Hi sexahs.

Yesterday evening started to play maple private server LOL.
I'm so freaking bored so I decided to try it out.
And yea, thanks alvin for helping :O

Was kinda fed up about how the hell to set up -.-''







Then I play cleric :O
And now I'm lvl 191 bishop ^_^
Sibei nice please. LOL.

Top 30 liao :X HAHAHA.

Gonna update more later :)



























It's okay, I'm always being forgotten.
I'm used to it.
Seriously, I am.
So don't worry, I'm always alright, I swear.

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She pwn please :D


Gotten new psp games.
Super nice and fun to play ^_^
Way better than DJmax2 & Bleach, I guess.


Every night is so pathetic please -.-
Can't even sleep.
I could only sleep only music :(
No music no sleep.

Then I have to wait till I fall asleep which is like 2am? 3am?!
Yesterday 4am sleep, then roll on the bed till like don't know what time then fall asleep :(

I tried to stop thinking about stuffs, but it just keep appearing in my mind -.-
EVEN IN MY DREAMS ALSO =.=
I got like SUPER WEIRD dreams also LOL.
Can you imagine how miserable every night is? :(
From not sad also can become sad -.-






SIAN.
Cousins came over to sg and gonna stay with us for like 2 days ._.
Buay tahan..........


Nvm, at least I got my psp to survive the night with me.
I guess I have to find new psp games every week.
pon pon pata pon. pata pata pata pon.

























































Sigh.............
I guess I have to do it. 0 comments
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I can read, bodoh.

Still, know. 0 comments
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Audi the whole day.
Sian bodoh.




I'm ex -wishing- D:
I'm currently --momoAITA.

Feel like quitting guild already, lol x.x.
Dead members and exp to build one D: 0 comments
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Went out today.
Wanted to bring les to the food festival one :O
Then her things kena delayed @_@
And it's ok lar les :D

So I stoned at expo waited for 2hrs LOL.
Don't worry, I'm not bored :)
Saw 2 cute lil small girl playing together.
So SUPER DUPER CUTE can?! LOL.
It just makes me feel like playing with them, HAHAHA.

Lucky I got bring my books out man,
Reader digest :O Then read lor.
Then wait till 5pm, Then go home already lor lol.





Then while walking home at my blocks,
I saw all my mum's friends and so many kids + my siblings,
They are........... BBQ-ing -.-''... FOR FUN. -.-....
Of course I say hi, and sit there and wait and eat and
then byebye :E LOL!
Anyway, only the aunties is BBQ-ing LOL.
Then all the kiddies and I eat ^_^ shuang! HAHAHA





















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Hi, I can be emotional at times.

My stomach hurts like hell.
It just keep killing me for nothing. Ouch :< ... 0 comments
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Through the night,
It's so miserable and useless of thinking of how sad I am.
I still doesn't know what to do...

It was so sudden that I just cry non-stop,





Many reasons...
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I'm like missing my hammys now :(
And yep, missing some humans too.


My stomach is like so pain for days.
I guess maybe is because I never eat much, lol.




My dad is so weird.
He bought a car. Me and my mom is like so surprised. LOL.
You see, he got a motorbike already.
What's the point of buying a car, lol.
And I doubt so he'll be so free to send everyone to school LOL.
Like send my small brother to school - Fuchun pri.
Next, 3rd small sister - Siling pri.
Third, 2nd small sister - Woogrove sec.
Lastly, ME :E LOL. -Eversucks sec.
This is like so cool manzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx.


Well, I believe having a car is so much better to travel to msia...

So is this another reason that makes me wanna go msia more often?
NO NO NO,
WAIT LONG LONG MANZXZXZXZXZX -.-'' LOL.




LES~~~ T.T LOL
Les went to Bangkok this afternoon D:
Will be bringing her to food festival once she arrive Sg on the 27th :D
I MISS HER MANZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX!!!
Hope she don't get lost at there -.-'' LOL :X
And when she came back, hope she become a super duper happy girl ^_^







This is so stupid and retarded.
I dream that someone was happily telling me that Lenalee's hair became long again.
(Lenalee is a anime character from D.Gray Man, can't believe I dream of anime -.-'')
LOL. I was trying to recall who is the one that told me that.
Sad, Can't recall. HAHAHAHA.
I will be like, Why the hell are you in my dream telling me this? LOL.


Anyway,
I have never ever travel to somewhere in a plane before.
15years of living on this darn earth man.
I guess I will have to be like some of my friends,
Disturbing my parents, I wanna go blablabla can? *puppy eyes* LOL.
Just kidding. Nah, I won't.
They wanna agree a not, is also up to them.
Cause I believe I will be crying at night, thinking how much I miss my friends and someone!
I know this is so lame and retarded LOL.
But I can't help it manzxzxzxzxz, I'm like this. HAHA.










Yawn, So tired.
I'm off to sleep awhile...





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Howiwishiamblind,ass.







he love sasa o.o











Because that's from there and here. 0 comments
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Today is road run @ bishan park.
Never go LOL.

Because I know that IT'S GONNA BE LIKE SUPER HOT -.-''
Some more no shelter one.........
Sure sweat like hell and I 100% sure cannot tahan =.=



Stoned at home the whole day long. Super duper sian.

Browse blogshop for awhile.
Was looking at make up thingy for eyes.
Then suddenly I was like thinking,
I hardly see people apply RED/YELLOW/ORANGE eye shadows O_O
Hardly see shops sell red,yellow,orange eye shadows also =.='' lol.
Myabe it does have, just that I never notice only, haha.




So bored :<

And sigh, -.-
I FORGET WHAT I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT AGAIN =.=





I got super duper powerful S.T.M & my things always go missing -.-'' 0 comments
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When is the whole world gonna end?


How I wish, the moment I close my eyes at night,
Everything, everyone, even myself will be gone.












Every sad happening is affecting me too much,
Letting go is such a hard task for me already..

Can't I just have the past back again?
I don't need the past anyway,
I just need you......
So many things seems to be fading away too...
Leo..
Sharon...

Where are you?...
I'm so sad now... i'm not lying...












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Yay, more sales sales sales.
Click on the picture to see what brand are on sales.


Source from: http://simply-me-simplicity.blogspot.com/2008/05/adidas-loreal-sale.html 0 comments
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Today is like so hot.

I was kinda tired today manzxzxzxzxzxzx.



I was more of like, sleeping in school.
It's like only in the morning, yet,
It's like so super hot =.=

But once I land on my head on the table,
I just fell asleep. LOL.
I couldn't sleep at night lar.
It's so warm and I was thinking lots of stuff.
Tried listening to music, also doesn't work :/

So I've to wait until I'm super tired to fall asleep -.-.....
Miserable night. Ahhhhhhh.
How I wish I'm like super sensitive to bed.
Once I touch/lie on the bed, straight away fall asleep. LOL


Then went to AVA room to do survey and
watch some kind of cartoon Bee movie.




Course course course.......
Remedial remedial remedial.........
And what I scare most is CAMP.
Having camp in school = hell -.-

Last year, went to interact camp.
Clare accompanied me to go, lol.

Everyone have to Q up & wait for their turn to bath!
Limited time to bath. LOL.
During sleeping time is like the WORST of all T_T
Sleeping on the chair = backache -.-...
Handphone also cannot use. Super bored.
Some more, don't really know everyone.
So it's like, Clare face me, I face Clare, LOL.
Then need to wake up so early in the morning.
Then do MANY MANY MANY EXERCISE.
Crazy manzxzxz -.-




After school, COURSE :(
Everytime is me me me.
Me do this, me do that.
I join whatever thing, in the end also I suffer.
Seriously, I feel that I'm so darn stupid =.=

The lecturer talk also very boring one.
Talk talk talk, I jitao eyes closing soon.
Buay tahan, I use hand cover my eyes and support my head LOL.
Then I sleep LOL.


Then at 6pm released.
Saw a huge dead bee or something.
It's like as big as your house key + fat.
Then I was like telling clare,
If this thing chase me and even I'm like SUPER TIRED or no energy,
I WILL RUN LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. LOL.


Then I'm like super sad when I reach home =.=
Don't know why also. lol.
I went online then went to eat ice cream lols.
And sorry if I offended some people by the way I answered your questions.
Can't help it :(





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Tonight, I have to complete the course ws thingy.
Have to sleep late at night again.

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Anyway, Here's some local events for ya all to attend/go/visit if you're interested.
All these are events for 23rd May - 31st July.
If you wanna know more, you may click on tittle for details.

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Hello peeps.


Today, for the whole day,
Don't know why my stomach hurts so much -.-''

Then everyone just keep laughing while chatting. lol.
CM lor, keep laugh D: make me laugh also LOL.
Today is like so freaking hot =.= buay tahan.



This is so irritating.
I thought/planned what to blog for today.
Yet, I can't remember -_-

And yep, It's a longgggg post that I'm planning to write
But I can't just remember lar. LOL.


Holiday is coming soon...
Or maybe, for some, now, IT IS already holiday. LOL












Holiday....













What are your holiday plans?
-Play online games all the way?
-Run away from home? LOL
-Hanging out with friends everyday?
-Stone at home all day long........?



I'm gonna do something to my hair manzxzxzxzx! HAHAHA.
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When can I let it all out, crying to the sky?


I'm just waiting for the day that I'm gonna fall.


Everything changes too fast for me,
I've no idea how to cope on it,

But just knowing how to act tough on the outside.






Inside me, I'm really miserable and sad,
Just so sad that anything that happen, doesn't matter much anymore...

Can anyone imagine how it really feels like?


I can't cut myself, do silly things, right?
Everyone will just, OMFG, you're just so stupid and pathetic to do that.

Anyway, I don't think doing stuffs above will help.
If it really does, I don't mind doing it you know.















It's a feeling that's hard to be describe.
That is why, It's hard to understand humans. 0 comments
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I went to town; far east today.
Walk and walk and walk.

I actually wanted to go and find les, LOL.
But can't, must really go find stuffs for my thingy T_T.

So wth manxzxzxzxzxzxz.
I told myself I must not spend money on items today LOL.
I wanna get patent heels.
Okay.... This is so stupid.
Small until cannot zai small.
If not, BIG UNTIL CANNOT ZAI BIG =.=
Don't have just nice de lei. Irritating.
I got pointed patent heels already :E
So I'm gonna get one of those that's below!





So nice right, with leggings. Haha.
Too bad, I got short legs. LOL. HAHAHA.
Some more, I'M NOT TALL. Just pathetic 156cm -.-''

Anyway, I didn't buy anything.
Yep, I found the stuffs I planning to make already.
But I needa do some designing first. >: sad.



Only ate dinner for today.
And I got cough already~ D:

Painted my nails in shining gold. LOL
But it look, SO NOT OBVIOUS LEI. IRRITATING. LOL.
Last year I saw a girl de nails, her nails,
SIBEI SHINY GOLD LOR! It's like O_O and super nice...

After I paint my nails, I finally understand why shops sell glitter -.-.
I need to pour glitter on it, So IT CAN SHINEXZXZXZXZ.
Okay, something new I learnt today. HAHAHA.



Mum's away to malaysia.
Left 2nd sis and me at home.
It was quite okay anyway.

I did some reflection on myself in the train today. Haha.
I was so mean and rude to mum this few days :/
Just because I can't handle my anger properly lar.
Mum treats me so nice, buy whatever I want.
I still treat her like this. This is when I feel like banging the wall.
And I was kinda sad with my past actions luh. :(...

Well, life is unpredictable.
We'll never know what would happen the next second.
So, I tell myself, Whenever she ask me question,
I MUST ANSWER POLITELY. Haha.
I dislike people repeating question again and again.
That's why =.='' lol.




Because I lost someone I love...
If I can turn back the time, I swear I will cherish him fully...

Because this is something that happened to me,
I regretted this through out my whole life...









Because, I don't wanna move on with my life,

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