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~ I was sad, keep saying 我要抱抱 :(
Monday, September 29, 2008 at 7:29:00 PM

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
This is for my people's who just gonna fail SS,
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady,
Put your hand way up high, we will never pass the test~~~~
LOL.

when 1 day, I become a singer or what-so-ever, must support me alright? ^^








I'm freaking sick now.
Sore throat + flu = fever :( Wa liew!! LOL

Buay tahan, so difficult to sleep.
Keep having nose block..... and my nose freaking pain -_-
Sleep 1 hour then wake up liao lo....
I'm super tired but can't sleep :( Nooooooooooo........
Even my eye bags appear cause I never slept well yesterday night :(
Eye bags = tired + stress. Wa liew x2!! LOL



Today test ended at 9.30am~(i think)
Then go home play Audition till evening LOL.
With Wy, Peiqi, Rose, Lihao and Hak di @_@
Of course not playing with them all the time la,
Only joined them some few rounds at different timing :O
And I get to know some pro inside, Wa liew x3, sibei pro lo!! LOL




Yay yay yay, tomorrow 10am then release from jail already~
wooo weee wooo weee wooo weeeeeeee~~~~



This is how Ping is feeling now,

LOL!!!!





I was such a sad kiddo afterall,
But I never fail to make myself happy.
Because I'm always self-entertaining or disturbing people.
If I say I'm happy, It's partially.
If I say I'm sad, I really am.
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~ Feverish
Sunday, September 28, 2008 at 8:37:00 PM

Today went to RP again LOL.
Although I was feeling kinda sick, I still join them as I'm bored at home.

Everyone was playing instead of studying lo.
Sunday, the place so empty one lol.
Then all play with the plastic that is used for umbrella one -.-

The guys came up with some sort of drama thing LOL.
Super funny, can laugh until your teeth drop HAHAHA.
Then all play catching -.-....

Everyone leave RP at 7.30pm like that lo.
Super tiring now.....
Alot of video was taken HAHAHA.
My throat now still so dry >:

Feeling so sleepy now ~_~ Later read abit of SS then go sleep liao LOL.
No matter how hard we study for SS, sure fail de lar.
Write very very long also useless -.-''


This is now, how's Ping feeling:

LOL.





Yawnzxzxzx.
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~ Like as if.
at 12:39:00 PM

I'm down with sore throat T_T
Ahhhhh, I feel so sick now zzzz.
















And I've no idea why I'm feeling sad... :(
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~ I was hoping for happiness
Saturday, September 27, 2008 at 9:53:00 PM

Meet up with Sharon, Wanyan, Rose and Karhui.
Went to RP to study~ Woooo.
But actually, I only did some maths question.........
And using psp and everyone started to play and crap LOL.
Then saw Limei they all :o
Then Limei come and visit us LOL.
Then all run here and there, super funny and hot please.






Sharon started the dancing thing -_- LOL.

Notice: Abusing behind me LOL


LOL. STUPID.




We left RP at around 4pm and went to Karhui's house.
Then buy snacks and go her house eat LOL.
Then play play play again.



*LAUGH AT THE PICTURES BELOW* HAHAHA
Those are the most stupid and retarded pictures I ever took in my whole life LOL.







This picture so funny lo, Sharon and KH is like Ahlian wanna-be LOL!!!

And yea, Wanyan came up with a competition HAHAHA.

See the video below and you will know what is it about, hohoho.
SUPER HILARIOUS AND DIZZY.




Sharon's feedback so freaking funny LOL. It never fails to make me laugh LOL


And that's how I spend my day today :)


My super sexy -wishing- ♥♥♥


New outfit eh ^^








And I wanna thanks XJ for all the advice & consoling she had given
me during those period of time,
And of course, I can feel that our friendship are getting closer and closer ^_^ LOL.
HAHAHA.


Happy birthday to you,
With lots of
♥♥♥ from me to you :D
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~ Womanizer
Friday, September 26, 2008 at 8:41:00 PM




WOMANIZER


Hohoho. One of Britney Spear's lastest album song ^^
It was said to be leaked out by a guy, LOL.
Then the person kena fired and now being left unemployed(what I seen on the net)



Today english paper is a bit difficult lo T_T
The behind behind passage gotten kinda difficult to understand.
Actually.. Not really difficult to understand cause I'm a geography students..
It's about.................................


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THE PASSAGE IS FREAKING LONG LOL.
The moment I saw it, I was like........ *faint*
Then sleep awhile and wake up to do.
Ta boleh tahan, LOL



Reach home and went to do my own stuffs.
Editing pictures, watching animes....
DGM 102 out liao~~~ Lenaleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥ HAHA.
She got the sexy boots liao. So nice manzxzxzxzx.
Then SoulEater episode 25 already.
Maka asked his dad for a date LOL. *surprised*
Later then watch Naruto 76-77 ~_~


Went to sleep at 4pm plus like that....
Didn't know I'm so dam freaking tired x.x
Slept till 7pm plus and then blur blur walked to living room and lie on teh sofa.
Then watch tv tv tv tv.

Yawnzxzxzxzxzxzx. Social studies test on Monday.
Die liao lo -.- DIE LIAO LO. LOL T.T
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~ Wot the fish
Thursday, September 25, 2008 at 11:13:00 PM

*pictures uploaded*


WOOO, SUNSET LOL.








The remix of the retards. LOL


Everyone was doing their own stuffs in RP,
Using psp to online, eating, playing psp, doing works and stuffs.

After a while, got 1 group of hip hop dancers and 1 group of bboy dancers.
They are like so omfg COOL AND NICE LOL.
Then I'm like, staring at their dance moves, so chio!!

Everyone leave RP at 6.45pm. And we went to 'climb' hill =.=...
Then Karhui and co sitting on the cardboard, trying to slide down.... =.=..
Then after a while, their idea was to walk the bloody 'forest' -.-
We all thought that it was nothing much.
So everyone walk in =_=... Yes, I REGRETTED IT A LOT PLS LOL.

The sky is obviously getting darker.
Then it gets so freaking creepy that I can cry LOL.
No lar, I was holding onto Celeste and Karhui and I was in the middle HAHAHA.
Of course I was calm and said nothing much.
At that moment, I must say that I'm emotionless.
I don't know why but I just know that I'm super scare please -.-
Then began to think that someone was following us behind LOL.
Wa lau so stupid right? LOL. Ownself scare myself LOL.

Then at 7.30, finally came out of that FREAKING FUN place -.-
I don't mind going there again, but of course not carrying bags and
wearing a hoodie. So hot and tiring.
Then reached home at 7.40pm like that, chiong to bath and
went for dance training. First time I rush myself until like that LOL!
I reach there at 8.26pm, HAHAHA, NEVER LATE.

Learnt new moves and it was very funny -.-
Oh well. Then so suay, video-ing halfway then my phone batt goes flat!!
Then forever kena police copy names de lei.
I see police also sian liao.
Policeman see us also sian liao LOL!!!

Yawn. so tiring.
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~ Even if I'm sad, I need to be happy
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 at 10:07:00 PM





♥♥♥ My cartoon hoodie!! LOL
Even though others has it, but I wear = prettiest. LOL Just kidding.

Alright, Tomorrow is our CL paper. Ah, sucks.
I hate chinese manzxzxzx, the words so difficult please -.-

Today so stupid. Thought that 3.30pm got tution,
Wearing my darn GREEN SUPER THICK X 100, carrying a heavy bag....
I crawl my way there under the scorch sun, dying, fainting, dizzy(just jking LOL)
And...... crawl X speed 100, to level 4.....................
WOOLALA, NEVER OPEN LOL.

Cause it's suppose to be 1st october 3.30pm-6pm... =.=
And when I reach there, I remember that it's 1st october..
This is when I felt like banging my head onto the wall -.-

Then after that went to Clare's house to pass her money,
And then go home faster bath -.- if not I sure die like don't know what.
Then mum wanted to double check whether 7pm got tution anot..
Suay....... GOT T.T LOL.


Anyway... exams = semi-holiday (^_^)
So........ I realized I'm getting fatter and fatter each day manzxzx O.O
My face also..... EVEN MY MUM SAID THAT -.- wth.
Yawn. Must control already~~ Wooo~~~

Evening = Go jogging... LOL
Anybodeh want join me go jogging + play in the evening? LOL

Then after exams, Wah, all go jogging with me de slim liao ^^ LOL.
Maybe I'm thinking too much -.- HAHAHA.
Bo bian, self entertain ^_^




Nothing much to write about already....
Shall stop here already.
Good luck to everyone for tomorrow exams
Must pass with flying pigs alright? LOL
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~ 16th ♥
at 12:00:00 AM

Happy Birthday to Leo ^^


Getting old already... LOL.
Take good care of yourself uh :)
♥♥♥
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~ Unconditional
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 at 8:10:00 PM

Let's see...
Today everyone was like talking about China milk thingy..
Milk, sweets and stuffs, LOL.

As long as it contains milk, some of us would be like
''IT IS MADE IN CHINA, DON'T EAT" LOL
Then everyone will be like, it's not okay, it is okay, it's not okay, it is okay....
HAHAHA.


Super sleepy and I kept sneezing in class through out the whole morning...
Ah, P.e.. our class played Baseball LOL.
So fun manzxzxzx. Use the baton to hit~~~
See all the guys play like so strong like that, can fly so far!!! LOL
When I hit, it fly like don't know what =.=
Fly in front abit in upwards direction and land down -.- Diao...

Thinking of physics... I'm so super happy that Thursday no lesson, wooo.
NO 2 PERIODS OF PHYSICS, ONLY EXAMMM ^^

Sigh.. I'm such a lazy ass. Haven't even studied ._. ahhhh......
Some more still got art.................. HAIIIIIIIII =.=
Haven't even decide what I should do man....

And yea, after school went to celebrate XJ's birthday :o
But I never join them for Sakae, watashi bo lui liaozxzxzx, LOL.








Don't fucking follow the way I type.
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~ Which path should I take?...........
Monday, September 22, 2008 at 11:21:00 PM

Had English oral exam after school.
Kena Mrs Hariz ._. LOL

Then went home, bath, eat, change and bus-ed to Tamp lo.
Meet up with Les and pass Sin book lo.


Yawnxzxzxzx. So tired manzxzxzxz.
Nothing much happen :o
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~ 黑色毛衣
Sunday, September 21, 2008 at 10:06:00 PM

Bored.

Have to do homework later @.@....
Ahhhh... I never study anything this week LOL.
NEVER........

Yay, I'm so freaking dead -.-
Sigh... I don't have any 'heart' to study lar~~......






Why it always seems so weird.....
Sigh.. why it need to be like this,
What the hell you want from me.....
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~ In this world, NOTHING IS PERFECT.
at 3:23:00 PM

If you rather trust others than your own friends, it's up to you.
If you rather to die than facing your life difficulites, it's up to you.
If you rather running away from reality than solving it, it's also up to you.
If you rather give up the friendship than continue holding on to it, it's up to you.


Because everyone was so concerned about you and this is what you wanted to do,
it's also up to you.



Everyone bother to care for you, bother to solve this together with you,
bother to "scold" Troy that he scolded/said you, bother to keep thinking and
trying ways to let this friendship stays, bother to let you cool down,
and this is what you do.
Being emotional is a sure thing that it will happen.
But what you decide, is the most important thing because you're going to
face the way you wanted, FOREVER.

Nobody is blaming anyone nor you.
Just stop doing stupid and childish things. It won't help anything in it.
It only worsening it.

Let me tell you this,

No friendship is perfect.



Remember, EVERYONE WANT/BOTHER TO BE THERE FOR YOU.
IT'S UP TO YOU WHETHER YOU WANT THEM TO STEP INTO YOUR LIFE AGAIN.

Everyone is hoping that you will talk to them again, having the usual talks,
usual things that you'll share about with them, hanging out together.....
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~ Avoid eating/drinking these
at 2:29:00 PM

Hello readers,

I've received messages regarding China's milk situation.
And THIS IS REAL.

Avoid eating, snickers, mento's yoghurt bottle, dutch lady
sterilised milk, wall's all natural mango, mini poppers ice cream,
magnum ice cream, moo sandwich ice cream, mini cornetto and
youcan ice cream and many more.........

For more information, please visit Click here
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~ ♥ Good luck
Saturday, September 20, 2008 at 9:16:00 PM

When each of you have their own individual thoughts,
It was meant to be voice out.
The more you keep quiet, more misunderstand will occur.
And no, friendship can't be destroy with just a small thing.

It could only be destroy, when you found out he/she betrayed you.
That is then worst ever thing that could happen in friendship.


Don't give up on these friendship, because you're still building up these friendship ^^
Quarrel and stuffs sure occur when some people doesn't agree to this or that.
It's common too.
Quarrels can either let each of you get to know more about one another,
or it could just cause 'cold war'.

But come on manzxzxzx, you guys are gonna stick with each other as a class
for 2 more years. I'm sure you all doesn't want to have 2 years of cold war right -.-
Of course need some time to cool down, but I hope that things would get better
between you guys. It might be quite difficult. But try alright?
The friendship you all have is so close, I don't believe this can tear you guys apart.

It's either you solve it or forget about it.
Solve it = the 'tension' won't be there anymore.
Forget = the 'tension' will always be there.

Choose one.




I hope you guys will be work out this friendship together
It's worth it :)
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~ It's just a matter of time
at 8:10:00 PM

Supa Dupa Tired now =.=

Stupid bag.......................................... So heavy.







When it's beginning to become a complicating matter,
Have the idea to solve to it. Not worsen it.
Have a talk together and talk about what should be done,
and talk about what shouldn't be done in the future and prevent it from happening.

You happy = I happy = Everybody happy.

Cheers, my friends.
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~ Sucker shit.
at 10:36:00 AM



Ton at KH's house, hehehehehehe.
All so crazy can =.='' LOL.
Ahhh, now I'm super super tired..
Later still need go out for study... Ah,
This is shiat manzxzxzx.




To Mr EDWIN (sin's friend),
Please take note that, I DON'T LIKE YOU =.=
That time the 'prank' is just a fake one -.-
S just wanna see you tiong xim a not okay? =.=
And stop causing such a big fuss or nonsense to others about me,
It's very irritating and disgusting you know?
VERY.

And let me repeat this myself for the last time~~

DON'T BOTHER TO LIKE ME BECAUSE

I DON'T LIKE YOU & I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU &

YOU'RE JUST PLAINLY VERY LIAR SHIAT,

DISGUSTING,

& LOVE TO ACT LIKE ONE *** ****.



I'm telling you this because,

I don't like misunderstanding, AT ALL
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~ The feeling is coming back again...
Friday, September 19, 2008 at 2:55:00 PM

And now, I'm rotting at home,
Thinking about stuffs..

Sad that I've to miss out celebrating KH and CF birthdays.




I'm off to sleep........................
Tution later.
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~ Girls day out
Thursday, September 18, 2008 at 10:17:00 PM

Everyone wanted to meet up at a later time to study @ library.
Ended up, cancel already =.=

Heard that Cm, Fong and Qi going Bugis.
So I asked if I can join them anot :o
Went home to bath and change and rush out -.-
Then weeeeeeeeeeee.
Off we go to Bugis~~~

Lmao, we talked about, ANYTHING. HAHAHA
Super funny plus crappy -.-''

Then met Les at Bugis for a while :o
She want to give ..........................................................~~~
So cool seh, LOL


Then say byebye to her.
Then we walk here and there, here and there.
Then eat then walk here and there, here and there.
Then Bus-ed home, wait here and there, here and there,
Then the bus so SLOW.
Then fong started the, complain to Transport authority thingy,
say their bus timing not accurate one.
SO FREAKING FUNNY LOL.
Then complain IQ and EQ, HAHAHA.

Then blablablabla. Stand for 100 years, leg so tired now.






Then home sweet home,
Off to do maths later T.T...




Never ever take something/someone for granted.
You might regret it.
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~ Just 1 part of my life
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 at 9:50:00 PM

Life is never fair.
If it is fair, it's because you're facing your everything, positively.
Well, that's a good thing.

To be able to think positive, might be quite difficult to some people.
That's when the friends you trust, comes in.
They are the ones that are going to hear you out, support you,
comforting you, giving you advice, doing a lot of stuffs just to make you feel better.
Never ever hide something that's so important and critical from your friends.
Even though you wouldn't feel like saying, your friends and others around you
will gets more sad, feel bad, miserable when they know what happened,
But it's too late.
It's normal for people to worry, because they care.
They really does if they bother to.




The pain of losing someone you love and care, is miserable and very sad..
Trust me, it really is.
Cherish the people around you that you love and care.
Try to be happy everyday and live life to the fullest.

Once lost, it's difficult to get back.
Think twice before you do/say anything.
It might not be the way you wanted things to be.


This is what I call, 1 part of my life.
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~ Small ghost
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 at 9:54:00 PM

If you want it the way you want,
I can grant you that wish.

& I'm better off dead.
Isn't it?
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~ Suki Dakara
at 8:21:00 PM

Ouch. I hurt my right hand, middle finger during P.E -.-
So suay. Middle finger some more, so irritating. LOL
The middle finger bone there is like swollen and blue black :(
Pain like hell.

After school went to study @ XJ's house.
Of course go home and bath first. So sticky.
Then rush here and there -.-''

I didn't really study... Just copy notes LOL.
Then all go do own stuffs. =.=
No mood to study la -.-..




Hais. Why time and things love to crash at me.
WHYYYYY?!?!?!........... Screw it.

So freaking tired now :(
And I'm so dam angry now =_=
Mum keep at there nag nag nag.......
After WHOLE DAY of studying, now asking me to do tution Hw....
Then want me to attend tution tml after school.
Wth. She think I not tired meh? At there scold scold scold.
Study also scold. Never study also scold.
Wtf she want from me? zzzz

I rather after school go out study, don't wanna see her face.
Then late late come home.
Hear her voice also sian. Talk also need talk so loud.
Everyone in the house also not deaf right =_=...
Hais.


Want to dl songs also cannot. All keep torrent =.=
Then the peers 0, Download = 0 speed. Wot teh......
Who knows where can download anime de songs -.-
Desperate to know. VERY -.-





SIGH
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~
Monday, September 15, 2008 at 8:22:00 PM

For no reason, I'm afraid to get what I want.
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~ Endless
at 4:32:00 PM

Pictures that's on 13th Sept.










My favourite!! ♥♥♥
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~ ♥♥
at 12:00:00 AM

Happy 2nd year anniversary
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~ Wot
Sunday, September 14, 2008 at 11:01:00 PM


Sexy moon


Hi, LOL


Damian..


Sharon..


Limei is ....... LOL


Reached Sg @ 8pm.
Rush to meet everyone at circle green ^_^
Happy mooncake festival..

And, I never play and candle and eat any mooncake this year -_-
wot teh fork. LOL
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~ My finale
Saturday, September 13, 2008 at 10:28:00 PM


*peektures will be upload tml*

Went out to meet Yiling, Sharon.
Sad, Ling can't come cause she's sick.. :(
Hope that she had got better already.
Well, nevermind, Next time must hang out with us alright? :)


We went to vivo and walked around...
Then had lunch @ CJ.
Lmao. A lot of flashback seem to run through Sharon & my mind..
HAHAHAHA.
Les called Dino they all and meet us @ City hall.
Ended up, they were not meeting us already :o
Cause Sharon had to reach Woodlands by 7pm.

Went to City hall and went to Mac LOL.
Rest for awhile then went to Toy r us to ask something...
After that, we wander around Suntec...
Bought a dress @ a super cheap price, HAHAHA.
Then Sharon bought a hoodie @ the same price. Teeheeheeeeeeeeee.
All were being imported from Korea de lo.
It's nice ♥♥♥ :E
Then Les is like, super sleepy x.x
The shop clearance is super duper cheap -.-
It's like, when it cost around $39.90+.. Become.. $10/$16!! LOL.
I think is because the place got little people shop at there only..
Then Sharon said that, maybe 2 weeks later, all those new dress
that are hanging inside the shop may become $10/$16 too,
Let's come back 2 weeks later.. LOL.
Anyway, IMO, the apparels are nicer + cheaper than Bugis street & Fareast lo.

After that went to other part of Suntec..
Stepped into a SUPER DUPER ULTRA expensive shop, LOL.
1 shirt/sleeveless shirt cost you a bomb. Ba bomb -.-
Like really, A BOMB IN YOUR WALLET, SO DEEP THAT YOU CAN DIE. LOL

Then we went into Cotton On :o
Woooo. The 3 of us, stood there, choosing colour, size, discussing this and that
for kinda long. LOL. Super hilarious.
Anyway, we bought different colours and decided to wear it on Thurs.
HAHA.
I hope that before Thursday, I can get my cartoon hoodie already :(



Well, today is the first time that I *so called* talked so much with Les, LOL
TEEEHEEEHEEEEEEEE :D










Yawnzxzxzx. Leg tired.
So sad lar, My mum want me to go back Msia tml with the whole family..
But I wanna go celebrate Mooncake festival with Limei and Co D:
Tonight I will sleep SUPER LATE.
Like that, Tml I don't have energy to wake up so early. LOL.
Then.. That's a excuse ^_^

Live one day, Count one day.
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~ My aim for EOY is .....
Friday, September 12, 2008 at 5:57:00 PM


Tsk tsk tsk.

Gotten CA2 result slip today.
Failed 3 subjects. Just a little bit more then pass ler lo.
Mrs Hariz was unhappy with my result manzxzxzx.
I guess I've to spend more time on my maths, science &
combined humanities :/ This is so shit man.

I really have to get serious manzxzxzxzxzx.
xzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx........

And while I was viewing those blogs that viewed my blog..
Something caught my eye......



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TADA, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

It's the skeleton barney. LOL.


& I intended to study @ library with my friend today.
Ended up, never *.*

I spend the rest of my day, lying on the chair,
trying to sleep but phail-ed.
Instead, I lie at there and stare at the ceiling thinking about stuffs.





Yawnzxzx.


**Idk why I've lost my appetite for the whole day!.......
Like so freaking no mood to eat.........
Maybe it's because WY's coffee ice blended, too powerful. LOL!!**
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~ Should I ?
Thursday, September 11, 2008 at 8:50:00 PM

Hmmmm, first two periods of physic..
Mr lee's lesson is really very boring lo. -.-
I wonder how the class tahan....
All he does is, talk talk talk.
Like as if he talk and talk and talk, all of us will understand.
See his face also sian -.- LOL.


So fast thursday liao ~.~ wth!!!
Am still thinking...









I must learn not to give up easily on the things I do...
Must learn how to motivate and encourage myself, LOL.
This morning, the whiteboard got a message written by
Mr idk what, for the whole class. So nice of him, HAHA.
Though I always feel like giving up.. Maybe because I was sad afterall.
I must keep improving myself so people won't be disappointed in me..
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~ Never ending
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 at 9:38:00 PM

Just back from tution not long ago...


Hmmmm... Decided to start studying next week, lol.
Today is such a tired day manzxzxzx.
Got the Buzan mind map course -.-''
Ah... Exams so fast start liao :/ 25th sept !!
Just right after * .

Never attend training today, CMI.


Everyday at home got mum keep nagging at me,
so freaking *stress* & *fan* =.= Can die from madness...
How I wish I can lock myself in one room and just blast
the bloody music and just sleep and heck care everything -.-
If the walls had mouth, my hamsters(all died due to old already;( ) could talk
and to me & understand what I'm talking, that's gonna be great.
I wonder how's all my hammies are doing right now in heaven? LOL.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. Awww, I miss them all.

Yawn. I'm gonna sleep late tonight again.
Idk why, But it just seem that, I had a lot of things & ahead of me, to do.
And I'm so gonna be busy this week.
Never ending works & rantings & problems & thinkings.







All I need is just a lot, a lot of time, to do things right like it was before.
Just give me a little bit more time and I will give you back what it's yours.
Forgive me.
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~ So real yet it's fake
Tuesday, September 09, 2008 at 9:30:00 PM

My leg is seriously dam tired & *sour* these few days...
And it hurts alot :( ...
Sigh. I really hope that my legs would recover fast.

Today never P.E LOL.
Because of my legs, but looking at so many people playing
volleyball, got the 'feel' you know LOL.
So I went to join them.
Ended up, so -.-'' funny.

How I wish I'm seriously sick ._.
Why is it so difficult for me to get sick... Ahhh ._.
I wanna lie on my chair 24/7 w/o thinking anything. LOL.
Tml got 2 periods of chem :( CAN DIE AH!!!
I guess I need to have super duper ULTRA minty mentos to
make me stay awake again.







Life's so sucky with sleepless night.
All the dreams I'm having, is weird and stupid.
But yet, It seems so real that it confuse me, a lot.
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~ I'm seriously tired.....
Monday, September 08, 2008 at 11:04:00 PM

If you feel that I dance like shit, no improvement at all,
love to eat snake, wasting your precious bloody time and energy,
and I'm a hindrance to you or everyone,

Just kick me out.
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~ Exams is around the corner...
Sunday, September 07, 2008 at 9:18:00 PM

Tml is school already........
I'm neither sad nor happy about it.
Just feeling lazy to go to school ~_~

No more maths class with Ms low already!!! SAD t.t
She's giving birth soon already x.x
Have to see Mdm Haslina's face ... -.- eeee.
I DON'T WANT LAR LOL.

Having to think about Ms low....
Time sure fly so fast.
When she came to our school, stomach so flat only. LOL
Now, her stomach so big, giving birth soon!!

I find that this year, the time, fly very very fast.
So fast, gonna be having exams soon..
Plus holiday also coming soon lor :/

Well, I guess it's time for me to get serious and study already..
Idk where I should stay studying from x.x

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I've to stop using comp already...
Then everyday after school go out study..........
Hope that I won't be playing a fool manzxzx -.- LOL
It's difficult for me to get serious studying t.t


Sigh. Bye.
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~ I would not let go
Saturday, September 06, 2008 at 9:39:00 PM

Alright... Alot of things happened during these few days...

Yesterday, which is Friday, wanna ton with sin and les and friends de...

Food and stuffs, all already had been prepared..

Well, I was quite excited about this tonning, Ya, I really am.

It has been ages that I ton and I wanna laugh my hearts out.

At 12pm met up with Limei and gfs to RP to study!!! I MISSED THEM LAA :D

Sadly, we never took any peektures together!!! :<

We was really kinda doing our stuffs.. Then got celebraties walked pass.

I was like 'eh?' I looked at Limei, she was like 'eh?' also LOL.

Our reaction is like dam funny LOL. And yep, It's the wang jian fu and Pornsak

and Idk who, saw 4 celebraties haha.

So we were like stoning, using psp and hp to go online LOL.

Then looked at those celebaties doing their stuffs haha.

Then 3pm already. Everyone left RP and decided what they should go next..

I intend to go Admiralty and buy the HP straps LOL then after that off to tamp.

Limei and girls went off to 883 or 888 to buy some stuffs I think.

So sadly, I have to go to cwp alone after that. Shit, I hate those feelings :(

So I board 168 to tamp.... It sure bring back memories...

Having to look beside me, the seat was so empty....

So empty that I was so down and I felt like crying..

Sigh. Then alighted at tamp library and waited for Sin.

Sin & Edwin and his stead, Jiaying came to fetch me...........

WALK FREAKING FAR LA, COZ EDWIN RIDE HIS 'SAKI' BIKE LOL.

Bo bian, can't take bus. Vroom vroom vroom.

Then Sin went to change then I wanted to go toilet to change into my hoodie..

Scare cold mahhh haha.

Then after that, around 7x or 8x went to Mini cafe, the place where

les's stead & friends worked :o

Sigh. I feel so sorry la......

Because of me, caused so many troubles..

Really very very very sorry sia... HAIS.

So I decided to went home, changed and get all my stuffs that I needed

and went out to find them again lo....

Since my phone also no batt already, I decided to bring another extra phone..

While changing SIM card, I was holding on the card.. Suddenly the bus stop..

The fucking card FLY into the chair slot, I was like OMG and panic.

WHY I SO SUAY TODAY? ZZZZZ

Then asked for help.. The card never come out.. Sigh.. Top up my card and went home again...

Then was gonna cry :( WA LAU SO SUAY LA CAN.

Reached home.. Tried to call Les but she never picked up my phone..

Lucky I save some of my contacts at my phone and My inbox and send

messages are there.. So means I still had their HP no.

So I called them using my sister SIM card, Then Called Hanzi HP

to inform them that I can't go because of my SIM card..

Then was crying already..............

And I offed my hp lo.. Don't really felt like talking at that moment..

Sigh. Why am I like this? I tried not to be like this but I can't....

I know doing this, people would worry more..... Wth I want? ... zzz...

Really felt sorry to Sin and Hanzi for wasting their time waiting.

The more my father scold, I cried more jialat :(

Sigh. Then mum asked him to stop and then mum called the company..

Line tempo close until I gotten new SIM card.................

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Today 9am went to take crew shirts @ paya lebar with MCC LOL.
He super talkative. LOL.
Then stoned at home, used msn for awhile then went off to lie on
my super big chair @ study room..... Sister was doing art..
HER ART IS SUPERB. I can even say that her art is better than mine..
Then me lei... Lie on the chair and think alot of stuffs and fall asleep..
I wanted to read the Doraemon comic book.. But too tired already LOL
Then suddenly wake up LOL. went to take my pillow and sleep lo..
Then sleep again. Quite tiring and slacky at home today..
Then Mum reached home from idk where and went to cwp to
get my new SIM card.... Sian. After 1 or 2 days then will work..

LOL. OREO


Hi, Check out my unglam self. HAHAHA
My siblings and I Oreo.
It's super windy now.. And when they open the window..
I acted like it was a tornado... And fall onto the ground LOL.
Super sianed already.
Ping can be dramatic at times ♥




Well, Memories is a nice thing.
Its your view to judge whether it's good or bad.
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~ 100 years ago
at 1:39:00 PM



100 years ago.
Having to hide at a dark corner, crying.
This is not me.

Sorry.
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~
Friday, September 05, 2008 at 11:03:00 PM

fuck life.
i hurried my way to pasir ris.
i was changing phone... phone no bat..
and the sim card. just drop on the chair slot...

and now im crying like fk.
ppl come help, saydont have.
..........................................................................................

i hate myself...
the worst day ever..

and now parent scold..

..... and all i noe is cry...
i also noe cry cannot solve problems..
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~ Think carefully before you talk
at 11:38:00 AM

Every human has its flaw.

Unless you wanna tell me that you're flawless.
Then you're wrong.

You may think that you and your friends are flawless.
Ya, You and your friends only.

To others, You're VERY FLAWWWWW.

Flaw like hell.
If you have a friend that will never tell you about your flaw,
Your flaw will become so deep that you become so hopeless that
you might never know when is the day, your friends leave you.
Only your friends that know you have flaw will act like you're flawless
will stick with you forever.

Minor flaw are alright.
Major flaw are so-not-alright.

Don't listen and jugde one sided story.
It's a mistake you could make and hurt the other party.
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~ Sakura
Thursday, September 04, 2008 at 10:25:00 PM

I spend my whole day resting at home after all the training I had, last night.
Well, hope things will soon get better for Damian.
Jyjy in HSB :)

My tooth that's way at the back is hurting like helllllllll.
SO PAINFUL T.T IT JUST FEEL LIKE MY GUM IS COMING OUT LOL.
Ouch. Hope it will get well soon? lol.
No way I'm going to dentist -.-


HI, DUE TO BOREDOM, IM WATCHING SAKURA LOL.

alright. bye.
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~ Copy-shit.
at 1:49:00 AM

Don't be one kind of copy shit ass of someone's.
It gives the person a bad impression of you.

It's common sense.
You're not bored of it,
but the person knowing it, is really, B-O-R-E-D of it.
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~ The sadness only made me feel worst...
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 at 4:45:00 PM

It's a dream I can't let go.


Inside me, I'm crying and sad.
Somehow rather, I couldn't let it out.
I want it to go away and never come back to me again.
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~ N level..........
Tuesday, September 02, 2008 at 10:23:00 PM

Good luck and Jiayou to all those that are having N level Exams.

Please triple check your papers.
Please don't sleep.
Please don't cheat.
Please don't peep.
Please go toilet before your paper.
Please get all needed stuffs ready before going out.
Please don't forget to bring stationery.


Next year is my turn. Remember to remind me alright?

LOL.
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~ To hell, hell no.
at 8:08:00 PM

The mind map course was kinda boring...
Although time fly very fast... Very very fast.

After school went home and then went to Paya Lebar to make 50% deposit.
$80 sio. LOL. Carry so much money on me is like so, uncomfortable.
Yay, by sunday or monday can get crew T shirt liao.
Lucky I ask that uncle to show me all the T shirt size....
Ask him got female size a not, He said a no. LIKE OMG LA.
In the Email say got Female size =.=...
So I took a look at it.... S = SUPER BIG DRESS FOR ME -.-
So I end up getting.. XXS. HAHA,

Then at Cwp saw Sherlyn and chatted a bit..



So tired.... sigh.
Just remembered that I got maths tution tml.................
HAIS. WHY MUST CRASH WITH MY DANCING TIME... :(..

And not forgetting..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUNG MIN, WO AI NI. LOL

Thanks for hearing out my troubles :)
Thanks for the advice you gave me.
I appreciate it a lot.
And lastly, I'm happy to have you as a friend

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~ HATE
Monday, September 01, 2008 at 9:55:00 PM

I'm so * sad and piss off now :(

Today is father de birthday.
Which IDK about it.
Cause I don't have the habit to remember people's bdae.
But of course I only bother to remember some people de bdae.

After singing birthday song....
My mother asked whether he wanna make any wish.
He said "I got good news". Of course everyone will be like O.O
Then he said "If you get 1st in class or test, will get money".
Cause last week, My 2nd sister got full marks in maths 35/35.
And there she go, she gets $35. Of course I shock lar. But not much lar.
Anyway she so hardworking, sure deserve it de lar.
Then I think is CA2 or what, Her position in class is 1st.
And there she goes again, she gets $50.

I was like ... ? And my 3rd sister is like whisper to me and said something.
Which idk what, cause I wasn't paying any attention to her.
And of course will get jealous lar but happy for her also luh.

But then I just feel so * sad, LIKE SERIOUSLY, VERY ______.
Then I just faster eat cake and take my PJ walked to the toilet and bath :(
I feel so * sad for no reason why and I just cry like asdksfjhjdsfsdf.
Sigh...

Everything also first. everytime the mouth say do our best.
do do do. do our best, also useless.
he won't say anything. just shut up and sign then the record card put there.
not even a word of well done or encouragement.
Even if we had so called communication problems also dont need liddat right.
everytime we talk, need me to tell my mother, my mother tell my dad.
my dad tell her, my mother tell me.

sigh. now i have to act like im so freaking normal.
holding my tears and stuffs...........................

ya right.... money for encouragement...
right now i just feel like, so * useless.
like i'm such a 'nothing' in his eyes.

No, I don't feel any encouragement at all. not-at-all.
I just feel like hating you, like mad.
I just feel so being pulled down by you. so sad.


so freaking sad :( ...
i wont ever cry in front of my parents.
because i don't like to talk about my problems with them.
so they know, n o t h i n g about me and i don't even want them to
know a n y t h i n g about me.

all they care is they own * thinkings.
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~ Rotting to death
at 8:13:00 PM

F> people to pei me go paya lebar to order some thingy on TUES.

Today I did nothing much.
For god knows why I woke up so early today.
Then I just stare comp, Comp stare me.
Then stoned....


AND STONE AND STONE AND STONEEEEEEEEEEE....

Until.. When I saw the Big photo frame that I bought at Ikea with my family..
Then an idea struck me.


*sorry, I ♥ my PJ too much* LOL

TADA.


I'm still waiting for more pictures to be taken with MANY PEOPLE :D
Like belle, limei, and alot laaaa LOL.

This is what I called, B O R E D O M.


Alright. Enough of my nonsense.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'M SIAN UNTIL I CAN DO CRAZY#$#^%$#@$@##$%#%#$%#% :(


Deh is such a girl loser nowww. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Cheer up la. Don't let * own you la. LOL.
You must fight for JUSTICE AND EQUALITY LOL.



Okay.................





































































I so sian. Any games/anime to intro? =.= Anyone?
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