恋は思案のほか。

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Monday, April 28, 2008 at 4:16:00 PM

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~ Sometimes I really wonder...
at 3:59:00 PM






I don't know why I've been losing my appetite since
like the day my modem spoilt .
I'm dying to online my msn only. I know this is stupid.

I just feel so ... moodless?
I'm not happy nor sad. Just abit down.
It just feel so uneasy.
I can't even sleep at night.
I slept so late, yet i woke up like SO EARLY =.=

Sigh, I don't know what's happening to me.
Something is just bothering me so much :(

I just wish that someone would just murder me like 1 fine day.
Then I will just die like that, with nothing to think about -.-
Sigh.



Miss...
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~ Flashback of you
Thursday, April 24, 2008 at 8:45:00 PM



It never walked straight before.
It did! But just once♥


Can you just walk with me together, again?
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~ =.=....
at 4:44:00 PM

DAM YOU MODEM OR THE INTERNET =.=

I MAKE SURE I CHANGE YOU THIS STUPID MODEM =.=
MAKING ME HITTING YOU, KNOCKING YOU, ANGRY AT YOU,
SMASHING YOU, UNPLUG AND PLUG IN WIRE FOR YOU =.=

I'M SO SO SO PISSED OFF WITH THIS DIRTY GREY MODEM :(

SOSOSOSOSOSO ANGRY TILL I CRY =.=
THEN WHEN I CRY, IT WORKED =.= OK, SERIOUSLY THIS IS DAM
WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL . LOL

I want revenge on my modem =.=.................................................


AND THIS IS NOT THE 1ST TIME THAT HAPPEN LIAO LOR >:
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~ Don't
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 at 9:50:00 PM


Today p.e play floorball.
1st hit, kena head =.= not pain at all so its okay. lol.

2nd beautiful hit, ZHUN ZHUN FLY TO MY RIGHT EYE=.=
Sibei song. LOL. Pain lar T_T
Then I drop my stick and I just so called 'fall' on the ground
and just cover my face >:

Suddenly, I don't know why I feel so sad at that moment.

Lol... I was about to cry but I tell myself, I MUST NOT CRY. LOL.
If not, all my friends sure sdfnaekjrbqk32bewa9dfwe =.=''
So instead, I laugh =.= LOL. Yes, laugh like mad. @_@
RAAAAWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR LOL.

I know it's crazy lar =.= LOL. But bo bian LOL.
Because I know, once I cry, I'll cry non-stop.
And I don't want anyone to worry about me ^^..
I know lar, I crybaby right :( LOL. Laugh all you want, Freaks F3.

It just gave me a flashback ... ..



YAWN.

Physics is forever so boring.
IT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME FEEL SLEEPY =.=
And I don't know why too.

Heavy bag :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I can carry until I can really cry out =.=
BUAY TAHAN THE HEAVINESS =.=


HALEILUYAH to me tml,
English exam :(



坚持。
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~ Lost.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 at 8:55:00 PM

School was quite slacky today.

My maths paper, 2/25 =.= LOL.
Then cher keep insult :<
Then that idiot Dinesh keep laugh at me =.= LOL.
Wait till I show my power then he know =.=
*Dinesh is a indian guy. LOL.*

Sibei sian.
Tml wednesday liao lor, worst day :(
Bag sibei heavy also :(


Today don't feel like studying at all =.=
so I pon maths remedial :/ omg lar.
I'm so gonna be dead :/


So so so dead :( ....





Loss of words, you.
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~ 爱
Monday, April 21, 2008 at 9:08:00 PM

一个人,必须承受这样的感觉,

真是太难了。。


天天必须放出一个假笑,

这样没有人会担心。因为我不要。


我不用谁来安慰我。

我自己会安慰我自己:)


因为我还不知道,朋友这两个字是什么意思。

根本都不了解他们。。


如果你爱的人,不要管你,不关心你了,再也不理你了,

你会做什么呢?

你会感到很伤心,难过吗?

会觉得人生很无聊吧?



就是因为你还在乎他,还在乎他所做的事,所以,你才会哭。


所以,你知道为什么人会哭了吗?


因为,他们还在乎你,担心,还在默默地想你。

为了你,他什么都不管,只要你会开心,脸上会出现微笑,

什么事都能够做得出。



这是一个无法控制的事情。。

没有了感情,对方就会和你说一声再见。




我爱的人,就这样走了。。。
喜欢上了别人。。。




爱情,没有一个爱情是不伤人的。

如果你的爱情一点都不伤人,那不是爱。
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~ Addiction is you.
Sunday, April 20, 2008 at 11:42:00 AM



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~ D.gray man
Saturday, April 19, 2008 at 4:24:00 PM


The left side drawing is screwed -.- lol.
Cause I anyhow draw stroke -.-
Didn't know it will spoil until liddat T_T


Just see this can already, lol.

Ah, this girl is from D.gray man de. @_@
Okay, I don't know what's her name =.= LOL.
I only know she's chio and her innocence so cool lar :E
But Lenalee still pwn more please. Hahaha.
Then I'm like darn bored :(
So I practice drawing for art mid-year exam.
Sigh. So little time. No idea what to draw.

I just feel so sad all day long... :<

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~ :(
Friday, April 18, 2008 at 8:13:00 PM



Went out with sharon, lihao and peiqi.
Watched movie, the forbidden kingdom.
Yea, it was nice and funny, lol.

I hate my brother to the core.
How i wish he's being tied up or being hid somewhere.
Or best, i leave this house.


Bad mood i have.
yet so sad.
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~ Holy ahead
Thursday, April 17, 2008 at 5:08:00 PM



Ah yes, in case you may wonder why there's a small
plaster near my chin.
So called injured myself, then don't want it kena infection,
some more so ugly, got abit scar scar red red de lor :(
So i paste plaster lor. Haha. So creative right, LOL.

Everyday is like darn sian.
Nothing to do =.=
Living is such a pain.

Exams is like next friday liao. Wish me die x3. lol.
I'm gonna be like doom, for maths. For sure.


Disintegrate
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~ Heartbroken.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 at 9:41:00 PM



我聆听沉寂已久的心情



人类能够活在这个世界上是因为他们能感受到爱和人们的关心。

没有了爱或关心,那个人当然会想要跳楼自杀啦。
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~ Can I turn back time please?..
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 at 6:44:00 PM


It's just so unbearable.


There's this unknown lamer that msged me today.
I don't know I should laugh or what.
I thought that maybe I shouldn't reply him cause I don't even
really wanna bother about some nothing-better-to-do-dude.
But end up, I decided to reply him.
I wanna made him regret msging me. HAHAHA.
At least, I gotten some entertain after school ends.

Unknown: hi i love you.

Me: You think I care? (LOL, I laughed at this.)

Unknown: Ps, not me. friends. I don't know who are you.

Then suddenly, joey msged me and asked me to ignore that person. lol.
I asked joey who is that person. So darn curious.
Awhile later~~~

Unknown: Err , can don't say? i scared :x

Me: zzz. retard. (LOL)

Then I was like dam sian. So Joey msged me to relax.
Apparently, I really have nothing to do. LOL.
So I said, He dare to disiao then ask him dare to admit lar. No balls. (LOL)
Then around 7pm liddat,
I received a msg from the unknown.

Unknown: Err , are you liping if i'm not wrong ? and i got balls okay :x

Me: Your problem (HAHAHA)

Unknown: You tell ... nvm.



LOL!
I actually wanted to type, Sorry, not liping.
But aiya if liddat, not fun one.
So I end up saying, your problem. LOL.
His typing seems kinda girly =.=.....


Well, I seriously hate this kind of thing.
Retarded freaks.
Let's hope he won't do it again to anyone in the future anymore ^^
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~ Past..
Monday, April 14, 2008 at 8:09:00 PM

So sleeepyyyy in school, all day long.

So bored also :(





Life's so boring.

All I can do is think..





想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
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~ What are you doing all day long? :(
Sunday, April 13, 2008 at 8:15:00 PM

Slept at 3am last night -.-... wth right?
then woke up at 10am :(
Ahhhhh.

Rot at home the whole day.

It feel so weird.
Handphone...



I have been having awful nightmare lar.
So ....................... :(
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~ 思念
Saturday, April 12, 2008 at 11:20:00 PM



只剩挥散不去的难过
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~ Where's your ♥? :(
at 9:26:00 AM






This jiaren keep wanting to dig a hole for ppl to fall LOL.




LOL at this.




LOL at the position =_= HAHAHA.


This is like FREAKING disgusting -.- LOL.






Went out to sentosa with 16 guys and 3 girls(including me)
I thought there would be like maybe 6 guys going?
End up, is 16, S-I-X-T-E-E-N GUYS. LOL.

I was like o_o........ lol.

Overall, it was quite ok.
Tiring..

So darn sleepy yet I don't feel like sleeping. Don't know why too :(








被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我..
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~ Some people doesn't have any sense of ORIGINALITY
at 12:48:00 AM

Reading something that's my way of typing,
is way too strange. Such a coincidence?


----------------------------------------------------------------

Will be updating tml, I'm too tired to update.
Cya, peepos..
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~ 枫
Thursday, April 10, 2008 at 9:57:00 PM



缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

爱你穿越时间

两行来自秋末的眼泪

让爱渗透了地面

我要的只是你在我身边...

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~ All i see is just, you.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 at 7:17:00 PM



The sky was so sad today.
If I can fly up to the sky and comfort it..
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~ I miss you so, again.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 at 9:45:00 PM

You wiped my tears,
Got rid of my fears,
Why did you have to go?
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~ :<...
Monday, April 07, 2008 at 7:03:00 PM

我很想你。。。 :<

真的。。
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~ Japanese prank
Sunday, April 06, 2008 at 5:29:00 PM



This is like seriously dam hilarious, about some japanese prank.
I got this from saikang's blog. Haha.
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~ No one
at 2:55:00 PM




I'm here to scare you off, Come, don't be scare.


Sunburn and sunburn.
My back and shoulders :( .even my face also kena -.-.
Pain.

Went out to print some papers.
Cause I'm wearing a tube dress,
Some people was like, woah, ur back.
I was like 0_o. yea, sunburn. lols.

Monday, I'm sure gonna be so dead.
Having to carry such a heavy bag and having p.e too.
Don't be shock if I crawl back home, jkjk. lol.




No one no one no one,
Can get in the way of what I feel for you.
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~ 你哭也是我的错。。分手也是我的错。。
Saturday, April 05, 2008 at 9:33:00 PM


I tried..

Went to jurong to swim(play).
Then went to fareast to eat.
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~ :D cheer up lar, leo ._.
Friday, April 04, 2008 at 11:44:00 PM


Thanks for today :)

Don't be sad anymore.
Cheer up alright?
Don't keep everything to your heart.

If one day you need someone, I'll be there okay?
Just give me a call/msg.


I can understand. :)


We're still friends right? ^^

i love you :)
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~ White is the sickness
at 3:43:00 PM



Medicine please.
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~ Harajuku.
Thursday, April 03, 2008 at 9:31:00 PM

About Harajuku,

Harajuku(in japan, Harajuku is an area between Shinjuku and Shibuya) is a district for ppl who are bold and daring, dare to style and dress up.
Anime, Gothic, Punk, Lolita, Gothic lolita, Bands and lots of style are being dressed up.
Pictures are below. Enjoy. (credits to sgclub)





















Cool, isn't it?

The term "Harajuku Girls" has been used by English-language media to describe teenagers dressed in any fashion style who are in the area of Harajuku.[7] These girls may be members of various sub-cultures including Gothic Lolita, Ganguro, Gyaru, and Kogal. They may also be dressed as characters from an anime, movie, or manga (known as cosplay).

In the 1980s large numbers of street performers and wildly dressed teens including takenoko-zoku (竹の子族, "bamboo-shoot kids") gathered on Omotesandō and the street that passes through Yoyogi Park on Sundays when the streets were closed to traffic. The streets were reopened to traffic in the 90s, and a great number of teens stopped gathering there. Today there are still teenagers hanging out in Harajuku, mostly on the bridge across the train tracks from Harajuku station to Yoyogi Park.

Visual kei is associated with Harajuku, especially those who gather on "Jingu Bashi (“Jingu Bridge”), a pedestrian bridge connecting the bustling Harajuku district with Meiji Shrine."[1] In attendance one will find Visual kei cosplayers (those dressed as their favorite bands) and those in the Gothic Lolita subculture/fashion.

The End of sharing my interest/research :)





My heart is sinking, again...
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~ Prelude to a kiss..
Wednesday, April 02, 2008 at 9:32:00 PM

But that’s a lonely road to travel
And a heavy load to bare
And it’s a long, long way to heaven
But I gotta get there
Can you send an angel?
Can you send me an angel?
Guide me




God, I'm dying.

I'm always stuffing food inside my mouth whenever I feel so darn sad...
Because I can't cry, too much of crying, can't even cry it out, anymore...






Prelude to a kiss.
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~ Rainflower
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 at 9:43:00 PM




Happy april fool to everyone?
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