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Monday, March 31, 2008 at 8:55:00 PM
Do you ever think how i feel for what ever things you do?
DO YOU?
DO YOU?
DO YOU?..
Do you know how much i feel like shouting to your darn bloody ears?
all you know is escape.
All i wanted was just so simple...
why make life so hard for me?..
so in the end, i was just a fool lar?
you need help, i help.
you need cash, i give.
you need what, i give what.
i need wad, you got give?
i want you back again, you give me sai.
how i wish i can bang my fking head onto the wall.
or just jump down from a building.
i seriously don't mind you know.
i also know you don't mind.
YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING SAD I AM ANOT?
YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ANOT???
YOU REALLY CAN UNDERSTAND ANOT??????????????????????????????...
i cant take it anymore..
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at 8:46:00 PM
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~ I'm so fugly.
at 6:26:00 PM
One of the neoprint.
Last night I was doing my art till like 1am =.=
All the way, My stomach was like dam pain, don't know why too.
Freaking dizzy also lar. =.=
Almost fall down LOL
Was so darn uncomfortable.
But I can't stop. I must finish doing art.
Thanks mum for helping me all the way. lol.
I'm like so dam freaking tired now.
Stupid friendster. Why can't it just bloody load properly =.=... sigh.
Now some sub are being separate into 3 groups.
My maths are seriously flunked, with those non noisy fellows from the other class.
Can't stop talking, can't concentrate AT ALL, last class...
Physics, stress liao lor, 1st class...
Someone, entertain me please.
I just want you close,
Where you can stay forever.
Tell me that you still love me..
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~ Meow.
Sunday, March 30, 2008 at 8:25:00 PM
Yo babes and hunks.
Read that :O
Isn't that so freaking familar?
'Fish, isn't this from ping's blog? =.=' LOL.
'How come at there? :O '
No sense of originality _l_ :o
Seriously, this is pissing me off.
My own self written words, writing that for hours, appear in someone else blog.
Have some sense of originality please.
Got that heart to write down your feelings,
Not copy and edit. Please think for how others feel.
If you understand, then please IMAGINE that,
you are ME.
Understand now?
I'm not looking for trouble or anything.
I believe you would read my blog again.
Please kindly remove the post, thanks loads (:
I appreciate it if you do that (:
If you don't, don't let me say/do any nasty things about it. (:
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~ Fuck love.
at 10:40:00 AM
Long post ahead :)
Lol at my eyes, hahaha. Thick enough? LOL
Poor bear bear T.T LOL
._.
Introducing: Clare, Sharon, Vonne and Eilm ~
^_^ , hahaha, you all cannot see their face.
So fast, 1 day just pass like this.
'Promise' seems to be fading in my dictionary.
Too dangerous for everyone to use.
In the end I'm the one having to erase it.
Don't use it if you know that you can't even write it out.
Last night, I don't know why I would suddenly think of this.
Let's have some review in what I've always observe in breakups.
Will be giving 15 each of what I 'observe'/'know' .
The one that suggested to break:
[1]He/she will feel pissed off when the ex keep pestering him/her for patch.
[2]He/she will feel that you're irritating when the ex keep trying to talk to him/her.
[3]He/she will want to avoid you because he/she scare paiseh.
[4]He/she will ignore the ex if it's possible to.
[5]He/she will feel a bit regretful that he/she know/stead with the ex last time.
[6]He/she feels that he/she has so much freedom now.
[7]He/she will say that the ex is such a 'attention seeker' when he/she did something so irritating.
Example? Blogging, Calling the friends, Friendster, etc.
[8]He/she will keep 'run-away-as-far-as-possible' from the ex.
[9]He/she will do something that make the ex's heart break like fuck.
Example? Finding new gf/bf, Flirt, Heck care you like mad, Talk to you in attitude manner, etc.
[10]He/she don't really think/care of how the ex feels.
[11]He/she will feel so uncomfortable whenever he/she is with you/ and with friends
[12]He/she will lie to you just to get away from the ex.
[13]He/she will treat you so nice out of sudden and suddenly so cold. Moodswing?
[14]He/she will keep telling you, 'Oh there're so many other better boys/girls for you'.
[15]He/she will be sad just only when out of sudden, he/she thinks of the ex.
The one that's being dump/the heartbroken:
[1]He/she will feel so sad until he/she want to die like a dog.
[2]He/she will keep 'following' the ex if it's possible to.
[3]He/she will do something that make he/she thinks that the ex will care for him/her.
[4]He/she will finally understand what does 'cherish' means.
[5]He/she will keep pestering the ex like there's no tomorrow.
[6]He/she will keep telling to you about how much he/she wants you back.
[7]He/she will miss the ex like fuck. That's why he/she cry/feeling so dam down.
[8]He/she will still care for the ex even when the ex don't even give a dam about it.
[9]He/she will try to help the ex even if he/she knows that the ex won't appreciate it.
[10]He/she will 'be-like-a-dog'.
[11]He/she will keep thinking there's hope to patch even though he/she know there isn't.
[12]He/she will hate him/her and love him/her.
[13]He/she will be so tempted to talk/call/sms you when he/she knows that you won't reply.
But actually, the ex don't even give a dam about it. yet, He/she only feels so irritated by it?
[14]He/she don't know what to do.
[15]He/she will keep thinking that the ex stills have feelings for him/her.
There's a never ending reasons.
Why can't each party understand each other more?
That's what both parties will always think.
Why can't he/she just fuck off my life and don't pester me and my friends anymore?
Because I don't love you anymore. My feelings for you are gone.
Why can't he/she understand how much I want him/her back again?
Because I still really do love you that I don't wanna lose you.
Both said, let's be friends.
Actually, they're worst than being friends.
In fact, the time they known each other, is just like a book, full of memories being burnt away,
disappearing into thin air, what's left is just ash.
In the end,
The heartbreaker walk right way, the heartbroken walk left way.
'Oi, You don't come right hor'.
'Diam la, I die die want walk right lei'
That's what made the both parties hard to be friends.
What they remember is just only, 'the-break-up-part' aka last chapter of your story book.
All the good memories are in the ash.
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~ Save me.. please
at 12:15:00 AM
Save me.. 0 comments
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~ You, asshole.
Saturday, March 29, 2008 at 11:00:00 PM
Yo peeps.
Ping and sharon are here to pwn you today-'-
Just kidding. lol.
Pictures will be updated tml. Lazy and tired.
Hangout at orchard today.
With clare, sharon, vonne & eileen(not sure is this spelling anot). lol.
(Deh, I pwn your arse, LOL )
I miss you.
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~ My life.
Friday, March 28, 2008 at 8:20:00 PM
I'm just a pathetic little living thing living on this earth.
Feeling so confused, frustrated, down, lost.
I have a screwed up life.
Because I don't know how to make decisions.
I live my life with regret.
I want to look forward to my life, yet I'm afraid that I'm gonna regret it later on.
Because I'm a coward.
I don't know how to handle my own emotions.
I don't know how to handle/sort out my feelings towards people as well.
Because I'm afraid, a sensitive girl, so sensitive.
I'm confused about my feelings.
Having to cheat my own feelings, is the worst painful thing to do.
But I can't stop, It's unstoppable.
It's all my fault.
He can move on with his life, so much better.
Yet I can't. Makes me puzzles.
If life is so easy to move on, I think maybe, I would do that.
Well, at least, now he's happy.
Yea, I'm happy that he's happy :)
Yes, I'm happy to see him having a cheerful life.
Yet, I just feel so sad. He's not mine, anymore.
The one I love, doesn't love me anymore.
It's like, suddenly, something is missing out from my daily life.
So hard to accept and cope on with life.
But it's ok. I can understand. Feelings does fade, isn't it?
All I have for now, is just memories.
Just memories...
Sometimes I wonder, having memories is a good thing or a bad thing?
Ah, nvm.
I always bottle up my feelings.
Because I don't like to talk when I'm down, those feelings are really indescribable.
If one day, I'm really breaking down already, too sick of life,
Everyone must miss me alright? :)
I'm always inside everyone's heart ^^ lol!
I promise myself to update this blog everyday as long as I'm still living.
That's why it's called, the-ping-memories :D
It's gonna be forever here, FOREVER, even if I'm dead.
Every night, I just want someone to hear me cry.
You don't need to say anything.
At least, I don't feel that lonely.
But, nah, maybe this idea is not good.
I always feel like calling someone, just a friend that can hear me.
But nvm, I think it's better to cry alone and mumble to myself.
I don't wanna hurt anyone's feeling.
Especially to those who're 'wooing' me.
I feel so bad. So bad..
I don't wanna anything to add on on my 'problems'.
I'm lost and confused enough till I really feel like dying already.
Yes, I do like a guy. But I just feel that maybe things aren't really
gonna work out. Yea, he can't let go of her ex too.
Yea, I'm still into my ex.
In the end, It's still up to me, whether I want to move on, or not.
Making decisions sucks. If I can cut myself up into diff human ping,
I would love it, alot.
Because all I know, is to run away from problems.
How far and long can I run? Nobody knows.
Midnight blood
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~ ♥ there's still a you in me.
Thursday, March 27, 2008 at 8:04:00 PM
Just right there, behind you.
My chinese test gotten 36/70.
Eh, wth. lol.
I hate chinese =_= so harddd.
I hate maths too :(
I hate chem three :(
and I hate physics four :(
And I'm in for maths remedial..... SIGH. SOMEONE, TUTOR ME :(
I need someone to help me in maths, chem and physic :( (chinese heck care LOL)
I don't mind having someone to tutor me in the weekend.
Maybe early in the morning is the best, Hahaha.
But of course must see is who tutor me lar, LOL.
Haiya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya yaaaaaaa.
It's just so difficult for me to understand.
Because I just keep on day dreaming in class -.-
Couldn't concentrate at all. My heart is not into studies. freak.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........
This few days, I don't have any patient when I do something.
I don't know why too. I just get so frustrated easily.
Seriously, I can't even tahan to sit on the chair for like 2 periods.
I just feel like running away from class or pon class =.=
I just feel so uncomfortable and I don't know why too.
Sigh. Everyday I reach home, when my mum talks to me or something,
I already feel like frustrated already =.=
Like so freaking 'fan' .
I just feel like shouting at them when they asked me things :(
But I know its wrong to do that. So I didn't.
Instead, I punch the bloody wall. OMFG, I'M SO SORRY T.T LOL.
Sigh, I just don't know what to do.
I feel like crying when I get so frustrated.
Funny right? lol.
That day, My mum just keep on nagging me LIKE MAD.
Maybe that's why I feel so fuck up.
She just keep on repeating the same old thing.
Every night always ''shut down comp liao mah''
And it keeps on repeating until you feel like commit suicide.
SERIOUS.
It's like, I 100% SURE WILL OFF ONE what... zzz
It just that I don't feel like sleeping yet.
What's the use of sleeping when you don't feel like to =.=
Every night, whenever I sleep, I will listen to my music.
It's either I cry till fall asleep or listen till I fall asleep.
*Btw, if you guys called my phone and yet kena divert
to mac, please don't blame me, HAHAHA. It's just that
I don't feel like talking, lols. And I don't wanna throw
my phone onto the floor real hard like mad due to my
frustrations HAHAHA. Well, just msg me will do,
I will get to you asap :)*
Because, I feel just so sad again.
Such a pain.
It's way too indescribable ♥
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It's way too indescribable ♥
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~ I miss you so.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 at 9:16:00 PM
Shanny's Blogpost for today sure rock my arse =.=
LOL.
Miss woon, you're so hawt please. LOL.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *puke* LOL.
Teach dancing seh, LOL.
I also want learn leiiiii :E
It's so disgusting please -_- LOL.............
Ahhhh, I couldn't stop thinking and laughing about it, HAHAHA.
Today sucks so much please.
Bag heavy like shit please.
夜には、ここでは既に
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Bored, so i played with my camera.
Miserable life I have.
So pathetic, isn't it?
Today lesson is kinda slacky.
I don't know why I can't fucking concentrate at all.
I feel so frustrated... So sad...
So many things are in my head...... just too many..
Every night, It just feel so suicidal.
Such a pain in my heart.
I cry all night.
I don't know how to overcome this feeling.
How?.....
It just feels too lonely.
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笑得越开心，
我的心更痛。
不知道为什么。
我也不知道要怎么办。。。 0 comments
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Dear diary,
She made my day today x3 (just kidding)
Do you know why?
Her eyebrow makeup makes me feel so hawt and sexay please. *EWWWW, LOL*
Hey, you guys out there,
Interested to see our sec 3dynamic & 3thinking english teacher? :)
If no, please don't scroll down and stop here, thanks :)
If yes, please don't hestitate to scroll down.
Alright, let's start.
There are a total of 3 pictures.
(the pictures are not taken by me )
down down down ^_^
INTRODUCING,
LOL.
PICTURE NUMBER 2!
WOOOOOOO
ANOTHER LOL!
PICTURE NUMBER 3!
OUR LAST PICTURE, SO PLEASE, LEARN TO ENJOY IT :) LOL
DOWN DOWN DOWN ^_^
LOL :X
MS WOON, FTW! LOL.
Till then,
Good night, my diary.
Today maths lesson is so darn freaking don't know how to say, lol.
Mdm H scold until =.= really is very ser-cas-tic & funny.
Everyone jitao tahan, try not to laugh lor lol.
Hmmm, nothing much today anyway.
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Me!
Deh deh mummy is loved :D
HAHAHA.
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Random picture.
A melancholy mood, inside me.
I like to be alone but I hate the feeling of being alone.
I feel so afraid.
Haha, and I miss unni!! :D
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Went to bugis alone today to shop.
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If I can read people's mind from the past till now, just for 1 day,
I don't mind dying the next day, having my life to be shorten.
Oh oh oh...
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Today p.e run 2.4 again=.=... AGAIN!!!-.-.........
I'M DYING SO SO SO SOON LA =.=
Run halfway then i suddenly scream like siao LOL.
THEN LIMEI CHUA TIO LOL.
WTH SIO, GOT A DEAD CAT, KNN, XIA SI WO AH
=.=.... IF YOU ALL SEE, SURE ALSO CHUA TIO LOR T.T...
THE CAT EYES STILL OPEN DE LOR, THEN THE
BODY LIKE MACHIAM KENA FREEZE LIAO.
DUNNOE IS FAKE CAT OR REAL CAT =.=
T.T.................
Si bei tired lor :/
Tml last day of school liao, tahan awhile more bah...
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Today P.E ran 2.4km =.=...
Wa liew =.= LOL. Run until whole day no energy liao LOL.
Too long never run T_T HAHAHA.
Even talk also no energy -.-....
When walking, like machiam the leg want to break liddat =.=
Freak T_T
Went to cut my hair today.
Ahh, my fringe became shorter liao :O LOL.
My hair also shorter liao lor T_T
School school school :(
And yea, Sharon is happy today :D
and lastly, i want to say that,
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HAHAHA. The more I see this pic,
It just make me keep on thinking that,
MY LEG IS SHORT =.= isn't it? LOL
AH FISH!
Holiday is ending like in few hours time :(
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
Shit ._.
Sigh. Time to complete all my homework.
Did copying, whole day long. Haha.
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Ok, let's start :) LOL.
Let us start to understand, what causes a girl to become a lesbian.
Ahhh yes, I will only state 10 reasons because it's never ending =.= LOL
Before that, in case some peeps doesn't know what's a lesbian,
Let me explain WHAT IS A LESBIAN.
Lesbian is similar to Boy-Girl-Relationship, the only difference is,
Instead of Boy love girl, it becomes Girl love Girl.
So conclusion = GIRL LOVE GIRL, lor. LOL.
What causes a girl to become a lesbian?
1) She thinks that ALL guys sucks big time. (LOL)
2) Hard to understand a guy?
3) Loving a guy is so torturing.
4) More interested in girls than in guys (Wow -.-)
5) Loving a girl is more fun, nicer than loving a guy.
6) BEING A LESBIAN IS SPECIAL. (FREAK, LOL)
7) Being a lesbian makes her feel unique, different than the others (-.-...)
8) She thinks that guys are disgusting creatures. (HAHAHA)
9) Safe love (LOL, understand?)
10) Phobia of guys, example: Kena rape before, Scare being hurt by guys again(BGR)
Ok, now, let's talk about,
Why you should/should not be a lesbian.
Should:
-It's more easy to love a girl than loving a guy. Why?
You understand a girl more than understanding a guy.
-Hardly quarrel with each other.
-More fun to hangout with your les and girlfriends as
everyone is girls, so you'll feel more comfortable.
-Being a lesbian won't lead to sex (LOL)
Should not:
-Some people will thinks that it's disgusting that you're a lesbian.
-Guys will think that you're weird? (LOL, well, maybe?)
-People tends to keep looking at you and your les and
this may let you feel so so so not comfortable.
-You may have some communication problems among the guys.
-Parents might strongly object that you should not be a lesbian,
this might cause you and your parents into a big quarrel & conflict.
-Singapore don't have lesbian marriage (LOL)
-Can't have babies for the future generation (It's true okay, LOL)
This is all what I can think too =.=
My brain cannot continue liao -.-...
Ok, So conclusion should you or not be a lesbian?
Well, It's hard to say.
Feelings always come 1st then slowly, think what you should do.
You can make yourself devoted in someone.
Be it a girl or boy, You can control your feelings.
It's either you deepen the feelings or make the feelings fade.
Of course you need to do something then it'll happen the way you wanted.
Enough saying.
Another conclusion:
I'M A LESBIAN :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL 0 comments
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Random topic of the day:
Why you should/should not be a lesbian.
*LOL*
Please check back soon to read about it ^_^ LOL.
Random picture of the day:
LOL! Don't know why I find this picture funny :X
(Ah yes, you can see how fishing short I am in the picture =.= LOL)
A 156cm TALL girl D:
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I HATE MATHS :( !!!
Ahhh, I need to sit so far away from my comp
so I can do my homework quietly :/
So many things in my bloody mind :(...
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKK =.= 0 comments
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Omg, I want to be a les :( LOL.
Sharon linked me to a blog.
My 1st reaction is like WTF, PURELY SHUAI! LOL.
Until sharon say.... She's a lesbian =.=
FREAK =.= LOL.
From ling de school.
Asshole sia, her school sibei alot of LES =.=
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Boo!
Back from someone's bdae party lol.
Aka alex. Okay, i don't know him =.= LOL.
But overall was quite ok, hahaha.
Well at least I got out of my house today ^_^.
I don't wanna be so detailed about today. LOL -.-
I love the pingster picture :D
Okay, i don't know why too @.@
Dunch euu guys lurbe it too? LOL.
And friendster sucks =.=''
The loading always got problem one.
*αγκαλια :D*
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Hello to all babes and hunks out there!!
Do you ever wonder what photoshop can really really do?
How 'useful' is it?? LOL.
Why does the bloody photoshop disc is so costly?!
Ok, The world is getting so fake soon.
Or maybe, it is actually very fake already, HAHAHA.
Some cover-page magazine picture editor sure got do this one. LOL
I shall show you what I've done! *NC16*
Please avoid looking at the picture if you're 16 and below.
I got special permission to look okay. LOL. jkjk.
I'm about to show you!
Scroll down slowly, ass.
^^ hi. LOL
scroll down more ^_^
TADA!!!!
Ok, Get what I'm trying to show now? LOL
This is teh power of the bloody photoshop.
Sibei fake right? LOL! Hmmmm, yea.
You may not see much difference because
this is my 1st time doing this =.=''
Mainly, from fat, you can make yourself look more so not fat =.=LOL
You can make your eyes look bigger too.
Don't worry, I DONT do this kind of things on my picture =.=
BECAUSE IT'S SO FAKE =.= LOL.
I'm just doing this because i'm like so dam bored at home :(
With no1 to talk to :( i feeel so emo you know T.T...
Sigh. nvm. haha.
Lesson of the day,
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NOOO :(
Today is the last day of the workshop :(
so shit lar! owwww T.T
Well, shanny knows why i am saddddddddd. LOL.
FREAK T.T LOL.
Went out today.
Watching step up 2.
Suddenly wei keong called, 'we're stuck in the lift'
I was like, LOL.
sibei xia suay :x
HAHAHAHA.
Then when i reached home, Ahbiao send
me 3 video. Freaking hilarious LOL.
13 march. not 14.
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It's up to you now.
Save me alright?
MIA (: 0 comments
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I just fucking wish i can hide at 1 corner.
Everytime so suay.
This suay, that suay.
Very sick of my life you know?
I want to die lar, but no courage to die.
Lame shit.
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LOL!!! Yes, we're stalking, HIM! LOL.
Well, because of 1 reason. Don't tell you all, LOL.
He just look like a clone of ___ =.= HAHA.
Yes, FUCKING shock :)
WTH. SHANNY!!! T.T LOL!
Yea, 2 more days left D: LOL.
you liddat post, i dam paiseh sio -.-'' HAHAHA!
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY, FOREVER .
Today attend for illustration and comic workshop.
Wth -.- seriously dam hard :/ needa think! think! think!
Anyway, if our*shanny&me* illustration work get 1st, we're gonna be famous!
HAHAHA.
Anyway, everyone's work is gonna be publish inside NEST II , i guess?
Shit, is EVERYONE gonna be famous :( LOL!
I'm gonna work hard tonight for the project!!!
Think! think! think! Need to be creative :/
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My dear friends, do you believe in fairytale?
No? Yes?
*I know the picture above is dam nice :x, HAHA! i edit de okay!*
Until today, I realise I was just cheating my own feelings all along.
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Just random.
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Usted ha dicho que era una atención i buscador
¿Por qué hacer promesas, a pesar de que saben que no se puede hacer
Cómo amar a alguien?
Me temo que de amor
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I sucks.
Went to IT fair today. So many people -.-''
Squeeze here and there =.=....
Well, at least I found the thing I want.
But don't know my parents will want to buy for me anot,
hope they buy lor ^_^ then i can draw like siao with photoshop liao :D
Sibei tired -.-
Didn't sleep quite well for few days liaos.
Tonight must sleep peacefully and shuangly -.-
Nights peepos.
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分手后，不能做朋友，因为彼此伤害过 ;
不能做敌人，因为彼此相爱过…
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Oh so blue.
Today, Its teh sports day ~_~
Instead of woodlands stadium,
they change the location to yishun stadium.
Sian lor, sibei mafan T.T lol.
Blablabla, so boring -.-''....
Play psp also cannot, listen to songs also cannot.
Then blablabla, got mass event.
More lame. LOL.
Overall, at least it's not so boring than the past 2 years -.-
Then blablablablablabla.
Sibei tired. Nights peeps. 0 comments
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Sibei zhun -.- seriously -.-
You all try also lei. Post your result in your blog! 0 comments
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Think and guess is the only solution.
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私は、故障...
你们不要伤心lei。。。
尤其是你，做了决定就不能转头了，要开心，不是伤心， 知道吗？
我了解这是一件很难做的事，没办法，这样就是这样。
看到你们将难过，我的心很痛。
别想太多吧。。。 0 comments
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なぜ表示される必要があります?
何考えているんだ？
何をしたいですか？
どこかへ行くしてください...
君は僕を混乱さを感じる.
Ahhhhhh, cheer up everyone.
Ping will be there okay? (:
Ping will be always there if you remember me in your heart ^^
Ring me/text me if you feel like talking to someone okay.
My phone is 24/7 on, on every single day, anytime, anywhere. LOL.
I don't like to see my friends to sad de okay!
Only Ping can sad and emo like siao.
YOU ALL CANNOT
I'll appear if you call for me;
Dissapear when you are feeling alright already.
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永遠には何もない
自分の面倒をよく見るok ?
I pass all my 6 subjects, YES AH YES.
Time to talk conditions with my parents, LOL ^^
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA
Just a random conversation which i find that it's funny.
Sufian: Do you know that msia welcome Mas selemat?
Ping: HUH?! REALLY? ARE YOU SERIOUS? *shocking face O.O* LOL.
Sufian: Ya.
Ping: *Stunned face and thinking why*
Sufian: Because, When you go msia, you'll see Selemat Datang.
Ping: =_= WTH *laughing like mad* -.-
Seriously dam qian da -.- but funny lar LOL.
Okay, I'm ending here.
My dear sharon,
Don't be sad. don't think too much okay?
Ping is always here for you ok. If you want to cry,
I can cry tgt with you okay T.T
Doh shi teh vhart you crying about, but cheer up ok?
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原来，我一直都是自己一个人。
你呢？
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学校ではありませんスキップしてください。 0 comments
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あなたがいなくて悪い
私は怖い 0 comments
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还。。。 0 comments
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Ah yes, ahbiao, and juliana and jiaren.
I kena force to take picture T_T
WTH LOL. The moment i see this, I couldn't stop laughing -.-
Just some random picture I receive this afternoon.
Nothing special today.
Woke up at 1pm today -.- LOL.
Because sharon called me :((( NOOOOOOO T.T
Then I couldn't sleep back =.='' .....
And then eat honeystar -.-...
Eat ah Eat. Eat until don't have liao. LOL.
It's nice okay.
I was so bored please. So I went to watch d.gray man ._.
Lenalee so cute rightttttt. Haha.
Allen walker so li hai righttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Daydream all day long :(
Ahh, nvm. Time to get started to edit people's blog.
Thanks everyone for your concern and advice.
I appreciate that. (:
Well, I'll try... 0 comments
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Picture of the day: weimin's sexy butt LOL.
This is all the pictures i gotten from them x.x.
All the picture taken, I'm trying not to laugh -.- LOL.
Plan to go expo with limei and co but in the end, went
to vivo and meetup with Jiaren, Weimin, Edmund, Ahbiao,
and 1 guy and a girl called Juliana(not sure how to spell ~_~).
Nvm. Went to vivo then after that went to cwp to
watch midnight movie. Tgt with weikeong and reizhong.
Thai ghost movie -.- wth. lol.
Obviously, I'm screaming like hell lol.
Wa lau I don't dare to watch ghost movie liao lar -.-''
But like dam ci ji lei lol.
Quite funny hanging out with them as this is kinda my
1st time hanging out liddat with them lol .
How I wish I'm fucking really kena bombed today by terrorist.
Thanks to my mum.
My friend send me home then say i lie to her.
Wtf? zzz .
Sometimes, I just don't get it you know.
I just hate this lar.
I already feel so fucking stress by my own problems,
and there she go, adding onto it.
Yes, I don't dare to talk and I don't know why.
Nvm, just let her be. Once I start to get a job,
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Tuesday, March 25, 2008 at 8:03:00 PM
Bored, so i played with my camera.
Miserable life I have.
So pathetic, isn't it?
Today lesson is kinda slacky.
I don't know why I can't fucking concentrate at all.
I feel so frustrated... So sad...
So many things are in my head...... just too many..
Every night, It just feel so suicidal.
Such a pain in my heart.
I cry all night.
I don't know how to overcome this feeling.
How?.....
It just feels too lonely.
In the end, no one still understand it.
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~ 回来我身边，好不好？
Monday, March 24, 2008 at 10:30:00 PM
笑得越开心，
我的心更痛。
不知道为什么。
我也不知道要怎么办。。。 0 comments
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~ Ms woon, FTW!
at 7:09:00 PM
Dear diary,
She made my day today x3 (just kidding)
Do you know why?
Her eyebrow makeup makes me feel so hawt and sexay please. *EWWWW, LOL*
Hey, you guys out there,
Interested to see our sec 3dynamic & 3thinking english teacher? :)
If no, please don't scroll down and stop here, thanks :)
If yes, please don't hestitate to scroll down.
Alright, let's start.
There are a total of 3 pictures.
(the pictures are not taken by me )
down down down ^_^
INTRODUCING,
LOL.
PICTURE NUMBER 2!
WOOOOOOO
ANOTHER LOL!
PICTURE NUMBER 3!
OUR LAST PICTURE, SO PLEASE, LEARN TO ENJOY IT :) LOL
DOWN DOWN DOWN ^_^
LOL :X
MS WOON, FTW! LOL.
Till then,
Good night, my diary.
Today maths lesson is so darn freaking don't know how to say, lol.
Mdm H scold until =.= really is very ser-cas-tic & funny.
Everyone jitao tahan, try not to laugh lor lol.
Hmmm, nothing much today anyway.
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending,
Than have to forget you for one whole minute.
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~ Deh deh!! <3
Sunday, March 23, 2008 at 9:32:00 PM
Me!
Deh deh mummy is loved :D
HAHAHA.
Sleepless night,
useless thoughts.
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useless thoughts.
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~ oel oel oel
Saturday, March 22, 2008 at 11:30:00 PM
Random picture.
A melancholy mood, inside me.
I like to be alone but I hate the feeling of being alone.
I feel so afraid.
Haha, and I miss unni!! :D
Sorrow is what I have,
Blissful is what you get,
Share with me, your quiet pain.
I'll always be here forever and a day.
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Blissful is what you get,
Share with me, your quiet pain.
I'll always be here forever and a day.
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~ Well, maybe.
Friday, March 21, 2008 at 11:31:00 PM
Went to bugis alone today to shop.
The end. 0 comments
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~ Just talk to me with your whole heart..
Thursday, March 20, 2008 at 9:26:00 PM
If I can read people's mind from the past till now, just for 1 day,
I don't mind dying the next day, having my life to be shorten.
Oh oh oh...
Too much happy,
All are sad.
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All are sad.
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~ Dying to see you
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 at 10:07:00 PM
Today p.e run 2.4 again=.=... AGAIN!!!-.-.........
I'M DYING SO SO SO SOON LA =.=
Run halfway then i suddenly scream like siao LOL.
THEN LIMEI CHUA TIO LOL.
WTH SIO, GOT A DEAD CAT, KNN, XIA SI WO AH
=.=.... IF YOU ALL SEE, SURE ALSO CHUA TIO LOR T.T...
THE CAT EYES STILL OPEN DE LOR, THEN THE
BODY LIKE MACHIAM KENA FREEZE LIAO.
DUNNOE IS FAKE CAT OR REAL CAT =.=
T.T.................
Si bei tired lor :/
Tml last day of school liao, tahan awhile more bah...
Again...
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~ Come back...
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 at 9:58:00 PM
I feel so sad. 0 comments
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~ Misses.
Monday, March 17, 2008 at 10:29:00 PM
Today P.E ran 2.4km =.=...
Wa liew =.= LOL. Run until whole day no energy liao LOL.
Too long never run T_T HAHAHA.
Even talk also no energy -.-....
When walking, like machiam the leg want to break liddat =.=
Freak T_T
Went to cut my hair today.
Ahh, my fringe became shorter liao :O LOL.
My hair also shorter liao lor T_T
School school school :(
And yea, Sharon is happy today :D
and lastly, i want to say that,
TODAY IS SIBEI HOT AH =.= REALLLYYY LOR. 0 comments
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~ FUCK LOVE?
Sunday, March 16, 2008 at 9:36:00 PM
HAHAHA. The more I see this pic,
It just make me keep on thinking that,
MY LEG IS SHORT =.= isn't it? LOL
AH FISH!
Holiday is ending like in few hours time :(
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
Shit ._.
Sigh. Time to complete all my homework.
Did copying, whole day long. Haha.
I'm still lost;
Time is all I wanted.
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Time is all I wanted.
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~ Lesbian.
at 6:36:00 PM
Ok, let's start :) LOL.
Let us start to understand, what causes a girl to become a lesbian.
Ahhh yes, I will only state 10 reasons because it's never ending =.= LOL
Before that, in case some peeps doesn't know what's a lesbian,
Let me explain WHAT IS A LESBIAN.
Lesbian is similar to Boy-Girl-Relationship, the only difference is,
Instead of Boy love girl, it becomes Girl love Girl.
So conclusion = GIRL LOVE GIRL, lor. LOL.
What causes a girl to become a lesbian?
1) She thinks that ALL guys sucks big time. (LOL)
2) Hard to understand a guy?
3) Loving a guy is so torturing.
4) More interested in girls than in guys (Wow -.-)
5) Loving a girl is more fun, nicer than loving a guy.
6) BEING A LESBIAN IS SPECIAL. (FREAK, LOL)
7) Being a lesbian makes her feel unique, different than the others (-.-...)
8) She thinks that guys are disgusting creatures. (HAHAHA)
9) Safe love (LOL, understand?)
10) Phobia of guys, example: Kena rape before, Scare being hurt by guys again(BGR)
Ok, now, let's talk about,
Why you should/should not be a lesbian.
Should:
-It's more easy to love a girl than loving a guy. Why?
You understand a girl more than understanding a guy.
-Hardly quarrel with each other.
-More fun to hangout with your les and girlfriends as
everyone is girls, so you'll feel more comfortable.
-Being a lesbian won't lead to sex (LOL)
Should not:
-Some people will thinks that it's disgusting that you're a lesbian.
-Guys will think that you're weird? (LOL, well, maybe?)
-People tends to keep looking at you and your les and
this may let you feel so so so not comfortable.
-You may have some communication problems among the guys.
-Parents might strongly object that you should not be a lesbian,
this might cause you and your parents into a big quarrel & conflict.
-Singapore don't have lesbian marriage (LOL)
-Can't have babies for the future generation (It's true okay, LOL)
This is all what I can think too =.=
My brain cannot continue liao -.-...
Ok, So conclusion should you or not be a lesbian?
Well, It's hard to say.
Feelings always come 1st then slowly, think what you should do.
You can make yourself devoted in someone.
Be it a girl or boy, You can control your feelings.
It's either you deepen the feelings or make the feelings fade.
Of course you need to do something then it'll happen the way you wanted.
Enough saying.
Another conclusion:
I'M A LESBIAN :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL 0 comments
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~ Why you should/should not be a lesbian
at 1:07:00 PM
Random topic of the day:
Why you should/should not be a lesbian.
Please check back soon to read about it ^_^ LOL.
Random picture of the day:
LOL! Don't know why I find this picture funny :X
(Ah yes, you can see how fishing short I am in the picture =.= LOL)
A 156cm TALL girl D:
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~ Maths maths maths :(
at 10:06:00 AM
I HATE MATHS :( !!!
Ahhh, I need to sit so far away from my comp
so I can do my homework quietly :/
So many things in my bloody mind :(...
FREAKKKKKKKKKKKKK =.= 0 comments
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~ Freak, Lesbian .
Saturday, March 15, 2008 at 2:26:00 PM
Omg, I want to be a les :( LOL.
Sharon linked me to a blog.
My 1st reaction is like WTF, PURELY SHUAI! LOL.
Until sharon say.... She's a lesbian =.=
FREAK =.= LOL.
From ling de school.
Asshole sia, her school sibei alot of LES =.=
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~ :D
Friday, March 14, 2008 at 11:46:00 PM
Boo!
Back from someone's bdae party lol.
Aka alex. Okay, i don't know him =.= LOL.
But overall was quite ok, hahaha.
Well at least I got out of my house today ^_^.
I don't wanna be so detailed about today. LOL -.-
I love the pingster picture :D
Okay, i don't know why too @.@
Dunch euu guys lurbe it too? LOL.
And friendster sucks =.=''
The loading always got problem one.
*αγκαλια :D*
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~ Photoshop.
at 5:16:00 PM
Hello to all babes and hunks out there!!
Do you ever wonder what photoshop can really really do?
How 'useful' is it?? LOL.
Why does the bloody photoshop disc is so costly?!
Ok, The world is getting so fake soon.
Or maybe, it is actually very fake already, HAHAHA.
Some cover-page magazine picture editor sure got do this one. LOL
I shall show you what I've done! *NC16*
Please avoid looking at the picture if you're 16 and below.
I got special permission to look okay. LOL. jkjk.
I'm about to show you!
Scroll down slowly, ass.
^^ hi. LOL
scroll down more ^_^
TADA!!!!
Ok, Get what I'm trying to show now? LOL
This is teh power of the bloody photoshop.
Sibei fake right? LOL! Hmmmm, yea.
You may not see much difference because
this is my 1st time doing this =.=''
Mainly, from fat, you can make yourself look more so not fat =.=LOL
You can make your eyes look bigger too.
Don't worry, I DONT do this kind of things on my picture =.=
BECAUSE IT'S SO FAKE =.= LOL.
I'm just doing this because i'm like so dam bored at home :(
With no1 to talk to :( i feeel so emo you know T.T...
Sigh. nvm. haha.
Lesson of the day,
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~ Hilarious day.
at 12:14:00 AM
NOOO :(
Today is the last day of the workshop :(
so shit lar! owwww T.T
Well, shanny knows why i am saddddddddd. LOL.
FREAK T.T LOL.
Went out today.
Watching step up 2.
Suddenly wei keong called, 'we're stuck in the lift'
I was like, LOL.
sibei xia suay :x
HAHAHAHA.
Then when i reached home, Ahbiao send
me 3 video. Freaking hilarious LOL.
13 march. not 14.
He's the look,
not the feelings.
Aka, shadows.
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not the feelings.
Aka, shadows.
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~ good luck.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 at 8:30:00 PM
It's up to you now.
Save me alright?
MIA (: 0 comments
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~ life always sucks from the beginning.
at 7:43:00 PM
I just fucking wish i can hide at 1 corner.
Everytime so suay.
This suay, that suay.
Very sick of my life you know?
I want to die lar, but no courage to die.
Lame shit.
There's nothing called forever,
there's only last long.
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there's only last long.
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~
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 at 7:35:00 PM
Illustrate 0 comments
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~ Forever, remember.
at 6:26:00 PM
LOL!!! Yes, we're stalking, HIM! LOL.
Well, because of 1 reason. Don't tell you all, LOL.
He just look like a clone of ___ =.= HAHA.
Yes, FUCKING shock :)
WTH. SHANNY!!! T.T LOL!
Yea, 2 more days left D: LOL.
you liddat post, i dam paiseh sio -.-'' HAHAHA!
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY, FOREVER .
Today attend for illustration and comic workshop.
Wth -.- seriously dam hard :/ needa think! think! think!
Anyway, if our*shanny&me* illustration work get 1st, we're gonna be famous!
HAHAHA.
Anyway, everyone's work is gonna be publish inside NEST II , i guess?
Shit, is EVERYONE gonna be famous :( LOL!
I'm gonna work hard tonight for the project!!!
Think! think! think! Need to be creative :/
Stop fooling around with me, fate.
I'm afraid of it already... :( really...
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I'm afraid of it already... :( really...
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~ Screw you, shadows of you.
at 6:19:00 PM
My dear friends, do you believe in fairytale?
No? Yes?
*I know the picture above is dam nice :x, HAHA! i edit de okay!*
Until today, I realise I was just cheating my own feelings all along.
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~ amor
Monday, March 10, 2008 at 9:41:00 PM
Just random.
You turn them into memories,
because you have to.
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because you have to.
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~ So so so scare
Sunday, March 09, 2008 at 6:23:00 PM
Usted ha dicho que era una atención i buscador
¿Por qué hacer promesas, a pesar de que saben que no se puede hacer
Cómo amar a alguien?
Me temo que de amor
Por favor me salvará de esta pesadilla
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~ Doomsday, come fast please.
Saturday, March 08, 2008 at 11:56:00 PM
I sucks.
Went to IT fair today. So many people -.-''
Squeeze here and there =.=....
Well, at least I found the thing I want.
But don't know my parents will want to buy for me anot,
hope they buy lor ^_^ then i can draw like siao with photoshop liao :D
Sibei tired -.-
Didn't sleep quite well for few days liaos.
Tonight must sleep peacefully and shuangly -.-
Nights peepos.
Slowly, i'm gonna drown
cause i don't know how to swim, ass.
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cause i don't know how to swim, ass.
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~ 陌生人
at 11:43:00 AM
分手后，不能做朋友，因为彼此伤害过 ;
不能做敌人，因为彼此相爱过…
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~ 因为我想你啊
Friday, March 07, 2008 at 10:51:00 PM
Oh so blue.
Today, Its teh sports day ~_~
Instead of woodlands stadium,
they change the location to yishun stadium.
Sian lor, sibei mafan T.T lol.
Blablabla, so boring -.-''....
Play psp also cannot, listen to songs also cannot.
Then blablabla, got mass event.
More lame. LOL.
Overall, at least it's not so boring than the past 2 years -.-
Then blablablablablabla.
Sibei tired. Nights peeps. 0 comments
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~ ABC
Thursday, March 06, 2008 at 9:35:00 PM
Sibei zhun -.- seriously -.-
You all try also lei. Post your result in your blog! 0 comments
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~ Your agony
at 6:40:00 PM
Think and guess is the only solution.
Hidden, remorse.
Solve the riddle if you can.
I'll be here waiting for the answer.
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Solve the riddle if you can.
I'll be here waiting for the answer.
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~ phailure
at 3:31:00 PM
私は、故障...
你们不要伤心lei。。。
尤其是你，做了决定就不能转头了，要开心，不是伤心， 知道吗？
我了解这是一件很难做的事，没办法，这样就是这样。
看到你们将难过，我的心很痛。
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~ Who cares how i feel anyway...
Wednesday, March 05, 2008 at 11:35:00 PM
なぜ表示される必要があります?
何考えているんだ？
何をしたいですか？
どこかへ行くしてください...
君は僕を混乱さを感じる.
Ahhhhhh, cheer up everyone.
Ping will be there okay? (:
Ping will be always there if you remember me in your heart ^^
Ring me/text me if you feel like talking to someone okay.
My phone is 24/7 on, on every single day, anytime, anywhere. LOL.
I don't like to see my friends to sad de okay!
Only Ping can sad and emo like siao.
YOU ALL CANNOT
I'll appear if you call for me;
Dissapear when you are feeling alright already.
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~ Mas selemat -.-
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 at 10:53:00 PM
永遠には何もない
自分の面倒をよく見るok ?
I pass all my 6 subjects, YES AH YES.
Time to talk conditions with my parents, LOL ^^
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA
Just a random conversation which i find that it's funny.
Sufian: Do you know that msia welcome Mas selemat?
Ping: HUH?! REALLY? ARE YOU SERIOUS? *shocking face O.O* LOL.
Sufian: Ya.
Ping: *Stunned face and thinking why*
Sufian: Because, When you go msia, you'll see Selemat Datang.
Ping: =_= WTH *laughing like mad* -.-
Seriously dam qian da -.- but funny lar LOL.
Okay, I'm ending here.
My dear sharon,
Don't be sad. don't think too much okay?
Ping is always here for you ok. If you want to cry,
I can cry tgt with you okay T.T
Doh shi teh vhart you crying about, but cheer up ok?
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~ 对阿。。我还。。。
at 12:15:00 AM
原来，我一直都是自己一个人。
你呢？
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~ Please
Monday, March 03, 2008 at 10:22:00 PM
学校ではありませんスキップしてください。 0 comments
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~ Where are you?
Sunday, March 02, 2008 at 10:44:00 PM
あなたがいなくて悪い
私は怖い 0 comments
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~ 为什么事情都会变成这样？
at 1:10:00 AM
还。。。 0 comments
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~ Guide me, will you?
Saturday, March 01, 2008 at 10:11:00 PM
Ah yes, ahbiao, and juliana and jiaren.
I kena force to take picture T_T
WTH LOL. The moment i see this, I couldn't stop laughing -.-
Just some random picture I receive this afternoon.
Nothing special today.
Woke up at 1pm today -.- LOL.
Because sharon called me :((( NOOOOOOO T.T
Then I couldn't sleep back =.='' .....
And then eat honeystar -.-...
Eat ah Eat. Eat until don't have liao. LOL.
It's nice okay.
I was so bored please. So I went to watch d.gray man ._.
Lenalee so cute rightttttt. Haha.
Allen walker so li hai righttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
Daydream all day long :(
Ahh, nvm. Time to get started to edit people's blog.
Thanks everyone for your concern and advice.
I appreciate that. (:
Well, I'll try... 0 comments
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~ day 104
at 2:16:00 AM
Picture of the day: weimin's sexy butt LOL.
This is all the pictures i gotten from them x.x.
All the picture taken, I'm trying not to laugh -.- LOL.
Plan to go expo with limei and co but in the end, went
to vivo and meetup with Jiaren, Weimin, Edmund, Ahbiao,
and 1 guy and a girl called Juliana(not sure how to spell ~_~).
Nvm. Went to vivo then after that went to cwp to
watch midnight movie. Tgt with weikeong and reizhong.
Thai ghost movie -.- wth. lol.
Obviously, I'm screaming like hell lol.
Wa lau I don't dare to watch ghost movie liao lar -.-''
But like dam ci ji lei lol.
Quite funny hanging out with them as this is kinda my
1st time hanging out liddat with them lol .
How I wish I'm fucking really kena bombed today by terrorist.
Thanks to my mum.
My friend send me home then say i lie to her.
Wtf? zzz .
Sometimes, I just don't get it you know.
I just hate this lar.
I already feel so fucking stress by my own problems,
and there she go, adding onto it.
Yes, I don't dare to talk and I don't know why.
Nvm, just let her be. Once I start to get a job,
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