还不能接受事实，
我的心还在骗自己。
我真的不知道要做什么。
骗到，我自己都感到累了，
真的真的很累。。。
我还会坚持笑的。
他开心就好^^
我伤心，是小事。
我真的。。。很想你。。


goodedluckwithyourprelim:o
okay..hopehedoesn'tfallaslpLOL

:)
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My hair, this is so depressing.
It became shorter when I asked her to trim and cut the sides only.
Now, It feels so weird.
Like as if I got hair problems, so litle hair. LOL

Today is also like, super hot.
The heat is simply unbearable =.=
Seriously, I don't really get the main point of having NE festival -.-

Somehow, some of the the prefects gotten a bit kinda haywire?
Like obviously, almost everyone will talk.
They think they shout got use.
Some more 1 shout, then another 1, then another 1 =.=
Man, this is so ......... I don't know what.
I mean like come on lar, face the facts manzxzxzxzx.
You all shout is useless.
Teachers shout got use ^^ LOL
Because IT IS the facts, you cannot change the facts,
Because IT really is the facts! LOL.


Alrighty, enough.


yesterdaynight,
ithoughtitwasyou.
iwassupershock.
myheartbeatskippedabeat.
butdisappointing,itisntyou.. 0 comments
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Well well well,
Tml's the day that I decided to open my blog to public again.

Anyway, don't click July archives if you have VERY VERY LAGGY COMP :o
I'm sure you'll lag like mad.
There's a lot of pictures, lol.


Sianed. I failed so many tests -.-'' LOL.
I wanna make a deal with my mom regarding my results for EOY soon. HAHAHA.
I must buck up, MUST MUST MUST :/..
But everything seems SO SO SO difficult for me. Ohwwwww :(

I doubt so that tution would help me.
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Habataitara modorenai to itte
Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora
Kanashimi wa mada oboerarezu
Setsunasa wa ima tsukami hajimeta
Anata e to idaku kono kanjou mo
Ima kotoba ni kawatteku
Michi naru sekai no yume kara mezamete
Kono hane wo hiroge tobi datsu
Habataitara modorenai to itte
Mezashita no wa aoi aoi ano sora
Tsuki nuketara mitsukaru to shitte
Furikiru hodo
Aoi aoi ano sora
Aoi aoi ano sora
Aoi aoi ano sora

You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You’ve yet to learn what sadness is
And are now just grasping what pain is like
Even the feelings I have for you
Must be expressed in words
As you awake from a dream into an unknown world
Spread your wings and take flight!
You say if you could fly, you’d never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You know if you can just make it through, you’ll find what you seek
So keep trying to break free
to that blue, blue sky
to that blue, blue sky
to that blue, blue sky

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I'm too lazy to resize much of the pictures already -.- So just bear with it.


I like this picture :D


Hmmm... LOL


















































LOL. Xj wanted to make us look ghostly WITH MY HAIR. -_-


Sharon wanna rob people. LOL


Shiying ^_^


Instead of eating much, we're drinking alot of soup and water =.=...


Ping says: I'm too full to eat. Don't force me already *going to cry face* LOL











I really don't know I should hate my hair or like my hair.






12 girls squeezing into 1 room =.=


sexy :x LOL














LOL!!!


I laughed at this. LOL











Hi Karhui :D



Last picture,

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And dance forever on my own.
Forever and forever~

Pictures will then uploaded on Monday.



How much I think, I'm still here.
How much I do, I'm still here.
If I don't have a heart, Maybe I'll be there.
Life is weird. 0 comments
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Well, I really hate bored-ness.
It's always making me feel, dying.

Let's have some make over again for my blog.
Time to work.

Watching anime is one way to cure my thinkings. 0 comments
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Tired. Will update tml. 0 comments
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Nothing yet a lot of things to say.

I wonder why everyone's birthday is always being celebrated so well,
with so so so many people, receiving many and big presents.

Mine isn't like them. Not at all.
No, I'm not satisfied with the way my good friends celebrated with me all this while.
I just wanted to know why their's is always way better than mine.
My birthday is only celebrated starting from Sec 2... Yes, I want to thank them.
At least, there's a cake and a few friends sitting with me, eating the cake. haha.

Maybe that's why I don't bothered to give any birthday presents to anyone.
Neither do I remembered their birthday.



Every year, despite being treated as a normal day for me,
It's actually a 'nevermind-used-to-it-sianed-sad-moodless-disappoint-stoned' day.
Sometime, I don't even feel like having a birth date.


Why bothered to when I'm not bothered to.
I don't bothered to, then they're bothered to.
When I'm always trying to be bothered to, in the end,
I'm the one feeling the pain.

When I'm really bothered to, I always act I'm not bothered about it..
But actually, I did mind about it, every single thing, everyone, alot...

I'm just a two face monster.
Everyone could only see one.
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Sasori so kawaii nehhhh. LOL.
In order to let time pass faster, I have been watching naruto shippuden. >_>
It was nice. VERY NICE & EXCITING :D HAHAHA.
Sasori so pro and evil can -_-....


Anyway, I've been 'struggling' a lot in my studies.
Not really, struggling. I'm just so lazy to study. No heart to study.
I just feel so, stoned, sleepy, dreaming, sad.
I also don't want to be like this.

But sigh. Life is hard.
Everytime I feel like I'm such a extra among them.
They got a lot of common things to talk about.
Then they talked so much things among themselves.
So many so-called 'secrets'.
Then I'm just a _____________???
Okay, I also don't know what the blank stand for. lol.

Boo life. Booo life :( BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LIFE :(((((


I wanna walk with everyone but it's not easy to do so.
Everyone is 'parted'.
I just go to either side when I feel neglected..

I know this sound a bit weird.
That's why I'm always in the middle, never will be closed to anyone...
Even if I want to, Maybe they wouldn't want to. 99/100.




I'm feeling, so stress now... 0 comments
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Watching this, doing that, It always remind of you.

I miss you a lot ♥ 0 comments
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Boku wa naita.

Standing from here, I always thought it is gonna look so clear soon and always.
But, actually, It's way too far away.
I tried many ways to struggle out from it, but I can't.

Because I bothered to.


Is there anything I can do to stop the pain, besides crying?
Crying makes me feel such a loser.
But I'm really sad and lonely at that moment.
Why?!.. WHY???!...
But, nevermind. It's not the first time.

Is there another alternative route for me?




I always lied to myself. So I will feel better, a way to comfort myself.
Will this go on forever?
Hmmmmm...

Yes, I will continue and continue and continue and continue and continue~~ 0 comments
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Sian-ed.

So difficult. 0 comments
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Friday: Never update because too tired.

Had charity bazaar. Our plates running out like mad =.=
Then no more plates. Cannot sell nachos. LOL
This is so ridiculous lar =.=
I did nothing much though. Just slacking around,
helping classmates when they need help.

After school went home.
Went out again to watch The dark knight. It's was quite okok.
Batman so cool!!! hahaha.
Me, Clare, Shann, XJ, CM, Roxanne, Troy, Damien and Adam
went to watch tgt.
The joker is like seriously so scary -_-
To me, watching movie is like, cannot relaxed at all LOL.
It just made me get so tensed up because there's alot of 'scaring' part -.-
Owwwwwwwwwwwwww.



Right now, I'm feeling sad inside me. 0 comments
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Charity bazaar.
I'm dying from all the staybacks in school -.-
So freaking tired and busy :( 0 comments
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I really wonder what will I gonna be doing in the future...

The moment I think about it, I just get so down.
I don't know why though.

Think of past also want to cry,
think of future also want to cry...
This is so sick....
I really feel like killing myself so I won't have this feeling ever...

I keep thinking that I'm not pretty like others,
not smart like others,
not rich like others,
not pro like others,
not lucky like others,
not blablablabla....
I cannot do this and that.

I wanna get out of this kind of thinking..
But I don't know how.
Sometime, I really like I wanna rely on someone...
It's so difficult to stand on my own.

I want to be 16 fast...
So I can go out and work then got money to spend on my own..




What can I do? 0 comments
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I still miss you a lot :(..
This is for you. ♥ 0 comments
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Me: SAVE ME. LOL


Owwww.. CM forcing me to eat T_T


Man... I'm being dragged...


See, they two bullied me LOL.
Then the other two take pictures like hell LOL.






Heyhey.

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