恋は思案のほか。

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~ Happy birthday to rose :)
Monday, June 30, 2008 at 8:33:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROSE :D













Seriously, am I very white? =.=
You see the pictures, I'm so freaking white -.-

Watched the movie Get Smart today.
It was a very funny movie, haha.
You guys should watch it lol.


Happy birthday to Rose,
Hope you everyday healthy,
Wishes and dreams come true ^^
Must study hard uhhh~




I don't believe
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~ Sighhhh
Sunday, June 29, 2008 at 8:11:00 PM

PHAIL.

Man, It's so difficult to hack into my phone -_-
Instructions so chim also zzz.

Halfway through only T_T....

No matter what, I'm gonna hack till I success LOL.
This phone is gonna stick with me for 1yr and so...................
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~ I'm so dead
at 2:59:00 PM

The Iphone/Ifish Theme caught my eye.
It was so dam pretty and cool.

So now, I'm hacking into my phone. Yay?
This is so stupid.

Man, I must learn more about hacking. LOL.
But it was really really a nice theme.

Dam you, LG.

But it still rocks ^^ LOL.







Sigh... It takes MILLIONS of steps just to put in a few bloody theme into my phone -.-

Once it screw up, my phone is over ^_^




Goodluck to me-hhhh
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~ Mercy
Friday, June 27, 2008 at 2:16:00 PM



Owwwww. School make my eyes look like shit.
Everyday bag heavy like siao.
I will grow tall? Wait long long.

Shorty ugly ass.
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~
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 at 2:59:00 PM

I won't leave the song.
I will repeat and till I'm perfect,
Till, I can find it's broken patch,
Searching ways to fix it,
Then I will stop at 18.

But, I already know the..
Answers.
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~ How's school for you today? fine?
Monday, June 23, 2008 at 11:14:00 PM

Sigh. Sunday off comp then went to sleep at 11pm :/
Couldn't sleep at all.
I just feel so sad, so lonely, feel like dying for no reason.

Tried all ways to sleep =.=
In the end, I fall asleep.
Then bad dream zzzz. Wake up and cry t.t
Look at the time, SO HOLY CAN =.=
2.45AM ONLY!! -.-

This is when I feel so speechless.


I dream that me and my friends playing so nice together
then suddenly 1 guy die. then
a pot which is the size of hand palm, it got
legs, got mouth can talk =.= got eyes.
LOL. then the pot and my friends tried to kill me =.=
then i call for help, 1 of my friend from the house come see
then don't believe me. then after that they tried killing me again
then she finally believe then she distract them then
pull my hand and run =.=
then she run so fast, never wait for me.
then i so scare, leg shaking, run so slow. then crying.
then take mrt, then i wake up.
WTF LOL.
It's a brief of what I dream.
It was really really very scary zzzz.


School........... was quite ok I think...............................................
Then after that 1.30 got assembly,
then the principal blablablablablablablabla alot of craps =.=
ALOT.
i doubt so everyone listen =.= ''pretend to listen' then got LOL.
then talk talk talk, then blablablabla until 2.35pm.......
man, i wanna throw my shoe on them pl0x LOL.

Bo bian lar, everyone face jitao sian sian, very speechless =.=








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~ T__T
Sunday, June 22, 2008 at 7:40:00 PM

Every night, I don't fail to think about the past.
It consist a lot of different emotions.

Having to think about past,
I happen to think how I'm such a bad sister in the past, HAHAHA.

Well, Because I'm afraid of thunder and lightning and the 'woo' sound which is the wind LOL,
Every night when I need to go to toilet, I will either wake my 2nd sis or 3rd sis up to
accompany me to the toilet, ^_^
Then all stand close each other and walk together to the toilet LOL.
I'm laughing now la LOL. =.=
Okay, Then because the wind keep woo woo woo.
I'm normally the 1st one to use the toilet then run to bedroom, LOL.
If not, When my sis switch off light, i will suddenly ''BOO''
then she cry and complain to mum ._.
Then I kena scolding *.* LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAA.
But no lar, Now no more liao f3. I good jiejie okay. LOL.


Sigh.
School's tml :/ .........


AKA MY DOOM DAY. LOL
shhhhhh-hhhhhave mehhhhhh LOL
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~ Nothing
Saturday, June 21, 2008 at 3:09:00 AM

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~ That's me.
at 1:18:00 AM

I leave MVO because I myself have enough problems.
I don't wanna add up any more.
Is this reason enough for you already? zzz.



Every night I couldn't sleep.
I'm a person that love to think.
No choice, I can't help it.
Don't bother telling me what to do.
I'm sick of every night, having the problems of sleeping.
How I wish there's only day, no night.



I know myself better than you.
You don't even know me so freaking well.
You're not even my closest friend.
So don't act like you know anything nor alot of things.







I don't like new feelings.



That's me and you can't change anything about me
And I won't let you do that to me neither.

I choose who I want to listen to.
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~ GM
Thursday, June 19, 2008 at 4:14:00 PM

Looking for FEMALE[s] friends that are interested to be a GM in a maple private server.
I'm not going to expose what server is it (for some personal reason)
But if you're interested, please do leave a tag or msn me. Thanks.



I'm posting about this here because
I'm lazy to ask my EVERY female friends in msn LOL.
Best, the girl is my friend lar ^^
If i'm not wrong, There're 2 slot available for female GM slot.
There's too many male GM already. Lack of Female GM.

The server is getting more and more crowded.
So more help is needed.
Do tag me/msn me.
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~ i wonder...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 at 8:33:00 AM

I keep running away from reality, so?
just let me be like this...




Sometime I feel like getting myself injured, landing in hospital,
so my friends will pay attention to me.

I just want to feel of being cared again...
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~ His beginning
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 at 3:24:00 PM

Sick, fever, stomach ache , dizzy.


take care, my friend.
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~ Unknown
Saturday, June 14, 2008 at 11:32:00 PM

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~ One day, you will come back right?
at 11:57:00 AM

How I wish I would never wake up from the dream...

Of course I know its impossible that it will happen..
But of course I wish it will happen la.. lol.




Sigh..
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~ Darkness
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 at 8:43:00 PM



Tried Hero at another private server.
It was awesome!! LOL. I mean the job, not the server/people inside.
Somehow the people inside gave me a feeling that they hated me or something.
Not all of cause. I rather be guildless and alone. So pathetic right, I know.
The server got like not more than 10 players I think.
Nevermind, I guess I'm gonna jump to another server again.



Well, I hope CZ will be alright.
Yep, I know how it feels.
Chill manzxzxzxzxzx!!
Don't emo hor.
















































































When I miss you, I'm smiling but feeling sad.
Night is the worst period of everyday.
Is it so hard to get back again?
I miss you, alot...
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~ 150906
Monday, June 09, 2008 at 4:56:00 PM



Movied on sat.
Msia on sun.
Traffic jam me frpm 9pm-12.50am.
I've gone crazy.
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~ Twinkle twinkle little star...
at 1:55:00 AM





























































































































I don't know.
Don't ask me.
Why?
I'm so far away from everyone...
hwfkingsadiam
i'm not brave, so?
i cry la, bodoh zzz


fyi: i ain't a emo. and stop saying i'm emo. i don't like it. get it?
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~
Saturday, June 07, 2008 at 3:00:00 AM

I'M REALLY VERY SAD NOW....
i'm crying like fk.



all those sadness and angry i bear inside me.
you think i very happy?

do you know how much i feel like using a knife and injure myself now?
and just bang a wall ?




..........................................................
no i nvr blame you.

i blame myself.
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~ Why is there no one there for me when i'm really sad?...
at 2:44:00 AM

I'm freaking disappointed and sad.


When is the day you finally learn and get what you're doing?
I don't ask for much.

I don't need you, as my friend, to be perfect neither.






Just a friend that can give in to people sometimes and know when to stop talking.
When you're in the wrong, just admit it.
No one will be criticizing you, scolding you. It's just a small matter.


I wish you can learn not to insult people anymore.
People have feelings. You DO have feelings too right? Right? ...
Spare a thought for people around you. Everyone have a brain.


You wanna say me also can. I don't mind.
Knowing you attitude, I SURE GIVE IN to you one. What you scare?
You don't need to say till my friends right?
Don't do and say things till so far and excessive too.




Stop making things so difficult for me.
I'm just wasting my tears on you.






















I'm really, disappointed in you..


When is the day u will change and be sensible enough??...
And please, fighting don't solve anything.
If you really wanna fight, tell me, I let u stand there let u box, till u happy okay?
Please don't let me friend involve because I don't like it.
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~ Everything changes, I can't cope
Friday, June 06, 2008 at 5:24:00 PM

Yesterday went to play pool at Yishun safra.

With, Joey, Clare, Alvin, Troy, Kar hui. lol.






So long since I laughed so much x.x hahaha.
Oh well.











uoyssimllitsI
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~ Ping
Wednesday, June 04, 2008 at 8:23:00 PM




Added 3 new songs, enjoy.
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~ Bad dreams...
at 2:30:00 PM




I don't wanna be replaced by another person, in your all heart.
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~ Tell me to die please
Monday, June 02, 2008 at 10:46:00 PM




My teeth is like, dropping soon.

I have difficulty eating =.=
It's so freaking pain.
When I use my tongue and touch it, it bleeds T-T


And I once dream that(few days ago), I was shuffling =.= LOL.
THE STUPIDEST DREAM I HAD LOL.
Why on earth would I dream that I'm shuffling LOL.








I'll never visit the dentist :(
But it hurts like hell :(
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~ Life
at 1:55:00 PM


FYI: I'm not a maple addict ya :)



Sorry for the lack of updates.

Don't really feel like blogging anymore.
But nope, I'm not gonna quit blogging :)
Just maybe few days late update.






Hmmmmm. Life?

Still having problems that I can't sleep at night. So wth right?
Then everyday 4am plus then go sleep.
Then lie on bed, cannot sleep.
Then I just keep stare here and there. Think here and there.
Then I drown myself with 98.7fm -.-
Till morning I'm awake....

Maybe, I'm gonna have hearing problems soon :O
Lucky it doesn't happen on sch days I guess.
Cause I believe my conduct will be sure real bad.
And maybe my result will be like.... Last few LOL.
Anyway I done very badly in midyear.
27/44 for class position. HAHAHA.
I guess I have to catch up alot in studies and life soon.

Nvm... I'm gonna take up tution soon.. sigh.




Anyway I'm working soon I guess :O
To kill my boredom and time will fly faster.


















Don't worry, I know who bothers to care, who doesn't.
I do bother to care for some people. But if that person don't wanna care,
The message you're telling me is, Get out from my life and stfu.
Simple as that. Don't worry, I will. You have a life to live too, I guess.


Yawn.
Life is so like fucking hell for me :O
But who cares. I still have to be tough, isn't it?
Yes, I'm super duper sad. But what can I do?
Till now, I don't even know what to do.
I don't know what are my plans.
And no, I'm not emo.
It's sad. Sadness that you can cry anytime. Get it?
I swear I'm crying now. And I don't know why I'm crying.


I thought of this.
Even a simple word "thank you" is hard for me to say in rl.
I don't know why too and I did asked myself that too -.-''
It's not that I don't wanna say thank you.
It's just that, I don't dare or something lol.
At least, I ALWAYS TRY to. lol.







































































Screw you, Life.
I hate my life.

Don't bother to console me or comfort me, you're just wasting your energy.
If it's so easy and useful, I swear I will be so fucking carefree.
Because I already feel so emptied...


Let me repeat this, I'm not emo :)
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~ Sigh..
Sunday, June 01, 2008 at 2:37:00 AM

Yawn. Finally lvl till 200 at 2.33am T_T..

Some idiots think their dmg pwn =.=''
I asked them if they mind cc cause I wanna reach 200 fast.
I also never say cannot fight here right.
Just asking them can cc anot what...........

1 ______ jitao reply, shut up plz, theres only 3 ch.

I was like ................... FED UP.

Also don't need reply until like that right.
WAIT I SCROLL ALL MY ITEM THEN I GO KS THEM LIKE MAD.
Anyway their dmg so sai. Ks also ks lose...




I WANNA BOX THEIR FACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PLEASE. =.=.........










Ahhh.........
I now very angry and sad =.=................................... VERY.

Nvm. Its ok...
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