe as I grow older enough to understand
more in everything than I know now.

Even though I know forever isn't really something that's gonna exist after I have died or something has died.
Everything has a start and a ending.
But at least, I feel that it's something that's gonna exist in my soul forever.

Forever can cause you hurt or make you feel happy.
It's all just depend how you're gonna "use" it.
You can use like "I love you forever" and compare with "I promise you that I love you forever"
Well, that's what the youngster/teenages common "love assurance" speech.
Both have total different meaning, don't you think so?

"I love you forever"
At least you know that that someone will love you forever no matter what will happen.
It doesn't cause any sadness or hurt, I guess?
It's just something to let that someone know how important they are to you, how much
they have played a role in your life.
It can be happened in the past or present but who cares.
It's not something you've to fulfill and reassure.
You go along with your feelings and say it.
I think using this is just like, something it won't fade, it's like,
you will remember it through out your life happening between the both of you.
It's not about fading or what. It's about feeling contented that you will never forget.

"I promise you that I love you forever"
Promise? It's something you've to obey/fulfill even if you're unwillingly because you have
to "confirm" with the person that die die no matter what, the promise won't be broken.
Isn't that difficult to keep?
You have to keep making sure to yourself and her/him that the "love promise" is not broken.
But come on, people do changes and feelings fades/changes/develops on other party.
And therefore, from then on, your promise are not kept. Yet,
It cause so much pain to the other party.
So much pain that not much words can even be used to describe.
It's a pain that you suffer in your heart and you've no idea how long it gonna takes
you to heal and move on with life.

Well, it might takes you forever to do so. Who knows?




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ya la all my fault la
happy bo.


I feel left out because I want,
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Come on, please admit it, you're a noob!!! (LOL)

The ip is obvious enough and look at the time.
All at 1.00AM.

I know my blog very chio, Don't need jealous de.
In the internet world still got other blog more chio than mine de ^^
Slowly go find and spam lar hor? ^^

And thanks for loving and saying my blog chio T_T *SUPER ULTRA TOUCHED*
Hurhur T.T LOL.

Thanks for visiting my blog. LOL.

Anymore you wanna touch up on your speech?
Feel free to do so.
It's
not
going
to
affect
me
big
time.

No matter what, you're just a noob. Face the harsh reality.
Relax and chill. Don't do foolish thing.
Come, I recommend you this counselling center.
http://www.counsel.org.sg/ Click HERE

Good luck.
Hope you will have a bright future ahead of you.
May your wish come true.
Have a nice day! :D
p/s: Don't go around doing this things, tsk tsk.
You're not pro enough. Train well enough first.
Alright? ^^

Muacks muacks ♥

And ah girl, I don't join gang de. 999 gang is always my back up but I never join! ^_^ LOL.


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HIIEX PEEPS.

I'm back from the Laugh-my-neh-neh-off BBQ FAM OUTING.
It is super hilarious because of our dear Mr Ong kaixian's dare. HAHAHA.
That's not all, the process of the dare, IS THE ONE THAT'S MOST * FUNNY! HAHAHA.


Everyone met up with each other @ Woodlands and took bus to Tampiness.
Ya, some of them were late and Spencer did not went for the BBQ afterall.
And I'm so darn innocent that they were having this "true or dare" scoreboard.
So, I gotten 10 points FOR NOTHING just because I never called/join into their conference
WITHOUT any soul telling me that =.=
10 points = dare / true I think. (Mostly dare? Cause that's what they're only doing LOL)


So we waited for everyone to reach and board bus 168 and Vroom, off to Tampiness.
Ya, everyone complained Sha and me were very noisy LOL.
Ah la, who cares. LOL.
I box you all then you know. HAHAHA.




So when we reached Tampiness, went to their NTUC and buy the stuffs and food we wanted.
I think we shopped inside there quite long just to find Hot dogs, LOL!
Laugh my neh neh off. LOL.
Then Mr OKX came, appearing out of nowhere~~~
*Seriously I can't remember much things that happened yesterday already -.-*


Then another problem pop out, *Hello ah friend, what bus can get to ECP ah?*
LOL. Ya.... I guess you know what's the problem is?
If by that sentence, euux dunch n0e vhart iiex mean, euu can g0 bang wallzx. LOL

Then Sin & Pinky came to bring us there ^^ Hoho.
Thanks ah friend! :)


Ya.. took bus and WALKED VERY VERY THE LONG.
Dyingzxzxzx.
And the houses there, so nice please, I so jealous, LOL.
Then walk and walk, walk ah walk.
Tada, Reached.

And ya, then we walked like some kind of idiots because of Toh qi huang's fault la!
Booked BBQ pit, like shit like that LOL.
its like,
[toilet/the place we enter from]~~~ ~~~ [BBQ] ~~~~~~~~~~~~ [Many shops & toilet]

~ : 1km.

LOL. No lar, not that far, what I'm trying to say is, the distance we walk IS FAR.
Until the legs can break like $%$#%#$@. Took like more than 10mins just to get there..
But from BBQ ~ shops and toilet, WORST.


Ah la, nevermind!


The BBQ process, Funny~
Ling came awhile :( Then her boyfriend pop out of nowhere =.=
So, ended up Ling's bf helped us to set fire and stuffs. Haha.
But Ling gtg like so dam fast.
Hope to go out with you again soon! ^^


So, we all started to like, BBQ food and then eat and ya wondering "IS THIS COOKED"
Because it doesn't look it, it is. Lmao.
So Mr OKX thought of Dare. THIS IS SERIOUSLY SO HILARIOUS UNTIL
YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOUR TEETH CAN DROP OR SOMETHING.
Okay, I don't wanna blog about it, LOL.
I think it's kinda digusting la LOL -_-



The only picture I took that night is this.
Guanqing's dare. Haha.


So Our dear CASS and QH BBQ the chicken wings and most of us didn't really helped
them out LOL. BECAUSE WE ALL BUSY DOING DARE AT DARREN -.-
AND LAUGH UNTIL FULL ALREADY. Haha.
And QH sibei steady one, LMAO.




Then all decided to ton at ECP. Sadly, Limei gtg at 10pm+ :(
So we all spend our time, playing games and chit chatting.
Play... Murderer! HAHA. All experience liao lo LOL.
Then play different games also lo.
Sigh, the stars is so nice please... Hah.

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So, we all play play play talk talk talk. Time flies~
Then all intend to go Lan then no lan, So slacked at Mac.
And ya, you guys should really check out Oyasumi-s.blogspot.com. Click HERE
(The blog is not updated yet, by night time will be updated)
HAK'S VIDEO IS * FUNNY, LIKE SIAO. HAHAH.

And yea, going home is so troublesome. Boo.

That's all I guess.
Tiring but fun ♥





I'm seriously, very happy.
Because * look ..............................................................................................
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Accept it, it's normal for me to survive this.
It doesn't hurt to be alone.
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Tadaima!!!!! I'm back.







It only takes like 3-4hours to get to KL from SG.
Cool. I thought it would be like 6 freaking hours..

I've been listening to my music till I reach there.
I've been sleeping through the journey because I super tired.
Slept at 4am and leave SG at 8am -.-''
The moment I opened my eye, heyhey, it's KL~ LOL.

Then OMFG, SO MANY _____ and ang moh!
The face like tiko like that... Because of that, I'm already prepared.
Wear leggings on that day HAHAHA.
I thought _____ are like tiko or something..
Hmmm but I don't think so bah. They seem kinda friendly and better than the ones in SG.
Serious -.-. At least I feel better and safer.

Went to shop and eat @ a VERY HUGE SHOPPING CENTRE.
It's like 5 times bigger than cwp or more!
So cool right, haha.
So big until 1 level can let you walk and shop until you go crazy.
And of course, the clothes and things there are super cheap!
Rm 10, rm 20, rm 25, rm 35 and so on!!!
The things we bought are mostly mine, LOL.
Should have get some more clothes..
The spag top fucking chio and I bought 1 LOL.
Should have bought some and open blogshop HAHA.
Even my mum said that but too late already lar! Today then say...

Okay anyway, we ate at a Japan restaurant, their steamboat oiishi! LOL.
Then continue to shop...
I tell u all ahh, their gothic shop, I-socks
Dam tok gong ah. SINGAPORE GOTHIC = NOOB -.-
Serious, you should really go check it out.
2 stores full of gothic and punk clothes.
Sadly, on that day, the shop is open BUT open for members only...
So, I can't take a look inside. ONLY SHOP OUTSIDE, BOO!!!!
Their shop outside also already pwn SG liao lar -.- LOL.
I only bought 1 pair of leg warmer socks from their another store :/
Spend few hundreds on shopping already...

Then walk walk walk then their indoor theme park also tok gong ahhhhhzxzxzx.
Wooooo. My brother want to play but nobody is interested to play, LOL.
Then went to find hotel and stay.
Ate dinner outside at the street... and walk walk at the night street aka CHINATOWN -.-
Alot of fake branded goods HAHA. But nice lar!
Wanted to buy 1 wallet from there, but don't know wtf is wrong with my dad.
Then sad lo, never buy!.... Wasted la.



Then today went to the KLCC. The super super tall one ah, like airport like that LOL.
My 2nd time going there ^_^, they 1st time go.
My family go in.. Cost: RM100, LOL.
Super funny -_-, cause the tower very tall mah.
Look down, the cars like toy car LOL and ya this remind me of my chinese dance trip
to KL... HAHAHA. Ah... I sure miss those times with all my juniors and friends, haha.
Then alot of hotel got swimming pool, see people swim, LOL.
Then see other stuffs lo, like people and buildings all those.




Then I've been sleeping all the way with my music using psp...
And ya, my bloody hp died on me the moment I reach the hotel on that day -.-''
Then went back home to Ah gong house then ate dinner with aunt and cousins..
Then byebye, here I am, blogging :o


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I'm super duper sad now.
Maybe not now, maybe it's the whole day long.


I don't know what's the problem with me.
It really just feels sad.
I really feel like shouting and banging on the wall,
I don't feel good inside.
I want to talk to someone that understand me totally to
comfort me and chit chat.
But sadly, there isn't.




I'm sick of talking and cracking jokes to people in such a cold manner.
Just to make myself and them to laugh.
I really feel like crying and anyway I am already crying. Boo.
After all, What I just need is to keep myself occupy.


I envy everyone.
Maybe I'm still not good enough to be like them.
Or is it because that I can't accept myself or some other things?

Being alone is lonely.
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Just came back from BBQ.
I ate nothing from there, only smoke ^.^




My whole body is like aching like shit.
YES, LIKE SHIT.
Sit also ache and pain, LOL. wth...




Here are the pictures.









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Yawn. I'm blogging this early because I'm lazy and tired to update yesterday.

And, I can't seem to sleep because my whole body.. pain and suan manzxzxz.
So dam freaking irritating.
The backache is killing me -.-''


So yesterday, met up with fam members and off we go to Tech ghee CC and
met up with Spencer and took the receipt and go off to Cheng san CC -.-
We booked from 1pm-3pm.. uh huh.
Then after 3pm no people play.
So.... we took a rest play murderer using poker cards, LOL.
Walau... everyone go home practice wink la hor, LOL.

Ahla, then play till 6pm and left.
The 3 girls went home and the rest went to eat dinner.
And I believe everyone had fun.





Tada, Here's Oyasumi- ^.^

Who is who? You guess yourself. LOL.
Spencer is not in the photo.




I've got BBQ to attend later on today to celebrate Les's advance birthday, harhar ^^
Yes, bringing my pain along to the BBQ. Ouch.
YAY, BBQ, so long never had BBQ lol.

I might be away to KL from Sunday to Monday or Tuesday :o
My father.... I think he went crazy already.

He say he want to go KL visit and go SHOPPING.
S H O P P I N G...*I got hear wrong bo?* LOL.
Serious, even my mum said that he's crazy because he said "S H O P P I N G".
Well, I not sure I'm going a not.
Because I've to sit in the car AGAIN like last time...
For like over 6 oh-so-short-HOURS.......
But anyway I haven't went to KL since last year,
so I should go ^_^ See leng lui and leng zai, LOL.









If you're one world top most handsome guy, Yea sure,
at least you have the tiny weeny "rights" to comment about how people look.
People don't need your freaking comments because I don't think you're one handsome guy. Because you look like a gay whore and you're not much better.
After all, I think you really sucks a lot and I pity the ones around you.
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Out-ed today to watch movie with peeps.
Mad-da-gas-scar 2(?). LOL.
Ah, who cares about how it's being spelled anyway.


That stupid KH, called me 11am plus in the morning.
Asking me to go watch movie with them when I'm planning to meet them
after they've done watching movie.
I LACKED OF MY BEAUTY SLEEP.
Slept at 4am... Pathetic, LOL.


Just movie and hanging out at the arcade and went home.






Say hi to my sexy -wishing- that's at the front, ho ho ho.

I'm doing great in audition LOL.
Made a lot of new friends because of fam recruiting haha.
I created the fam Oyasumi- because all my friends wanted to have a fam of our own ^^
It sure is better than my previous fam that I've joined, haha.


And Tomorrow have fam outing! HARHARHAR.
Sad, have to wake up early :( boooo...







Anyway, see ya all.

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♥
Kiss kiss fall in love


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Sigh. This is so fucking depressing and scary.
I swear I was trying to rush home like as if I'm going to get rape and killed -.-

There is this cheena guy I saw yesterday night when I'm on my way home, walking to the lift.
Of course, I'm a super sensitive girl that if any cheena or bangala guys is present,
I will seriously think that something bad will happen to me and try to pay attention to
their movements. Sucks.
And ya, I notice that yesterday, that cheena guy keep looking at me.
I was reading a note that's pasted beside the lift and I never notice the lift arrived
at the left side. I decided to wait for the right lift.
Then the cheena guy just look at me, the fucking face kind of expressing "why don't one go in?"
But ya, there was others people around, of course he can't do anything.
So he went in.

I waited for the right lift and it arrived. So I went in with a auntie.
WOI T3H FISH, THE CHEENA GUY AT 9TH FLOOR STAND THERE BODOH.
Then act like he taking his handphone and look at me.
I faster ran home and lucky that auntie walks the same way I am going.
That's like FREAKING scary and I'm didn't really bothered about that yesterday.


Then today? On my way home, he fooking appear out of nowhere, BEHIND ME after
alighting from the bus and crossed the road. I didn't even notice where the hell he came from.
And of course I walked the same way home and he took another route.
And ya, I was thinking, I should walk fast or slow???
Then by the time I walk, he's there like bloody spying on me and try to follow the speed
I'm walking.
Okay... I was trying to calm myself down and telling myself, it's just coincidence -.-
Ya, he was in front of me walking. I was behind.
And he's somekind of another typical irritating cheena that on his music so loud
like as if HIS MUSIC IS NICE. *vomit x 10000000*

When I was reaching the lift, the 2 lift is at 1st level lo.
Then you know what he do? Bend down and act like he's making his pants properly.
This is like obviously, he's waiting for me to get into the same lift as him.

Like duh, there's no one around, I took the stairs home.
2 stairs per step, CHIONG TO 8TH FLOOR LA.
By the time I reached 6th, my leg already #$#$RWQE#!@#!@#! -.-
And I was already shaking and scared like I'm gonna fall LOL.
But no way I'm gonna stop....
Finally... 8th... WTF MY HOUSE DOOR WAS CLOSED LOL.
I was super exhausted, trying to catch a breath before thinking what to do.

To my surprise... He's above me, 9th floor.
Why I know? Because of his cheena so not nice music was present.
I WAS LIKE, NO, I CAN'T RUSH TO MY DOOR HOUSE AND OPEN THE DOOR
Because I'm shaking like shit and I can't do anything.
I can't seriously think of anything.....
I thought he would come down to 8th floor.... and I was thinking should I run down to
1st floor? What if I take lift? What the hell will happen to me -.-
Bla... In the end,
I called my house and asked my sister to open the door.
She is like... er wth, door also need I open? LOL.

Then once she open I CHIONG INSIDE MY HOUSE LOL.
Then my mum they all gather at the door ask me what happen... with a worried face, LOL.
My face is as white as ghost -.- (as told by my sister) LOL.
Then I was screwed, Idk whether I should cry or laugh.
And I just tell them what I encounter yesterday and today...
And that fucking cheena guy still at 9th floor and I bet he knew where I stayed...
Look down = my house.
WTF... I really don't want him to know where I stay...........


YA, I'M SUPER SCARE :( SCREW THOSE TIKO SICKO CHEENA GUYS LA
....................................................
They just make me thinks that I'm gonna get rape and then get killed -.-
Okay.. Maybe I just watched too much TV shows in the past, HAHAHA.
But sigh........




The feeling of insecure is always killing me...
No use having a boyfriend, they can't protect me 24/7 too, what.
I want a Chevalier please LOL.
HAJI T.T HURHUR, LOL.
Watching too much anime causes this, no choice, HAHAHA.

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I've not been updating my blog, yea.
Nothing much happen anyway..
Nothing much to update.
Anybody missing me-h? Nah, I don't think so, teeheehee.

I've been watching anime and playing Audition at home all day.
Code geass Season 1 and 2 is like super nice.
ANOTHER SAD ENDING FOR THE MAIN CHARACTER -.-
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS =.= MAKE ME SAD AGAIN LOL.
Blood+ also sad...
Code geass R2 also sad...
I'm seriously sad over those anime -_-
Ya, it really makes me feel like crying like shit but I just can't really cry it out.
No idea why. Keeping it inside is seriously, dam hard to tolerate...
Oh well, I've to get used to it anyway.




Went out today with Limei to Fareast and Bugis.
Overall, I just bought a top.
And I never ate anything the whole day, only dinner. LOL.
Oh well, Don't have the ability to faint. HAHAHA.
Maybe yogurt drink is the best energy source for the whole day *show muscle* LOL.

Hmmmm... I'm wanting to get a hold of the DS my parents bought like.. FEW MONTHS AGO.
But recently, my mum told me that she bought a DS for brother -.-
And now, only my brother doesn't know that, hahaha.
Nobody bothered to tell him because mother doesn't want us to do so.
You know.. Surprise for him SOON. Ewwww.

Black DS... limited edition with design, so fooking chio....
Sianed of Psp.. Guess I'm gonna have to look up for games before I can start.
Any nice games to intro for DS?



Ahhhhhhhh. This is so boring. Not much people would want to hire 15 years old peeps.
But hey.. I'm gonna be 16 like in 1 month and 27 days... Around there I guess?
Woah, I'm old. LOL.
I need money, I want money to buy clothes and spend time with my friends pwease.
It's always so... irritating for me to get money from my parents mother. Tsk...
Yea yea yea, continue to rot at home, Ping.
It's good.





I've no idea what person I've become but I know it myself.
I shall be the one to push the jobs to other to handle and plan.
I'm not going to be one that decide anymore and work it my way because all I want is,
fun, happy, peaceful, relaxed feelings.
Telling myself not to give a shit is what I can do to myself.
Smile Ping smile.

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Well, couldn't accompany Clare to airport cause,
for me, it's getting late by the time I reached home x.x.

Heh, went to her house at evening :o
Hohoho, she's leaving SG manzxzxzx. sad ._.
I'm gonna miss her t.t hurhur. LOL.

Take care manzxzxzxzxzx :D
Don't catch a flu from there and bring back to Singapore. LOL.
Hahaha.


I wish I can go Japan with her man~ T.T
That's gonna be.. so much.. fun. LOL.

Anyway, Shannling also must TC alright :O
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Did nothing, just play audition whole day.

Yawn. My mom want me to attend maths tution......
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I've a cool and weird and sad dream, LOL.

I dreamt that I'm Saya... Yea..
I can't really remember the whole dream.
Just halfway till ending.

My small sister is studying in a new school.
Across the road, got new released built condo.
So, my another sister which is getting married soon, brought
her hubby along.
Everyone was crossing the road and walk inside the condo area.
And went into 1 house.
Each house have 2 storey.

The house is super big. SUPER.
Just like the dream house I want, LOL.
Okay.. So my sister's hubby bought the condo.
Then next moment, everyone moved in already LOL. (wth is this -.-)

So.. it was night time, I went out and walk walk with Haji.
And we took taxi don't know for what reasons LOL.
Then went back to our house.
Suddenly I gotten so... fierce like some kind of mad people that go around killing people.
I wanted to kill my sister that's gonna get married soon. (I've no idea why)
Then I open their door, they sleeping.
Then the sister run for her life LOL. The hubby hide.
They two panic.

Then I chased my sister.
Then of couse Haji is trying to stop me and calm me down.
So I was still crazy until Haji MUST kill me in order to stop everything.
Then run till the ending of the house.....


*Wake up*
Stoned and blurred, LOL.
This is so stupid.. -.-
I guess I'm really thinking too much of Haji and Saya. HAHAHA.




This is so boring manzxzxzx.
Everyday sleep at 2am/3am/4am then next day wake up.
Eat, Use comp, Music, sleep.
Eat, Use comp, Music, sleep.
Eat, Use comp, Music, sleep.
Eat, Use comp, Music, sleep.

Play Audition also angry. Sometime it lags that it makes me lose, LOL.
I already signed the fastest internet speed, yet still lagging like shit......
I really hope that they would do something to improve the lag -.-
My pathetic frame is not even stable... ... ...






Alright, I'm off to paint my nails black. 0 comments
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It's not about you like or you hate.
It's about chilling out and having fun no matter what.
It doesn't hurt to forget about something for a period of time.
You can choose whether to forget or not.

After all, it's all about yourselves.




Bored. How I wish I can do 8k lvl 11 188 fm, HAHAHA.
Yea, I'm sure it will happen one day :)
Because... people improve no matter what mah!
Be it slow or fast...
Last time I wish I can do 4k lvl 9 188fm.. and I did it... like after a very very LONG time.
Like few months or something.
Well, My chance still sucks. Can't calm myself down.

I'm rotting at home manzxzxzx.
No idea I should go where and do what.
Yawn.

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Hi seksi,
Just reach home from Vivo with Sharon, Joey and Karhui.
Planned to go Jurong and swim, Because of Sharon Hoo's hair,
We change our plan and go to Vivo instead =.=''

Went to eat then went around walk walk.
Played at Toy r us. Dam funny lmao.


Boo.. they said that my leg is so white like as if it's dead people leg. LOLLLL.
I was also shocked, what the hell, I'm so white LOL.
But no lor, is they dark, not I white ^^


Yawnzxzx.
I wonder why there are so many people looking for cpl......
The moment I login Audition, I want to play 8k, 8k rooms are RARE.
SUPA RARE.
Then got so many "F>age blabla/shuai/chio cpl" rooms and megas.
How I wish I can mega "diam" to them, LOL.
Then say, sorry wrong mega, shld be using pm, LOL.
This makes Audition dam boring.
All they know is 4k, 4k, 4k, 4k, -.-.................
4k buay sian meh.... later license keep fail, I at there laugh.

I wonder why they wanna repeat lame mega like...
"x3blablablablabla x3blablablablabla x3blablablabla"
After that, repeat again. Er wth.
Not like as if people are blind, can't read. Or maybe that person parent give too much money -'-


And all my friends all don't know fly where.
Anyway, I'm lvl 30 already, Yippie......
lvl 31 then change my Back up to Main, I think.
Wooooooooooo~ But sucks. Nobody online to play with me. . . . . . .

They only come to me when they need help.
Sucks.









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Bla. out. 0 comments
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She's hawt.
New album that's out not long ago. 0 comments
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I've been watching movie online, lmao.
Nothing much to do.
I want anime like Blood+ manzxzxzx :(


Yea.. Finally, no more school already.
I can do whatever shit to myself already~ LOL.






I don't understand why sometime the moment I lie on my bed at night,
I would end up crying for no reasons.
Those kind of feelings...
What I've been doing is all about trying to find ways how to make it go away
And never to come and find me again.
But somehow, It's just simply so dam difficult to do so.
I've to figure out what's the problem but I've no idea what is it and how to get it away.
I'm not sure what am I being sad about.
It's stupid of me to tell myself "I don't know why" when I knew the reasons why.
That's the hardest part afterall.

So what can I do?
Figure it out lo.... And there it goes, time.. waste my time..







Don't ever come mess with me with lame shit reasons.
You think I entertain it?
Ya, with craps. So I could laugh at you with my jokes.
Always freaking understand english well before coming to talk-me-off.
Anyway, I did nothing wrong in the first place.
Sad to say, I don't talk lies. Awwwww.
Ya, it's bothering me because ended up I'm being blame just saying what I knew about the past.
Expect me to say "Woah, he's so dam good with blablabla" when it's fake?
I can't even have the "pride" to lie. You have? wth?

And why don't I stab you, kill you with a knife and say sorry to you and just run away,
like nothing has happen before.


Ya, you can. Sorry I can't.
I hate people that doesn't think twice TRIPLE what shit they're saying, saying/scolding me blablabla with their craps, denying real-facts and ended up saying sorry.
I don't "eat" that.
Maybe you would really need to do some reflections again to proof to people you've changed.
I'm looking forward to see the changes. 0 comments
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