Out of sudden, It appear and it beat so fast. 0 comments
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It gonna be tiring soon.

Will you miss me and tell me we're back together again?



Oh, my baby. 0 comments
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I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without.

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. 0 comments
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Cold.

Shower me with your care and love;
and i'll heal in the middle of the night. 0 comments
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Evan told me that everyone changes everyday.
Well, ...

Stronger but i'm weaker.
Good for you.

As you said, life still has to go on.

You said that i don't know how to cherish a person
until i have lost it. He said that i don't even know how
to comfort a guy. Relationship is about communication
too i guess. I also can't do that well.
No wonder, my boyfriend doesn't wants me anymore, haha.


I always wonder what i can always do to
make us back together again.
But well, i guess there's nothing I can do.
We're worst than being friends, isn't it?

Does feelings changes too?
But why it changes at the wrong time?
I done something wrong again...
Yes, again.. the same old mistake...
Why?... Now, there's no turning back for it.

I wish that next year doesn't arrive.
Something is missing out, so much...
But what can i do? Liddat lor.

I admit i always get jealous easily.
People can have it, but i can't.
People in the end got tgt, but i can't.
I feel like a failure.
A failure that never dares to look up on the bright side.
Even if i did, it makes no difference.

I'm having a blog for?
To write about the times i had so i can 'see' back again.
To catch your attention?
Fun? sad? hmmm, no idea.
Now, it's my turn to read back, not you already.

You don't have to worry about hurting me anymore.
You don't have to worry about anything that your girlfriend causes.
You don't have to worry about having a sleepless night again.

There's actually a lot of things that i wanna say.
Yes, alot.
But, i'm a coward (:
I don't have the courage to.
Hmmm, i don't know why i don't dare to say it.

But nevermind, whatever i said also won't make any difference.





Merry christmas everyone.
Hope your dreams will come true.

Will mine come true? 0_o 0 comments
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Here alone having to spend a lonely christmas.

Stoning at home, with nothing to do.
Saddening to say, i kept it at my heart.
Waiting for it to happen again.

What's your christmas wish?




Merry christmas eve everyone. 0 comments
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Do you know why i hate leaving Sg?

Everytime when i leave and came back,
The distance between my friends and I became seem so far apart again.
And it felt so weird again.

They only call/talk to me when they need me.
Or maybe it wasn't the facts.
Oh holy mama, i'm not sure :(
I feel so confused and stress again.

Where are them when i need them?
I wonder... 0 comments
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I miss you badly. 0 comments
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You hug me so tight and you told me how much you miss me.
I smiled and it felt so nice.




but actually, it was just a dream.

Add on.





cosa è amore.

Actually, i'm afraid of you.
Is it so hard?

Yuan lai, wo yi jing bu zhong yao le.
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I'm back. 0 comments
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I leave without saying.

Sorry.

but maybe...









:( ... 0 comments
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I'm swinging and i wonder why.
Swing so far and high.

High and low, i'm looking.

In the end, nobody was there.

No, it's not. 0 comments
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